posted July 30, 2016 05:55 PM            

Mine are:

1) One day, I was constantly listening to thrash metal classic Angel of Death by Slayer (that song is about Mengele - don't judge me guys ). Later I've found out that my brother was on a field trip to Auschwitz with his class. Auschwitz is directly mentioned in that song.

2) I was reading Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath...later I found out my good friend was reading it the same time! (and we both agreed that it's pretty boring book)

3) When I was 16, I was just sitting on my bed, playing with my mobile phone when certain surname started to run through my head and I wasn't able to stop it! Later, when I went to Facebook, I found out, that someone with that surname has sent me a friend request

4) Since we are already talking about FB... Yesterday, someone who has the same surname as my love interest has sent me a friend request... That surname is not rare, but not very common either.
I find this one especially interesting because sometimes I see 11:11 and very often 717 when thinking about him. For example, when I was looking up Sabians in our Davison, I found out that it's on Libra 26: AN EAGLE AND A LARGE WHITE DOVE TURNING CONSTANTLY INTO EACH OTHER (well, unless he's born before 9 AM. But sabian before isn't that bad either) Personally, I find this Sabian absolutely incredible, so when I found out, I was just sitting there, with heart trembling and goofy smile plastered on my face. Then, I inadvertently looked at clock... BAM! 11:11 was there!
Also, when I was doing our Union Lexigram, I found a word that means "Twin" in our native language. Do you know what is funny? We have Gemini Sun-Mars-Mercury-DNA conjunction in our composite!

4) When I was reading Mrs Dalloway by Virginia Woolf and I needed something to do, I left that book open on my desk. When I've returned to my room, I've noticed that little mirror that was standing near the book, was throwing reflection in a shape of star right on the pages. And almost in the middle of that star was sentence "Are you looking at the stars?"
Btw I showed the photo of this to my friend (the one who was reading Sylvia Plath the same time I was) and she said she literally got goosebumps when she saw that.

posted July 31, 2016 03:24 PM            

i would be facing towards the forest, step back to the river, i was right at the end, my intuition says step back, i say ok, its all water- yet i step on one small rock, there was a few rocks, the chances of me stepping on one were like 5%.

when cougars were in my town cause it was winter, i thought i felt it psychically, i could sense the head of a cougar, being the cougar, just breathing quickly, lazing in a bush watching out to the town in someones yard. obviously sinning and knowing it was taking the bad path. i went out on my bike with a thick stick, a knife. i was beating my stick on the ground when i got to the neighbourhood. but i saw some raccoons run by, right near by where i thought the cougar was. i could sense the peace in the air. i immedietly de-stressed and just knew it was peaceful. the whole neighbourhood felt completely at peace. maybe i did feel something though. i dont know. they shot a cougar a day or so later.

i would climb up to the top of my tree. my intuition was telling me to jump. i could tell i could handle it. but i was too scared. then i would have proved my worth. instead i got the opposite gift. instead of getting the gift of doing something amazing and daring that few have done. i got the temperament of not doing anything when i had hundreds of opportunities and chances thrown in my direction
what an embarassment. but it probably hurts more and made me stronger to not do any of it. just like how someone might give someone else they meet online 5000 dollars, be homeless for a couple weeks and try to meet the person, only for the person to say they dont want to meet you. after you had a life with rejection. kind of like that, its the severeity in the opposite direction of what you wanted, so in a way it makes you stronger.