Posts: 3003
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013

posted January 13, 2016 01:01 AM            

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There is a man I've been having problems with. His son got molested and he had been going through a lot. I helped him through a lot of crap. Well I asked him to return the favor today...and to meet me at star bucks because I am seriously wanting to kill myself. And he did not come! Surprise...I guess...what do you all think? Did he just take advantage of my sympathetic ways?

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Posts: 3003
From: Hillsboro, OR, USA
Registered: Jan 2013

posted January 13, 2016 01:08 AM            

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I forgive him, he's not the first..I just invested a lot of time in making him happy....It just sucks to say the least....
And...yeah I really am having a hard time not harming myself right now, I can feel the wrists screaming for it

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Posts: 4690
From: us
Registered: May 2012

posted January 13, 2016 01:14 AM            

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I'm so glad to see you post. Saw your posts in Yellow Wax and was quite concerned. Glad you're around.
(I'm too sleepy right now, must go to bed--- but wanted to acknowledge your post and say hi. )

ps>> Do No Harm. Rest. Stand down. Feel Protected. You are Loved.

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From: Canada
Registered: Dec 2014

posted January 13, 2016 01:19 AM            

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Yes he took advantage, you don't need friends like him.

Please seek help for your depression.

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From: CA
Registered: Oct 2010

posted January 13, 2016 02:14 AM            

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This one definitely needs to be in SPITR. For convenience, you can click here to get to the topic in SPITR:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum27/HTML/002483.html

Btw, if you don't already have an emergency number you can call, then don't overlook suicide hotlines. (I hope they can work.)

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