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Gooober
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posted July 30, 2008 08:26 PM
 
anyone who has read my previous posts about the 11:11 phenomenon will know just how perplexed i was about the message that these numbers were trying to give to me.
and i think i know what they were telling me now...
two days ago, i was with the man who i have known for centuries over the course of many lifetimes, the man i am supposed to be with throughout eternity. we were taking a short trip with a few friends when i took his cell phone to make a call. i looked at the time, sighed and said 'it's 11:11'. he was like 'yeah i know,lately whenever i look at the time it's either 11:11 or 1:11 or 2:22 and so on and so forth; it's quite interesting actually'.
and that's when it hit me..all this time the message the numbers have been trying to give to me is 'WAKE UP!! it's time for you to open your third eye and recognize the other half of your self!' and they were doing the same thing to him.
let me give a little bit of background story about my twin and i... i first met him six years ago, when i had just started dating my ex-husband. of course at that time we looked at each other as just friends (or so i thought..he told me much later he had felt a little something from the beginning). then i got married to his friend and that did not work out and when i was getting divorced, he was like the solid rock which kept me from losing my mind. he was there for me every step of the way and as it happens, he fell for me at that time. but i was too messed up to realize that this was something really special i was walking away from, but sadly i did walk away.
months passed by...we kept in touch, but we were each seeing other people and it seemed like we had moved on. then one day i had this dream...i don't remember much about it, except that he was there and so was i and we seemed to be somewhere in the middle of nowhere and it was beautiful; and what i felt in that dream i cannot describe in words. it was the most intense thing that i had ever felt in my dreams. when i woke up, i felt this tug on my heart..and i felt all these other emotions which i cannot express.. it was like i fell in love with him head over heels in that dream.ever since then i could not shake this feeling of emptiness which only he could fill up.. i told him how i felt, but it seemed like it was too late,he said he was with someone else already and that he was happy.. and i told him that i just needed to get it out, how i was feeling and the one person who understood me so well was him and so i had to tell him how i felt.
some time later, he broke up with his girlfriend and he called me..just to talk.. and then one thing led to another and we ended up getting involved in this intense relationship which none of us knew how it was gonna work out. there were too many things to think about..my ex husband was a close friend of his, his family did not approve, most of our friends were all dumb founded and to top everything off he said he was not ready for a committed relationship under these circumstances. i was frustrated. i wanted him to reciprocate and he wanted to take it slooowww (wise cappy that he is) and then i had to move to new york and leave him behind in bangladesh. we still clung on to each other. i knew that he had deep feelings for me, but that he wanted to wait and see. and then in typical aquarian fashion i decided to make everything topsy turvy by sleeping with my ex husband (my reasoning was that he had done the same thing to me with his ex girlfriend, although that was much earlier on in the relationship and he was the one who wanted the 'open' relationship).
it broke his heart..and broke mine too because it seemed like i didn't know what i wanted, it seemed like i still had feelings for my ex and this was the first time that i had cheated on someone and it was killing me.
he was very patient about it..let's give each other enough time to get over all our issues he said. i ranted and raved about how he had pushed me into doing what i did by refusing to commit. he told me everything happens in it's own time, so just give it time.. he still would not commit. i don't know why but i felt something snap inside of me...i loved him and i knew he loved me, so what was the problem? he was being unfair, i could not do this anymore, etc etc. if he wants an open relationship, raged my stellium-in-scorpio.. we'll give him one, and he wont even know. so i decided to start seeing this random guy who was interested in me.. after a week though, i broke down, completely lost it and told the love of my life that our situation had gotten too complicated for me and i wanted out. he said he understood, but he wasn't ready to let go. we played the whole break up game during which time he was over emotional and i was cold and unapproachable. good riddance i thought to myself... this was killing me.
so i thought i had closure. i thought he was out of my mind, that after so much had happened i would not think about him. i focused my energies on the cancer guy i was dating and for a while i was distracted.
but at night he came to me in my dreams.. not frequently, but just enough to make me wonder...
then i went home for a few weeks and i saw him a couple of times..he seemed completely over me..sex without any strings attached was on the table, but nothing more. but i could not forget him. even when i came back to new york and started seeing someone else seriously, i found my thoughts straying to him. i would miss him at the oddest of times it was like he was in my system and i could not get him out.
now about three weeks ago he came to new york for his work (he's a musician and had shows and stuff) and the moment i saw him it was like this was what my eyes were waiting for. i spent every waking moment with him till yesterday when he left.
as i saw him go, for the first time in god knows how long, i prayed. for the first time in what seemed like forever i felt my whole being sing just one song and that was i love this man, and it has taken me ages, but i have figured out that i love him and he is the one i am supposed to be with.
i know that he felt it too...probably not with the same depth as i did, but i saw it in his eyes.
i feel like my soul has woken up after a very long sleep. i feel like i still have a chance with him and this time i am not letting go.
i have figured out the message that the universe was sending me so urgently.. it was telling me and my twin to wake up and recognize each other.------------------
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Gooober
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posted August 14, 2008 08:48 PM
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Randall
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posted December 15, 2008 12:33 PM
Bumping this again. Great info, Gooober!------------------
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Gooober
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posted December 26, 2008 11:29 PM
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posted December 27, 2008 10:03 PM
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Iqhunk
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posted January 16, 2009 02:05 PM
Excellent read Goober!
I have been pioneering a research into loving soul mates, twin flames and twin souls using Asteroids.
The Ascendant almost always will exactly aspect Asteroid KARMA, VALENTINE or UNION.
There will also be precision aspects with mytological soulmates like Eros or Cupid and Psyche, Pluto and Proserpene or Persephone, Isis and Osiris, Siva and Parvati etc.If it is ok with you, may I have yours and your Twin's natal info?
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Gooober
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posted January 16, 2009 04:01 PM
thanks iqhunk! before i say anything else i wanna say that i love the meditations that you have scattered all over lindaland..the money magic meditation,the meditation to attract twin souls..amazing  i'm posting my chart and my twin's chart here and it has the natal info on it as well so you can calculate the positions of asteroids. although i should warn you, my twin's birth time is unknown which is why i used midnight. this is me:  and this is my twin:  good luck with your research and let me know how we scored on your card  love n peace
-Gooober ------------------
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Iqhunk
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posted January 30, 2009 07:25 AM
Dear Goober,
Happy Birthday!!!I intend to do a full check very soon, thanks a million for posting these charts.
We have a full fledged research thread on Pluto-Persephone as the ultimate astrological test.
Will update you asap! BTW: Pls send me an email from the links below, have some more material for you. ------------------
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Iqhunk
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posted January 31, 2009 03:12 AM
Numerology:
Goober's day = 29 = 11
Month = January = 1
Year = 1984 = 22
[Two Master Numbers]
Total = 34 = 7, Ruled by NeptuneGoober's Twin Day = 24 = 6
Month = December = 12 = 3
Year = 1974 = 21 = 3
Total = 12 = 3, Ruled by Jupiter. The numbers 7 and 12 fulfill the Zodiac Mystery of 7 Visible Astrological Planets around the Sun and 12 Signs. 7 + 3 = 10 represent "Isis-Osiris" or the whole [also Wheel of Fortune in numerology] Major Soul Mate Aspects in Synastry:
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Ascendants are exactly Opposite, this clears the Soul Mate Gurantee Test.
His KARMA exactly conjunct Her True Node. *His Pluto trine Her Sun and Proserpine
[winner as per new research] *His Valentine conj Her Pluto
*His Valentine septile her Valentine]
[*winner!] His Isis+Osiris+Venus conj Her Psyche
Eros trine Eros
Saturn trine Saturn [Perfect!] Composite:
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ANGEL exact trine Jupiter Pluto square Stellium of Prosperpine, SUn and Horus. Pluto trine Moon ASC opp Persephone precise. Eros sextile Mars precise Other Correlations:
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Goobers 11th House Sun falls in Twin's 5th House. This is a phenomenal clue in Twin Soul Synastry. Twin's Pluto falls in Goober's 7th House but Goober's Pluto falls in Twin's First House. The most powerful area of Twin's chart is the super spiritual Stellium in Sagittarius:
Mars conj Neptune conj True Node conj Angel conj Atlantis, and this highly energized Angel in the composite is trine Jupiter [growth or expansion]. Goober's Valentine squares this Super Stellium exactly, causing triggers to love his inner nature. A very beautiful expression of twin flames!
I am 100% positive even the names match. ------------------
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Iqhunk
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posted January 31, 2009 03:13 AM
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Gooober
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posted February 16, 2009 09:36 AM
wow iqhunk...i'm speechless!! just..wow! 
thank you so much for this!
love n peace
-Gooober ------------------
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aquarianflake
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posted February 16, 2009 11:59 AM
don't want to be prosaic but there is a school of thought that says that people tend to think that they catch the time at 11:11 or 2:22 more frequently only because they NOTICe these conspicuous combinations more..i do think you have found your twin though  ) mm just imagining what that must be like )) love and light!!!!!
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Gooober
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posted February 16, 2009 10:06 PM
hehe..how about this one..1:11,2:22,3:33,4:44, 5:55,6:06,7:07,8:08,9:09,10:10,11:11,12:12,all in the same day  not to mention whenever i'm walking all distracted down some street of new york, the only time i glance at a building number it's 222 or 333 or even 111. i can understand the point of view you stated though, but i've come to accept these numbers as a part of my life now,and i think it's because i'm going through such a transformative period.
as for my relationship with my twin..i would describe it as excruciatingly beautiful..and painful at the same time.it's sort of like an overload of karma and emotions
btw,i assume from your screen name you are an aquarian like me and you are relatively new to lindaland, so let me say welcome!love n peace
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Randall
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posted May 03, 2009 04:32 PM
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