posted October 30, 2015 03:58 AM
I don't know if this should be in Sweet Pea or not. But I'm specifically interested in synchronicity. So, I thought it most appropriate here.
Does anyone have actual experience with how these numbers can manifest?
I have been seeing them for about a year now. Most intensely within the last 6 months or so. Mostly 1111, 1212, 1010, 111, 222 and 444. Less often 333, 555, 123, 234. Several times a day.
However, I don't feel evolved or ascended at all. In fact, my life went into a tailspin. Think almost rock bottom. I do know I have things to be grateful for. But it's really bad right now and I have no idea how to get back on track. I feel totally lost.
I am usually the person who makes opportunity out of nothing and is always looking forward. I'm totally defeated. It's like I'm paralyzed. I try to pay attention to what I'm thinking about when I see the numbers. But it's usually a negative thought or a vague daydream. I get paranoid that I'm only going to manifest my worst fears. Yesterday, I got paranoid because I only saw one set of numbers. Usually, it's all day long.
Have the angels given up? How do I make good use of these numbers? My old self would always find a way to persevere and succeed. To be proactive and determined. To feel creative and capable. Now, I find myself wondering if that was really me or if I was imitating someone I wanted to be.
I'm really surprised that I haven't seen 555 more often. Huge changes are occurring. But they were not my choice. Clearly, the universe is tilting. Just doesn't feel like it's tilting my way. I feel like I see 1212 most. So, get moving? But towards what? Apparently, the choices I made in my life were all incorrect.