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Cardinal Arbiter
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From: let it be trivial and of no interest
Registered: Apr 2009

posted December 06, 2009 03:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
Hmm.. I wonder if I'm still registered.

I'm living in Toronto now, renting with my brother and a roommate (not the aforementioned Will, but Nathan instead, who's birthday is one day before my mom's boyfriend's). I've been here for two months, though as of yet I still have no job. I'm attending a Youth Employment Services program. Hopefully it'll go somewhere. Councilors (screw counselors) there have told me there is relevant resources and connections they've got such as someone who did the program and started a clothes designing business, and the idea with that was edging towards them mentoring me, but I have no idea. Anyway for the past two months, I've been leisurely traveling the metro in my spare time, or using the internet on my brother's computer, when he isn't using it, which is rare. About bloody time I'm managing myself I think. My cover for school is that "I'm doing postal correspondence" which is in fact entirely untrue, but need it be, I could sign up and not do it. Canadian Feds oppress children 'til they're 18 now, so it's necessary. With this particular cover, I can assume the postal correspondence in question is flexible, and I can do it at any time and thus am entirely free to assume any time shift position at work.

I haven't been looking at astrology at all for some time. I guess that's only partially true. I have indeed not been reading anything, but I'd been mentally studying it with what I remember. Well actually I have even been looking in books in a big Indigo store downtown on the subject. Only interesting thing I found in them was a book which stated physical description and mannerism based on ascendant, which is nothing new, but it was a new author at least.

I have been having trouble sleeping since I got here (not Toronto actually, I moved to one place first, and I wasn't having any trouble there, but since I moved to this new place, also in Toronto, which I indeed moved to (it's also much more bloody nice of an apartment, and more downtown too)), a result of stress contemplation, which leads to more stress contemplation, in which I have conceived a new point of view on the cycle of astrology, for which is why I said in the previous paragraph that I contemplated astrology just with memory.

The thesis of this conception is that astrology starts with Aquarius and moves reverse. This started considering that the Aquarius age is coming yet (I have heard that it is already here, but I really don't know. I assume that 2012 is the coming of it), and the Pisces age is just ending, and there is history that extends past the Pisces age. So past this this theory assumes that existence (or the world, or anything relevant) was created with Aquarius, being explosive and all that, and then went all through the signs etc. until eventually we come to Pisces, and now it's almost over, and as the Mayan calendar stops 2012 (Dec. 21st - where can time come into it, when it runs by days? I heard 6:11 a.m. somewhere), perhaps indeed existence, the world, and all relevant ends (obviously the Mayan calendar doesn't encompass all relevant, as the creators of the calendar, they who measured reality, had to be created before they made it). This is to encompass my lack of self definition securely with the assurance that no one at all knows :P In other words, Pisces hasn't finished yet, so no one can be sure what it's about. I wrote a few things along the side to make it sort of make sense, like separated the signs into four parts (but chronologically, not separated evenly like in the modern recognized system (or view, really, of the same thing)) complying to purpose, while the system has four sort of purposes, the three signs in each purpose do really the same thing for the different purposes. If I haven't totally lost you or totally bored you or both already, I'll continue to elaborate by stating the purposes. Aquarius ends a quarter despite beginning the whole thing and the purpose of that quarter is to (at this point I actually go and grab the piece of paper I jotted it out on to refer to) negate greed. I guess nonexistence was greedy by having all the laws, so Aquarius stole some. So, immediately after, Capricorn fights to rationalize and place law, Sagittarius epitomizes law, and Scorpio capitalized it, spreads it. Then Libra, Virgo, and Leo do the same for honesty, then greed manifests in Cancer, until Aries fights against it with uh.. well.. to grant the whole thing linearity the word I used was dishonesty, but you give it a relevant synonym if you can. So this really resolves nothing at all, but just shows where my mind was at the time.

If you've actually read all that, I congratulate you!

I'll probably write some more stuff later.

-Hawk

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wheels of cheese
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posted December 07, 2009 11:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for wheels of cheese     Edit/Delete Message
Hiya Hawk, great to see you back here again. Nice to hear you're in such a big exciting city, I'm jealous. Hugs x

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charmainec
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From: on the other side of the rainbow
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posted December 08, 2009 01:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message
Welcome back

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quote:
"What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies with in us."
-- Ralph Waldo Emerson

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Cardinal Arbiter
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From: let it be trivial and of no interest
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posted December 08, 2009 08:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
=) Nice to hear replies. Thank you.

Yeah, definitely more exciting than 700 population, but at the same time, I don't have any friends here, and it's hard to make any friends, as everything is so impersonable.

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Cardinal Arbiter
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From: let it be trivial and of no interest
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posted December 25, 2009 04:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
My 9 birthday has compelled me to make a dating site profile today despite knowing it'll be fruitless. At least I got some writing out through ambition. I'll post here what I wrote for it. It can serve as an intro for those who haven't met me before, or as art for anyone's criticism.

"I take life seriously.
I seek to balance everything (-that matters. and this includes, indeed, the line between what does and doesn't matter. That which does not matter is that which is obsolete for the sake more ultimate balance. for example making sure some species of bird is not overpopulating and causing an ecological niche on Ellesmere Island probably wouldn't be worth your time you could spend instead on, say, equelizing universal human mentality (in the just direction) so no human, say, fires a nuke and destroys all ecology on earth, and when you've got universal mentality keeping small such things like bird ecology in balance would probably be a lot more easy to accomplish).
Yup, I'm one rightious looney.

How about some representation of my superficial disposition, huh?

Artistic praise is a favourite occupation of mine. I listen to music a lot, and often looking at people's artwork. Not only though, I often marvel at that which is not intended to line up, but which I find presents itself as art subliminally.

I doodle often, to no professional degree of realism of anatomy or proportion. At least 90% of the time it's faces, I imagine. I've been noddling around on guitar for a year aswell, but with no real rythmic aptitude. I suspect my sublime prefers to acknowledge only the vital and extrapolate everything else, out of a lack of patience, and as such is the reason I lack rythem, or patience to draw anything to a professional degree, when I can just get my point across more quikly.

I enjoy nurturing people, such as cooking for them. I often chicken out of situations, not wanting to seem too imposing. Like, in the most subtle of situations, really. I care about how others percieve me a detrimental amount.

Umm.. I'll conform to your standard of vocabulary, in order to communicate effectively, don't worry. I just thought I'd shoot for the stars here, while I have the chance.

I'm rather uncertain of how to achieve world balance, so to suffice before insecurity I balance myself...

Ask me about anything! =)

I came here to escape social insecurity, and likely learn it more deeply."

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Cardinal Arbiter
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From: let it be trivial and of no interest
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posted December 25, 2009 04:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
And I suppose a chart'd be good.


10:27 p.m. March 9th, 1993

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Cardinal Arbiter
Knowflake

Posts: 154
From: let it be trivial and of no interest
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posted December 25, 2009 05:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
omfg. I just hosted a ton of youtube links, and 4 pictures, and then when i pressed submit reply it just decided to not load the page for some asinine reason, and I'm using internet explorer, instead of mozilla firefox, so when I went back it was all gone D: arrg screw it.

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Unmoved
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posted December 25, 2009 10:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Unmoved     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Hawk

Yup, I read the original post. can't say I understood all of it, and I can't say I will be trying to understand it either.

I am happy to see you back.

Dating site, eh? That should be at least interesting, if not fruitful, right?

Have fun in the city.

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Cardinal Arbiter
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From: let it be trivial and of no interest
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posted December 25, 2009 02:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
=) Thank you, it's nice to see you still here.

Yeah, hopefully. I actually looked at new members and someone's profile intrigued me; it said she was looking for someone to talk to about life and experience, though she doesn't want to know in person, she just wants to chat online, but then she says maybe if you live in toronto.. so i dont know, but anyway I messaged her, and she sent my a message back consisting only of her email, so with any luck she's not one of those fake website promoters :S I have yet to see her online (the topic of the message was msn, not email, so I assume she wants messenger contact).

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