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Ayelet
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posted February 17, 2014 03:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hello Charmainec and everyone! I have alredy wrote here once. But I will write again,somewhat differently.
I know for a fact physical immortality exists, but i also know that i personally will die. This is not due to pessimism or lack of faith. It is not due to lack of will either. My story is straight. I met spiritual teachers of the kind of which Linda writes. I was secretive and made it hard on the first teacher to get to me.Then, i answered snobishly, falling into an error, to a question he asked me and received a reproach as a consequence.I felt insulted and he made peace between us. But I got confused. There were two teachers and i met each of them twice. But the whole thing failed, and they let me be. I expected them to return, but they didn't.
A voice told me i have lost.
The voice also told me i have lost treatment. I could have been cured. I have waited to be cured since i got sick years ago. I don't like to talk about my health, at least not right now.
But death is only an illusion. And i'm alive and kicking, as they say, even if i only kick myself. Is there anything else you'd like to know about me, Charmainec? And anything you'd like to tell me about yourself? sincerely, me.

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Ayelet
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posted February 17, 2014 09:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
i hope it didn't shock you or anything.

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Ayelet
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posted February 17, 2014 11:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
And I am sorry i introduce myself with such a grave story. But this is what brought me to Lindaland in the first place: trying to hold on to what that was left. Holding on to the knlowledge i still had. This is how i discovered this place.

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charmainec
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posted February 18, 2014 12:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi there. Not shocked.

It's ok, you don't have to discuss your health here. I personally stopped posting about my health issues here too.

However, i do hope you're better and that your meds are working.

What's your Sun/Moon/ASC?


Oh, yes. You can call me Charmaine.

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“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent, but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”
F. Butler

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Ayelet
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posted February 18, 2014 01:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi there to you too, Charmaine
My meds are o.k., they help, but only to sustain my health. they don't cure anything. But I'm fine and hoping to get even better.

I am a cancerian. I've got a moon mars conjunction in jemini and a capricorn ascendant.

What about you? What are your signs?


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charmainec
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posted February 19, 2014 01:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm a Sun Sag/ Gem Moon/ Pisces ASC.

We share the same moon. Do you find that your emotions can switch from one to other in an instant?

Even though there are claims that some illnesses can't be cured..I believe anything is possible:


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“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent, but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”
F. Butler

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Ayelet
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posted February 19, 2014 07:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well, i am changeable. This is why i never had a tatoo. I knew i would like something else later on. And my plans and courses of action (mars) are constantly changing too. Knowing who i am is an issue. I've got at least two hats: Either i should become a therapist of some kind, or keep being an artist.Doing both things or giving up one of them causes identity problems. So you can see the paradox, dilemma, or whatever it is.

I know my illness could be cured at the stage it was when i met the teachers. I don't know about a true treatment right now, since it had gotten worse. But even then, on 2008, i didn't know of anyone who could help, and after the teachers went their seperate way i turned to natural medicine people who made things worse for me. the teachers knew how to deal with my state, but i don't know where they are, and i probably don't deserve them. I haven't got the courage nor the stupidity to try again and stop the chemical medications.

By the way, we both have balancing forces: you are a sag with moon in jemini, and i a cancerian with the asc in cap. Do you feel that balance in your life?

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Ayelet
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posted February 20, 2014 08:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The tatoo thing is more of a childhood fancy...

Are you there?

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charmainec
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posted February 21, 2014 01:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Elo

The Gem Moon spices things up lol! Balance is something which needs to maintained. We have the choice. We can either succumb to the negative traits of our signs or the positive.

Being changeable can be a blessing or curse. Depends how you look at it. I'm the same way. I have my career and leave my artistic works as a hobby. It's very therapeutic. That way I didn't have to choose between the two choices. You can still do both. You're only decision is which one you want to have as a career.

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posted February 21, 2014 01:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for charmainec     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

Healing Light for and wishing you Good health.

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“Everyone who terrifies you is sixty-five percent water. And everyone you love is made of stardust, and I know sometimes you cannot even breathe deeply, and the night sky is no home, and you have cried yourself to sleep enough times that you are down to your last two percent, but nothing is infinite, not even loss. You are made of the sea and the stars, and one day you are going to find yourself again.”
F. Butler

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Ayelet
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posted February 21, 2014 04:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you so much. blessings

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