posted December 29, 2008 06:54 PM           

i have about 10 acquaintences, who i could turn some of them into proper friends, but they don't need me because they already have there close friends, so i will allways forever be an acquaintance to them.

on the other hand, from the day i was born, up to about 15, i had a lot of friends, as my jupiter in the 11th would back up. (11th being in gemini n all)

but, i took my friends for granted, and it costed me dearly.

since then i only have 2 close friends.

i hope i will meet more at uni if i go there.

i am easy to talk to, but i also seem reserved and quiet amongst strangers, so maybe i seem visually a bit unapproachable (pluto square asc here)

and since this friends issue thing, im very carefull, picky and choosy about who i make friends with. i make acquaintances easily, but for them to become some one i genuinely want to be friends with, that takes much more.

posted December 29, 2008 07:00 PM           

everyone my age allways wants to talk about jokes, which im not good with, small talk doesn't stimulate me, and i can't stimulate small talkers.

posted December 29, 2008 07:07 PM           

i am currently studying *and finishing off for good* web design/animation/video.

i chose that a year ago because i thought i might be better at it than film making, but i don't enjoy it one bit, although i don't mind web design, its definitely not my passion.

any one who decides to study - choose your natural interests, it makes a huge difference.

all i know is in life, i wan't to make money, not earn it

posted December 29, 2008 07:24 PM           

so yes that would include investments n stuff.

when i think of "earning" money, i feel like thats just earning the same pay doing the same job everyday repeating it for money.

i wan't to be a part of something that i help make, and it sells, the more it sells the more money i get.

mars in the 2nd house here.

posted December 29, 2008 07:33 PM         

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i think mentally i might have grown up a bit quicker ahead of my time, i tend to be a serious person, although i probably hardly show that on here.

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We sound a lot alike, in all seriousness.

posted December 29, 2008 07:42 PM         

I understand what you mean about being older than people your age. I feel the exact same way. I am attracted to true adults more- platonically & romantically. Maybe it's the Grand Square?

posted December 29, 2008 07:44 PM           

i don't have venus opposition saturn,i have the square.

my venus opposes my moon, and my saturn opposes my jupiter.

my grand square planets are: jupiter in cancer, saturn in capricorn, venus in libra, moon in aries

my neptune/uranus also conjunct my saturn capricorn, so they square my moon/venus, and oppose my cancer too.

posted December 29, 2008 07:50 PM         

Could you possibly post your chart? It's easier for me to decipher, sorry.

Also, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune & Pluto are all verrrrryyy slow moving, so the conjunction between Saturn/Uranus/Neptune isn't as important as your personal planet aspects are

posted December 29, 2008 07:55 PM         

this is one murderous thread lol

posted December 29, 2008 08:05 PM           

looking at your chart, im going to guess your 19 in august, on about, the 9th or 10th of august, 1990?