posted January 23, 2009 11:49 PM         

I'm posting you tarot reading right now. Let me know if it makes sense or is completely off, please. And if there are additional questions.

posted January 24, 2009 11:39 AM         

Okay, so I am extremely limited here in what I'm seeing. I only work with first names, so it's hard to get a vibe to start, but I tried my best and soooo this is what I've gotten. I just did a layout to look over the entire love situation, and try and answer some of your questions. Here's what I got:

Presently: You're looking for love, but also it looks like you're looking for things to be more simple, because currently they are not, emotionally. It feels like a lot of hard work internally, in some way. You're showing as frustrated, wanting to be open, but also closed. You retreat into a closed state a lot, maybe sometimes without realizing. So, in a way, it looks like you're at odds with yourself and what you want. Part of you wants one thing, but is reacting to the subject in another way.
I feel there was a relationship in the past, one in particular, that made you happy. I don't know much about it. I just see that it was rather intense and somehow took you 'out of your head'. But I'm also seeing that you have a distinct tendency to overthink things and get on the defensive in love, and sometimes you do it without realizing. So, when you're open, you always wonder how long can I be in this state, and then you shut again very strongly. It feels like the break was pretty bad. You don't get into a lot of relationships, and you don't often take big chances in love. It's not your style.
I do feel this person you were with cared a great deal, but I also feel that she was at times closed off as well. She still thinks about you. I feel you two were a lot alike but essentially very different. I daresay she was even more closed off than you, and this created problems.
There's another who does think about you as well, but she's looking less of the serious type, and very sweet. I don't know, not getting much on her, only that she wished you were more open with her in the past.
So there's *2* people when I look who view you in a loving way still. One still holds a grudge though (and boy can she ever) and can be extremely prideful, the other feels like she wants forgiveness or something. Odd. I want to say her energy feels younger in some way.

Anyway - as for relationships. I keep sensing that the next relationship will be someone who you befriend first. I'm not getting that you're the type to jump into relationships. I see that you build the thing in stages. And sometimes when a certain stage doesn't go well, you end up having severe doubts and even thinking of scrapping the whole thing since it's just not adding up to the big picture you had in mind.So you end up testing people a lot, sometimes without them knowing it
I get 6 months for the next relationship coming in, and I get it starting very oddly. It's a friendship that is built in small stages and you seem to approve of - thing is, you are looking very hesitant, but this person is looking very excited LOL. So the pacing is going to be strange. You'll somehow being asked to relax your defenses with this person though, because she is very trustworthy. She's not your average type. She's different. Something about her just seems very ... Aquarian LOL. Not saying she is, but it's more of an eccentricity. And she's very forthright as well, sometimes brutally honest. I think you will like this, and maybe even be taken aback by it. But you will eventully approve.
I see that someone else from the past will try to contact you around this time. I don't know why. It seems like it though.
All you really need to remember here is to stop overthinking things, because you'll find yourself thinking into the realm of stupid. Sometimes a thing is really how it looks, no more, no less.
So, there's a degree of simplicity here which is revealed in this new relationship, which I find is going to be really healing on a lot of levels as well. And it does feel long-term, though it's being built in tiny stages.
Hope this makes sense. If I'm completely off, I am sorry...I tried

posted January 24, 2009 12:50 PM           

You know, MVM, I decided to print that whole thing out. That'll be my review sheet for the day. I'll be reading that at the train station, on the toilet, wherever.
How exactly did you gather that information? Not by intuition only, I believe. By cards? By an internet system?
I want all those powers transferred to my brain.

posted January 24, 2009 12:50 PM         

Fist, LMAO at meow meow meow. heheh
I wish I can take my own advice most of the time...easier said than done, etc., right?
I was getting weird inconsistencies with what I was seeing. You were asking about love, so I was thinking girl, but of course good friends can be included...duh.