taurusvirgoleolady1974
Knowflake Posts: 30
From: a previous life
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted April 28, 2009 04:42 PM
 
i know this is a bit of an old post but i would, like crabby fish said, honor my daddy and i think i am ready now...to tell whoever is listening about him. sorry, but it is therapy! My dad named me, my name is Annette and that is comforting to me. i dont know why. tomorrow is my b-day and i am really missing him. i am used to talking to him on that day. me and dad had a strange relationship we are too much alike. i believe his asc was leo. my moon is leo. so go figure. maybe we both needed attention and the other was not able to give because of that. also i am pisces more than anything and he had pisces sun. we always hurt eachothers feelings but didnt mean to. always been that way. lots of misunderstandings. anyway, my dad was the youngest of three boys and spoiled. he was obese as a child bc he could whine and get what he wanted. hence the name "BABY DALE" a part of him always hated his mother for spoiling him so much. but he did take care of her. Wow. got picked on of course and hurt him forever. he had a forgiving personality and very, very friendly. dad also told great stories. you knew he was going to make you laugh somehow. could adapt to any environment he was in. one time he came to visit us. he had never been in our state. (we had moved)he goes to the convenient store and next thing i know he made a new friend and brought him to our house! they talked all night. never liked to work and no discipline. addicted to gambling and hustling at an early age. con artist at an early age. he started conning playing ping pong in high school. a family friend said this about him-"in high school i taught Dale algebra, and he taught me how to hustle. i could never figure out how he could remember all those gambling numbers and odds, but couldnt figure out algebra" dressed very nice, liked the good life. if his asc is in fact leo, than 5th house (gambling) ruled by saggie. so that would make sense. no doubt he had his selfish ways but he loved us, in his own way. now it is clear how much he loved me. sometimes we can have selective memories, but i can remember times where he would show lots of love. like when i was 8 and i cut my bang too short! the more even i tried to make it the shorter it got! i was mortified and crying hysterically. but he came in the bathroom, comforted me, and cut my bang nice and even. he said "I should have been a Bee-uuu-tician!" and i started laughing and it made me forget everything. we were estranged for years but later in life he became very caring toward me and my children. he told me how proud he was of me. i told him i was proud of him. just missing him today thats all. cant wait for him to come visit in my dreams. maybe ill put up a composite chart some time. IP: Logged |
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posted April 15, 2009 09:34 AM
