posted May 14, 2009 09:45 AM         

If it is relationship, I could understand becuase the majority of young ones are changin the relationship dynamics by staying free and single. Older ones are more mature.

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And I thought when I grew up and outta my house, I'de kinda leave all the scorps behind, and OF COURSE I had a scorpio son. Who adores me, and I adore. Beyond reason. Here we go again.....

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posted May 14, 2009 10:22 AM         

I think the textbooks are crap!

hahaahahah

sorry to say

I didn't worship my mom

a matter of fact, I had a love and hate relationship with my mom, growing up and even until my mid 30's.

both of us hotheads fought with each other

she and I just didn't get along

my mother has a history of psychological problems and was abusive....some people say that she's strong, but I find her to be far weaker than people realize. After all,I lived with her. I know what she's like.

even when I got out of the navy, she's was the same person.

living with her was like living with PMS every day. she is very moody and irritable. She gets upset very easily

she has health issues,and she depends on me for support finacially. She knows that she can count on me.

I'd look at aspects to those Scorpio's Moons because that indicates experiences with the mother

I have Sun,Mercury,and Venus in Scorpio

My Moon in Pisces in 6th square the opposition of retrograde Saturn in Gemini in 9th and Jupiter-Neptune in Sagittarius in 3rd can indicate major issues with the mother. My Moon trines my Scorpio Sun in 2nd, and well......fits with me being financially supportive to her.

I also believe that the kuiper belt objects to my Moon are highly relevant to my mother experiences. these are the big ones

Philip Sedgwick says that transneptunian objects are intensified evolutionary objects.

I believe that my very strong lunar-transneptunian influence is in synchronicity with highly intensified evolutionary lessons that I have with my mother. I have no doubt that I have extremely karmic relationship with my mother. Before I got into Astrology, I realized that my mother and I are a lot alike. That scared me. I forgave my mom for abusing me back in April 2006,and I even told her that. It's hard to have resentment with her when she has serious health problems and needs my support. She depends on me more now that her partner died back in the end of March of this year. I love my mom very much,and I want to be here for her until she dies. My shaman healer even told me the possibility that she will die in the next 2 years. She will turn 55 next month, and I will be 38 at the end of October. She's not that old,and she's only 17 years older than me.


trine Quaoar in Scorpio in 2nd - '51
trine Ixion in Scorpio in 2nd - 2'15
contraparallel Quaoar - '50
(bilevel)
square retro Varuna in Gemini in 9th - '10
sextile retro Sedna in Taurus in 8th - 1'04 ('39 in Right Ascension)
semisquare retro Eris in Aries in 8th - '08 in Right Ascension

Raymond