posted May 27, 2009 03:19 PM         

No matter what I do to get rid of this person, this person KEEPS coming back (into my life)..Sometimes seven days will go by and than, suddenly she is back! and I am always sort of happy, though slightly hesitant, but filled with desire for this person who shows "mixed" emotions. Because I am filled with emotions that are held in check within me, but I want to let loose!

Mixed emotions that tell me this person wants friendship. Though I feel deep down inside I sense true intentions of this person, which is more than friendship. Could this person change just for me? It seems a little far fetched and what this person tells me now is contradictory to what I was told a few weeks ago.

What the heck is this person getting at??

I posted about this a while ago. I have been spiraling deep into a rich social life, filled with many people and I thought I had lost her but..SHE..COMES BACK...

if someone can correspond with me over email that would be grand. I do not want to be repetitive with this chart that I have posted before. But, this is a crazy experience. she keeps coming back into my life no matter how much I fight it, despite the feelings I ignore for the better. despite the MANY new people I meet (this has been a social time for me, to say the least). yet she comes back into my life, sees how social I have been and seems to be even more attracted about the social aspect of my life, instead of being mad that I have ignored her for other social endeavors. hmmm. does this all even make sense?

posted May 27, 2009 08:31 PM         

I also notice I am attracting a lot of air signs to me, friendship wise. Or, other, non air signs, with strong air qualities in their chart. They seem to find me wise and interesting, despite my lack of air, haha. The other day I hung out with three air signs! The next day, two more air signs and a Taurus and Scorpio, both with lots of air.

posted May 27, 2009 08:58 PM         

and it looks like a NN/moon conjunction as well...and her uranus is being excited by your venus while she is going through a uranus square...can't see the degrees unfortunately!

posted May 27, 2009 09:05 PM         

My sis is a Sag, her husband is a Scorpio, need I say more, :P I really do see Sag+Scorp couples a lot, I think there is a weird pull between them

posted May 27, 2009 09:13 PM         

I think I feel smothered more than she when in each others company. I am pretty sure she feels passion but says she does not. Again just like the "I want to be friends" I knew it was more and got it out of her rather easily. I also got her to admit she does not know what the hell she wants. and in the past, that she was arrogant. she tells me lots of deep personal things about her life.

She is to detached sometimes. She tries to put a mental spin on emotions, more than normal I really do believe, and is way to dreamy about the future and way to idealistic. Even for me. But I sense some underlying pessimism, maybe.

Um, maybe this is more culture based, but I can never help but think that friendships are made for money. well, she had admitted this to me, actually, but she did finally get a job so maybe that will wane. Perhaps that is where the sketchiness comes in..

she has been through many rough periods recently.

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looks like she feels very comfortable with you

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True she says it all the time. She is repetitive which I find kind of annoying. repeats herself alllll the time and is a little naive about world affairs. is a know it all know nothing about other cultures (sometimes I almost swear she thinks she knows more about my country and how western men and women work, which I find real annoying.) She says, "I know what western men want, I know" and told me "I know what you want" and proceeded to tell me what I want, in exact order (yah sure.) She knows about American women through movies..yah sure. Annoying.

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will only make you more attractive.

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yes, when she saw many people with me the other day and than another friend that is a girl...Note to self, ignore all friends, lol.

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She has a grandiose sense of self I think, and also world. I think this post is helping me even more.

But she did say she likes me. at first "No It is just friendship" than I don't know if i like you as a friend or more or what..than I like you..yah. um. She needs to find herself, and find a very good man, which I think is near impossible with her obsession with money. she will attract a loveless relationship with a man who will just spoil her and lavish her perhaps. don't know. she says she wants to be self made but than turns around and accepts money from people. than is afraid that these people may come after her when she does not give in return.

posted May 27, 2009 09:19 PM         

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Um, maybe this is more culture based, but I can never help but think that friendships are made for money. well, she had admitted this to me, actually, but she did finally get a job so maybe that will wane. Perhaps that is where the sketchiness comes in..

she has been through many rough periods recently.
looks like she feels very comfortable with you

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posted May 27, 2009 09:21 PM         

She had admitted deep personal things that no one else knows. They are deep enough that I tend to believe I am in some close circle, that is how deep the personal stories were.

But I still think, that at best, it is still in her nature to expect, at the least, dinner here or a small thing there. Some suckers are giving 100s or dollars, or did in the past. ahahaha. But I sense it actually kind of drives her away. In an odd way.

She maybe struggles between wanting to be lavished with gifts and being self made.

posted May 27, 2009 09:26 PM         

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posted May 27, 2009 09:39 PM         

Take it for what it is worth. She told me a birth time and it pretty sure. But who knows.

posted May 27, 2009 10:20 PM         

Like my Leo friend as astrology chart is like a backward version of mine, only she as a Virgo stellium and Aries Moon and I have a Leo stellium and Pisces Moon..she has a 12th house Sun. She struggles with certain placements/aspects in her chart and my chart seems to "solve" those struggles.

There are probably certain aspects/placements in her chart that she is struggling with and she keeps coming back to you to "solve" these struggles within herself..

posted May 28, 2009 03:33 AM         

Over time, she will mentally/emotionally or psychologically drain you. She has Mars conj Jupiter in 6th Pisces. This is very strong Psyhcic Vampire potential.

Most of her planets are in the first quadrant with Neptune conjunct IC. There will be quite some self delusion. No need for you to unnecessarily burden yourself with her inner confusion.

Libra Ascendant with Venus conj Pluto in Scorpio 2nd House MIGHT tempt her to turn to escort services to earn extra cash whenever she feels insecure about maintaining her lifestyle, especially in China where there is sudden social chaos with a rising gap between haves and have nots.

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