posted June 22, 2009 01:40 PM         

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Mercury Square North Node: There is conflict between your mental expression and communication and the prevailing social attitudes. You're unable to express yourself clearly and tend to be misunderstood. You often speak out at inappropriate times/places, drawing social scorn.

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http://www.geocities.com/rbltre/astro/measnn.html

But we need to be clear, do you have Mercury CNJ Uranus Square NN? Because that will colour the interpretation. If you could put a chart up that would help. The whole picture puts it into context.

If it helps any, as I was typing this out I reminded myself I have Mercury Square NN myself - but the above doesn't sound much like me, aside from speaking out. To be more accurate I have Mercury CNJ Venus Square Mars CNJ NN.

posted June 22, 2009 01:48 PM         

once you resolve these issues, you can become a counselor,teacher,reformer who understands and make connections with others because of your painful experiences and limitations.

Raymond

posted June 22, 2009 02:05 PM         

I still have fears,shyness connected to my problems with communications,special education experiences,and my feelings of intellectual inadequacy.

I am very softspoken with high pitched voice, and I was even told many times that I sound like Michael Jackson. Dyspraxia affects coordination of speech.
I clutter (rapid,tangential,disorganized) quite a bit....especially if I am nervous. I have word retrieval problems. I had auditory input speech lags,and so I need time to process things when people talk to me. I also tend to have problems remembering what people say. I can be confused in conversations. Those things connected to Dyslexia and Dyspraxia. I I used to have a bad shaking problem when I was around people. I'd feel like a freak because of it. Therefore,I hated public speaking. I also had a hard time connecting with females that I want to have a romantic connection with....especially if I wasn't macho enough for them because of my not having a deep voice like men are supposed to have.

I don't have an afflicted Mercury
by longitude

It's my t-square

Moon in Pisces in 6th square retrograde Saturn in Gemini in 9th and Jupiter-Neptune in Sagittarius in 3rd

my declinations are very significant with
Saturn contraparallel Mercury-Venus-Neptune

I also have Mercury conjunct Sun/Neptune midpoint, and one of it's intepretations in COSI was speech defects, little intelligence,lack of objectivity,and mental disturbances

In Right Ascension,
My Mercury squares the Lunar Nodes

My Mercury in 18'21 Scorpio is also conjunct certain astronomical points:
the heliocentric South Mercury Node
the heliocentric South Mars Node
the Mercury apogee (the most distant point of Mercury's orbit from Earth)
also near the 19th degree of Scorpio aka the accursed degree.

even in heliocentric chart:
My Mercury in Sagittarius is conjunct Mercury Aphelion (the most distant point of Mercury's orbit from the Sun)
Heliocentric South Venus Node

posted June 22, 2009 04:13 PM         

Yes...there is a strong theme, and kuiper belt objects are more unconventional,nonconformist otherworldly t because they are located well beyond Neptune....so can be really "out there"....that especially goes for people with strong Sedna energy

" And yes I do attract social scorn, because my view are completely at odds with everyone around me. For instance, I was born and raised here in ultra conservative southeast texas, but I am a radical liberal and I absolutely do not believe in organized religion, I think it's the biggest con mankind has ever swallowed and I'm not afraid to say so! ... Now this is the part where I'm socially scorned..."

Yeah...I never felt right with unorganized religion nor either. It's only recently, I became a member of an interfaith unity church and that was because I wanted to be part of a spiritual community and make friends that are into spirituality. Before that, it was me just being a free spirit and longer.

I am very liberal, but I am not radical. I see nothing wrong with that.

but...I don't know...maybe you would be better off getting out of that Bible belt area.

I was born and raised in California which is a liberal state. I was born in highly liberal San Francisco, but grew up in Sacramento.

I think that you're a very cool person. You are very fine just the way you are.

We all have our challenges,and they really be a blessing once they are understood how they give a lot of character and you can use those experiences to relate to others.

From what you posted, it seems that you and your daughter have similarities, but your daughter has more of an extreme neurodivergence from what you told me. From what you tell me, she's very intelligent person. Therefore, she's not really global delayed. With intervention therapies, she will be high functioning.

I have looked at her kuiper belt stuff, and I will post soon.

posted June 22, 2009 04:22 PM         

This is the way it affects me in positive ways. I communicate very well, clearly and I tend to follow the rules of grammar strictly. Rules are ruled by Saturn. It suggests the depression I have suffered in the first half of my life. Because Mercury rules my 5th House I suspect it is connected to me being the kind of person who doesn't date like regular people. People in dating mode seem to be very fake to me and I can't take it seriously. It's the kind of thing where God has to walk someone in front of me that I find attractive and I just seem to meet someone, but they are few and far between. And I can't be casual. I can't just "be seeing someone" it usually starts the beginning of a relationship.

Saturn also affects my mobility. I can drive but I never bothered to get a drivers license because my funds always went to other projects instead of focusing on buying a car. I live in New York and a car isn't necessary. I'm beginning to feel the need for a car now in my early 40's due to health issues, but I haven't made any moves to get a car.

Because of Pluto and Uranus quindecile to my Mercury I can become obsessed with thinking deeply. I also seem to have an obsession with people believing that I'm highly intellectual. I don't really know if I'm highly intellectual, I didn't finish college because my Saturn is afflicted and it rules my 9th House of Higher Education. It's been very difficult for me to finish anything having to do with higher education. But somewhere in my life I believe that I already have what I need in terms of higher education, I just don't have the degree to show for it.

I'm thinking that your Mercury conjunct Uranus in Scorpio makes you kind of eccentric in your communication, but you may also be psychic and probably a genius in some way, shape or form. If not you, most likely a spouse will be. If Mercury rules your 2nd House, you might actually make some good money writing or using whatever kind of communication skills you do have. If your communication is kind of whacky, how can you use that to your advantage. You may have been given quite a gift. I have an image of the actor Robin Williams when he used to speak like "Mork From Ork" and his quirky movements. He did similar types of speaking and movement and communication in his stand up comedy and it has made lots of money for him.

How can you put a positive spin on your special brand of communication? And since it is connected to your Nodal Axis, you could have some public recognition, be in the public eye with your Mercurial abilities.

posted June 22, 2009 04:25 PM         

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It suggests the depression I have suffered in the first half of my life. Because Mercury rules my 5th House I suspect it is connected to me being the kind of person who doesn't date like regular people. People in dating mode seem to be very fake to me and I can't take it seriously. It's the kind of thing where God has to walk someone in front of me that I find attractive and I just seem to meet someone, but they are few and far between. And I can't be casual. I can't just "be seeing someone" it usually starts the beginning of a relationship.

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posted June 22, 2009 08:21 PM         

oh sorry about that, scrappydog.

I got you mixed up with Cynnared

how embarassing!

she's the one that has an extremely neurodivergent daughter.