posted July 19, 2009 02:39 PM         

tChiron on your Moon could be bringing some feelings to light that you haven't wanted to deal with prior to now -- this is your chance to heal yourself, and not re-bury your feelings even deeper.

Please remember that NO ONE is "worthless"

You're in school now?? Learn all you can while you have the opportunity -- going back to school later in life is harder and more expensive

Concentrate on what you do well. If you have a flair for something, nurture it and focus on it, until you are the best you can be at that activity. It helps to have a goal to work at -- anything, such as wanting to be able to run 3 miles in half an hour.

Helping others will almost always help you feel better about yourself and what's going on in your life. Volunteer -- there are so many opportunities, so much unsatisfied need out there. For instance, volunteer at a nursing home, teaching the elderly how to use a computer for email.

posted July 19, 2009 02:44 PM         

transit Saturn in your 2nd house - impact, restriction that can affect your values and possibly finances/possessions, and can make you feel lack of confidence or self-worth.

transit Saturn oppose your Mars, and transit Venus/Moon square your Mars - your actions/passions are restricted, affected, can make you feel that whatever you do doesn't go right I guess. With Venus/Moon square, they are just aggravating this feeling.

transit retrograde Neptune/Jupiter/Chiron in your 7th house, right on your Moon, and squares your Sun - emotional confusion that might be magnified, along with the pain? Probably affects your relationships with others. These transits planets being in retrograde motion can be worse. And squaring your Sun.. bad for ego and self-confidence.

transit Uranus in your 8th house - instability/renovation in the issues of the 8th house?

transit Pluto in your 5th - hmm not sure to interpret this..

posted July 19, 2009 02:52 PM         

Yeah, you're not worthless! No one ever is.

Yes, that tNeptune, tChiron, tUranus conjunction that's hitting your Moon is a big one to deal with, as Zala said because above what she mentioned, you feelings are evrywhere and erratic due to Uranus being in the pic.

posted July 19, 2009 02:57 PM         

I got it off the Solar Eclipse article.

posted July 19, 2009 03:27 PM         

A couple relatively inexpensive ways to help you feel better:

try that green tea
get fish oil caps and take them daily (every chemist and most grocery stores have them)
ginseng

Stay Happy by Eating the Right Foods

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Oranges: Oranges and other citrus fruits are packed with vitamin C which is needed for your body to produce dopamine. It will also keep your red blood cell count high.

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http://www.naturalantidepressants.info/Natural-Serotonin-Boosters.html
http://www.motherearthnews.com/Natural-Health/2000-04-01/Natures-Mood-Boosters.aspx
http://www.whatreallyworks.co.uk/start/articles.asp?article_ID=246

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zala sometimes its not easy to not bury your feelings cause sometimes it hurts too much you know. and even if you deal with it it doesnt mean you can ever forget it. it still remains with you for your whole life and you can never forget it.

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posted July 19, 2009 04:15 PM         

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Saturn is square my Moon again, so yes, count me in

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Lara ~

Hope you're feeling better soon -- is there anything we can help with??

Dep ~