posted July 20, 2009 04:43 PM         

I am feeling with you, but I am sure that both of you will make it through, and reemerge on the other side of the ecclipse (timewise spoken ), stronger and secure and more yourself than ever before.

posted July 20, 2009 04:44 PM         

My venus is 21 aries
moon 18 aries
saturn 18 aries
NN 18 aries

LOL

posted July 20, 2009 05:07 PM         

Maybe I don't have anything in my chart affected by the eclipse? I don't wanna check, because I might find out it's hitting something. LOL. I'm a Scorpio.

posted July 20, 2009 05:08 PM         

It`s like I am walking through the world, and sometimes looking at certain people and it`s like I want to tell them from the bottom of my soul: "Know you are beautiful and know that you are perfect the way you are. And I can see you."

This sounds almost strange, when I write it down. But it`s a very good feeling actually.

And yet, I have heard the most horrible news the other day about something kids did to another kid, and I also could feel a rush, but not really of love, more like I wanted to really explode with anger, and then all at once this anger subsided and it got exchanged for that feeling or actually it was something I spoke in my mind, or probably my Hs spoke, and it was: "You shall understand what you did. Understand it within your soul."

I donīt know. I tell you, I am a bit strange lately.

But if only people could FEEL the feelings they evoke in others, be it pain or anger or love. I believe the world would be a much more harmonious place.

posted July 20, 2009 05:12 PM         

i still want to do protection excercises though, i take nothing for granted. it is all life and life is unwaveringly good, even with all the bad that happens. i know that didn't make much sense. but what you wrote was beautiful.

posted July 20, 2009 05:19 PM         

Then I went to go look at my Capricorn friend's chart, his Sun is at 29 degrees also his Venus will be affected.

I am ready for another radical change in our
on-going friendship.

Actually I'll pay close attention to all Capricorns in my life.

posted July 20, 2009 05:20 PM         

But yes, protection measures would be a good idea for me, too.

Transit Nessus is conjunct my natal Moon, well actually it is letting it a bit out of his clutches now.

I really really really hope good things are coming. Or at least I hope I am going to enjoy "Hamlet" in London next week.
Maybe that overflow of love is just an expression of that looking forward to it.

On a nother level I am more than scared and nervous. I`m not a big traveller, you know?
Or I am rather an anxious traveller. Seriiously, sometimes I am scared of my own shadow!

posted July 20, 2009 05:22 PM         

"omg Aqua/Scorp.

My venus is 21 aries
moon 18 aries
saturn 18 aries
NN 18 aries

LOL"

posted July 20, 2009 05:54 PM         

I think 5 degrees 50' is too wide because that's how far off my Moon and MC are from the eclipse. Eclipse will be trine my Mars in 1st (3) amongst other things!

posted July 20, 2009 06:11 PM         

Sun and Moon at 29° Cancer are ...
cj. my natal Mars
cj. my Sun/Mercury-Midpoint
cj. my Jupiter/Juno-Midpoint
all located in my 8th house.

That COULD be interpreted as a strong boost to my "relationship"-life - but turns out this way for me: Since last Friday and over the past weekend I became very(!) aware that again, once more in my life, I am currently in danger of falling in love with a wrong person again. I have experienced several minor and one huge setback/disappointment in the love department, over the last 4-5 years. Always "action" in this field, but never (mental/emotional) satisfaction. Worst thing that I myself had added to all of this: My willingness to follow my own illusions, my tendency to be too euphoric too quickly, the huge "projection"-machine running inside of my head ... instead of LISTENING to what the other person is REALLY saying. Finding explanations/excuses for slightly doutbful/disappointing behaviour of the other person - instead of closely WATCHING and STUDYING what he does ...

This time, prior to the eclipse, I sensed that I COULD fall in love with someone new, maybe ... But my instincts warned me over the last weeks already - about my OWN misguided feelings (again: "projection galore"). I am thinking a lot about what I REALLY want in a relationship, about my real SOUL NEEDS, these days.

In fact, the eclipse at 29° Cancer does not only cj. my Mars, Sun/Mercury and Jupiter/Juno at 28° dg Cancer - it also is in wider conjunct to my Sun (at 23° Cancer, also in 8th) - and to my Mercury (at 4° Leo, also in 8th). Actually, that eclipse conjuncts my whole 8th-house-Stellium of Sun, Mercury, Mars .... hitting right at it's middle ... So this is VERY MUCH about my "self" - and despite the fact that I had hoped for a "positive", joyful effect ... (I had anticipated such a positive effect some months before, when I first read about this eclipse and took a look at the aspects it would make to my chart) ... despite of my optimism ... it turns out very different now. Very down to earth, with (just another) big wave of some basic loneliness coming whith it. "Patience", "seriousness" and a continuing search for the "real thing" ... these go with that.

Hm. I had hoped for something else. But I sense clearly ... that this might be the bottom-line ... again!

Damn - I just started to develop some serious feelings for someone, after 1.5 years of Single-dom ... and all my brakes are on now! I am just learning how AFRAID I am of being hurt again, once more ... I find it hard to trust my own feelings this time. And I decided, during the last weekend, to forget about this fling. Because ... it seems all illusionary to me now. I feel a bit tired about it now. I don't ... want it. And I do believe that he doesn't really want me.

posted July 20, 2009 06:21 PM         

Unmoved - i think 5' degrees if its applying is absolutely within the eclipse's firing range... i'm feeling it and 5' is where mine are at.
Hope all goes ok with you tomorrow x

I'm now officially struggling to keep myself together which is really unusual for me... i feel like i have to breakthrough all this crap i'm getting in my daily life for me to transcend something. Weird.

posted July 20, 2009 06:27 PM         

quote:

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If the eclipse affects (...) Mars, an old hassle or quarrel will end, or there will be a hassle as a result of an ending in the houses ruled by Aries and Scorpio. (...) If the eclipse falls on your Sun, expect the end of the light in some way, or perhaps the passing of an old life order. It will most affect the house with Leo on the cusp.

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Mars: "an old hassle will end or there'll be a hassle with an ending" ... In my chart, the houses ruled Aries and Scorpio are the 5th ("romance", "creative self-expression", in Aries) and the 1st! (my ASC in Scorpio). Huh - "hassle" concerning my (creative/joyful) self-expression ... Grrrr.

Sun: "end of the light - or of an old life order" - house ruled by Leo is the 9th in my natal chart ... OMG - RETHINK all of my concepts of personal evolvement AGAIN??? I was so sure that I had DONE my homework already ... and sincerely! Hm.