posted August 02, 2009 03:45 PM         

Our last eclipse is here! Our last eclipse is here! After this Wednesday, we are finished with all the changes that this profound set of eclipses brought into our lives.

Think of the changes that have arrived in your life and the lives of folks you know since the eclipse season began June 22, 2009! This week and next we wrap the eclipse season all up and finalize the changes they‘ve brought to us. So an exciting, sad, or mix of both eclipsed conclusions takes place this and next week as the last full moon pulse of illumination takes place and fades away. We will pull in the story from last late October and early November 2008 to help clarify things. You can even go back to 1965 to 1966 if you are older. Many of the changes from the eclipse season are tied to the part of your life that started to change back last fall or to the events that took place in the mid-60s. The cycle of life continues. And we grow a bit wiser as it does.

I’ve heard a quite few “never agains” from the person sitting across the table or speaking over the phone line during the past six weeks. Watch that NEVER AGAIN energy quite carefully. Eclipses bring things to light so we SEE it in a way we never had before. Don’t Never Again to deny YOURSELF of something you deeply want. Do Never Again to old behaviors that came to light which don‘t serve you any more. There is a difference. Notice it.

What is the Never Again you’ve been saying to yourself? Ok, now detach it from the person you’ve attached it to. I will NEVER AGAIN xyz with that person. That person was an energy in your chart, designed to be a fabulous experience, teacher and teachable moment in a great manner, by you and the desire of your soul to grow and experience things. Do you have the NEVER AGAIN detached from them? I don’t care how much you think they are the cause. It is YOUR chart ~ they are an actor in YOUR life. Detach it.

Next detach the NEVER AGAIN from you. You didn’t do anything wrong. You aren’t a bad person. You don’t deserve to be treated like this. However, you are an actor in THEIR story too. You are part of THEIR chart to help them get clear on what they are supposed to do and experience in this life time. Whether they get the lesson and learn from it is not your job. You’ve done your job by being in their life. You don’t need to stay here. Don’t give up on the idea of lesson you were for them. Make sure you remember the point of the NEVER AGAIN. It’ll keep you on your path.

The eclipses in Leo and Aquarius help us see how we are both the witnesses and the performers in our own life. Leo is the sign where we want to shine. Aquarius is where we sit and watch in a detached manner, where the audience is. What is a performer without an audience? What is an audience without a performance to watch? Take the NEVER AGAIN story from your life. Make it into an audience/ performer story. Can you reimagine it as a play happening before your eyes instead of actually happening in your life? What would you tell each of the characters in the play? What does each character learn as a result of the story? What would you say to your friend and fellow audience member as you sit over coffee and dessert post performance and chat about what you saw and experienced?

Whatever happened under the eclipses was designed to move you forward with a new understanding of your life. So if you were dumped, don’t swear to never love again. Look at what being dumped brought up emotionally in your life. If you realized something profound about yourself because you were dumped, don’t discard the knowledge in shame or dismay. Own it and love it. That profound realization is important to your future path. And swearing to NEVER AGAIN love is NOT the solution! The solution is TO LOVE AGAIN. Love again with the knowledge that this experience brought you as part of the fabric of your life.

If your family member is acting badly, don’t vow to never speak with them again. Look at the emotions their behavior brings up in you. Is it similar to other situations that have taken place in your life at earlier times? What did you used to do? Do you still want to do that? The answer here probably is no, not anymore but it might be yes. Your call. Don’t vow to never again speak with your family member. Understand what you are trying to learn from the family experience and take THAT forward with you. It is part of you path and definitely what you signed up to learn.

The NEVER AGAIN energy is flying around. So if some one says NEVER AGAIN to you, encourage them (gently or they might punch you in your nose) to understand THEIR role in the story as well as the reason behind it.

If you were trying to be a good step-mother to the child of your new husband and his ex-wife had trouble with you buying things for his daughter, look to see how your current experience is the mirror reflection of that earlier experience. Look at your emotions as your child has gifts and clothing bought for her by your ex-husband’s new wife. The universe teaches us with examples and repetition. It is a giant ball of experiences rolling around and around.

Eclipses are volatile emotionally but so very, very clearing.

Our week ahead has the eclipse on Wednesday at 8:55 pm EDT so those of us on the east coast of the USA will be able to watch the full moon turn blood red just after sunset in the eastern sky. Mercury has piles of aspects so he’s going to be busy, busy, busy bringing enlightenment to each of us. Juno stations to go retrograde in Aries and Ceres enters Libra so there can be quite a bit of turbulence around the feminine energy. Expect it.

We are almost done. Just a bit more to go. Pace yourself. Give yourself extra time and space to process, sleep and be by yourself. Eclipses are also exhausting so focus on your vision of what you want.

Monday Moon in Capricorn brings a serious energy to the mix as we try to move forward guided by Saturn in Virgo. We are finishing up our apprentice time and getting ready for prime time and going out into the world in a brand new way. Nice closing aspects make it a good day to get things out into the world. Mercury helps you see your patterns clearly and, MORE IMPORTANTLY, understand where they come from. Ceres enters Libra so we can balance our partnership energy with a bit of peace and quiet if we choose. Neptune has a TERRIFIC idea about the housing or home of something. Practice, practice is how we get comfortable with some thing. Today, we realize we have a gift for it and a flair. Still we need the practice to make it feel like it is our own. There is a bit of a break through emotionally today. Just ride the feelings and see what you see. Never again.

Tuesday Saturn works with Vesta to make yesterday’s idea a reality. We have a LONG void moon that is delicious for pushing things already begun forward towards their conclusion. It is a good follow up on things day without looking for final conclusion. A do-bee day as we Virgos like to say ~ do this, do that, be busy as a bee ~ a do-bee. Nothing will come of NEW things begun today but follow ups are fine and encouraged. Venus squares Juno so don’t be afraid to ask for what you want to partner with OR to say you DON’T want to partner with it any more. Never again. If you understand WHY you chose the person to have the experience with you will be halfway done. Understand what you brought to the person too. Make sure to SEE the PATTERNS in the repetition. Understand the patterns. You are NOT STUCK with the patterns forever. You don’t have to have the same patterns. You can change your behavior which automatically changes their patterns.

Wednesday is our lovely FULL MOON eclipse on 13:43 of the Leo /Aquarius axis. We will each be witnesses to some performance. We will each be performers for some audience. Mercury will bring shocking news that requires adjustments, adjustments, adjustments. There is a lot of feminine energy active in this eclipse chart so the emotions will be running VERY, VERY high. There is a volatile cardinal cross in the lunation chart making it virtually impossible to take action. If you do take action or find yourself shouting NEVER AGAIN, do remember to breath! We will release a bit of our solar or ego energy today ~ or perhaps lose a man or light in our life. Read the full moon report on this site for more information.

Thursday, Pluto has an ending energy to the nurturing part of us as he squares Ceres, bringing an ending to whatever we’ve been nurturing deep in our heart. Mercury realizes he is finished here. The lesson is learned or not learned. The information has been delivered. Hopefully, we are each wiser with each and every day. Look at your Never again with a critic’s eye. Is it believable? Is it do able? Does it feel a bit like a reality TV show? Is it what you want in your future? What part or role will it play in your life? Where does it or you need to be?

Friday we mourn and release. Good closing aspects for letting things go out of our lives. Venus is talking to both Saturn and Jupiter ~ the principles of contraction and expansion. As something leaves, new things appear to fill in the void. Neptune has a gift of brilliance with what nurtures us and makes us feel connected. Mercury and Venus chat about how things are going ~ Mercury ever helpful offers the sensitive Venus a few great ideas about love and life. Siblings or people who are easy for you to talk to are quite helpful. Read something or talk to someone who inspires you about the ever changing flow of life.

Saturn’s day tears. Rain. Sorrows. Mercury is contraparallel Neptune which causes ideas and things to rapidly expand past the point of where they want to be. Open up the triangles to reduce their power ~ two against one is not a good energy. Include all three members of the triangle to get the most productive energy available. Venus is deeply hurt by Chiron’s careless words. Remember that Gang of three is famous for not realizing what it is saying and how it looks to the outside world. It is a PROJECTION energy ~ meaning the person says TO YOU what THEIR ISSUE is. And you know it. They may not. Watch for projection. Give their projection back to them. Or let it drift away or dissolve back into Neptune’s energy.

Sunday features ANOTHER day long void moon in Pisces with a releasing energy. Release, release. Mars joins with Vesta to spurt a sudden burst of energy to clear things out of your life. Let them go. Juno stations in Aries to go backwards. Partnerships shift and change under this energy. You can change even if they don’t change. If you change, they will eventually change. Mercury fights with Mars ~ oh we SO don’t like that ~ slam a door (inside your head) and vow NEVER AGAIN. Understand it as a teaching moment. Your very own Scarlet O’Hara moment! Declare, out loud, “I will never be xyz again!” That is your eclipse lesson. It isn’t about the other guy. It is about you. They just taught you something important that you needed to learn. Learn the lesson and you don’t have to do it any more. Believe you can learn the lesson. You HAVE learned it because you are saying “I will never again xyZ!” Detach it from the person. Own it. It is YOUR lesson. And thus the eclipse season has done its work on your soul and your evolution!
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