posted August 31, 2009 07:17 PM
Do you remember than Ben Affleck , Sandra Bullock movie, when he meets this girl right before he's supposed to get married and it almost changes ev thing?I recently met this guy on holiday - who was also engaged. He was my dance partner in a tango class.
We instantly got attracted to each other and the chemistry was vvvvv strong...
Sometimes he outright flirted with me and as much as I was happy part of me was angry too, because I d like to believe in the success of long term love and I wouldnt want that to happen to me...Sometimes I 'd resist and back off.... but if i didn't he d eventually remember and back off...
And at the end "Nothing" happened.. it was all subtle, in the dancing, the long convos....the intimacy during dancing, the gazes.......the between the lines
Once out of nowhere he spoke to me about how dancing can make ppl fall in love....and how desire and passion are powerful......but he chooses to settle because he wants to, and believes love is a choice...his argument didnt hold up so much..and i felt at that very point i didnt want to be his fiance because he didnt sound madly in love with her.... And for me cheating is not about breaking the "Written rules" as far as I've concerned he did cheat, because he just avoided anything that would be called cheating, but in his mind he cheated..i cant explain it...
I've b een back for two weeks....Can;t stop thinking about him....dreaming of him all the time..... i was breaking down in tears when ir ealised I left and I m not gonna see him again..'
here r our charts - what s responsible for this powerful intense quick thing?
ME
Sun Pisces 19°03'25 in house 3
Moon Pisces 10°51'20 in house 3
Mercury Aries 0°51'29 in house 4
Venus Aries 0°59'04 in house 4
Mars Sagittarius 20°23'12 in house 1
Jupiter Pisces 4°07'27 in house 3
Saturn Sagittarius 9°37'43 end of house 12
Uranus Sagittarius 22°14'13 in house 1
Neptune Capricorn 5°35'00 in house 1
Pluto Scorpio 7°07'11 in house 11
True Node Taurus 0°34'56 in house 5
HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Sagittarius 11°53'57
2nd House Capricorn 13°43'48
3rd House Aquarius 19°09'30
Imum Coeli Pisces 24°14'26
5th House Aries 24°35'00
6th House Taurus 19°44'38
Descendant Gemini 11°53'57
8th House Cancer 13°43'48
9th House Leo 19°09'30
Medium Coeli Virgo 24°14'26
11th House Libra 24°35'00
12th House Scorpio 19°44'38
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HIM
Sun Pisces 5°47'04 in house 1
Moon Capricorn 11°43'32 in house 11
Mercury Aquarius 10°53'47 in house 12
Venus Aquarius 6°51'33 in house 12
Mars Gemini 21°19'24 in house 4
Jupiter Aries 23°28'38 end of house 1
Saturn Cancer 26°54'49 in house 5
Uranus Scorpio 7°03'00 in house 8
Neptune Sagittarius 13°51'49 in house 9
Pluto Libra 11°14'04 in house 7
True Node Scorpio 15°28'53 in house 8
Planets at the end of a house are interpreted in the next house.
HOUSE POSITIONS (Placidus)
Ascendant Pisces 5°40'37
2nd House Aries 25°16'05
3rd House Taurus 25°55'42
Imum Coeli Gemini 17°56'45
5th House Cancer 7°52'04
6th House Leo 0°40'05
Descendant Virgo 5°40'37
8th House Libra 25°16'05
9th House Scorpio 25°55'42
Medium Coeli Sagittarius 17°56'45
11th House Capricorn 7°52'04
12th House Aquarius 0°40'05