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Topic: WATCH OUT FOR 23rd everyone... its going to be INTENSE!!!
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DD
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posted September 22, 2009 02:40 PM
 
Lara,yes, it is exactly how I feel. Completely out of control, or short of losing control. It made it pretty hard to deal with my pupils today.
I constantly told myself that it was not their fault, that I am feeling like I do, but it took all my selfcontrol to not let it out. I guess they felt it nevertheless, as I am usually a lot more talkative with them.
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SpooL
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From: Toronto/Ottawa,Canada
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 22, 2009 02:44 PM
Yikes!!!!I have an interview with another goverment Department tomorrow, its too late to say no. I'm already getting a bad feeling. That plus i asked a psychic and it seams like
someone might be trying to leave that department as soon as they get a replacement(ie me). My suspicion is. "Lets just get a student and lock him in, hey this one looks good he's only two course done till graduation from college, he starting at another college also so he must be at least okay. lets see if we can get him in then when we can dump everything on him and make him permenant". I worked in another department over the summer and was offered to become permanent and almost had everything dumped on me. Luckly I got out and got another job. Its too late for me to say no! IT people and Computer Science people don't want to be there because nothing is up to date and theres never a real reason for improvment of change. But its the benefits that make them intrested, Other then that I don't know what to think. I'm 80% sure i'm going to say no, just because the goverment has a shotage of Engineers and IT people so i'm sure all get another offer after this one. The problem is there going to try to convience me as much as possible to take it, and thats were I'm worried. IP: Logged |
JustAmanda
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From: Virginia
Registered: May 2009
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posted September 22, 2009 03:23 PM
Oh wow, thank you everyone for your kind words and heartfelt thoughts...they are so appreciated. I have good days, I have bad days. The past 2 days I've been very emotional especially when thinking about the impending divorce...I would be a liar if I told you that I don't love him because I do. I love him very much. If he came to me today and said that he's given it thought and wants to go to counseling to work it out, that he wants to be with me and expressed it to me with sincere belief, I would run, not walk, back to his arms... Tomorrow I might not feel like that...but that's sure how I've felt the past 2 days...however, I know this is not going to happen so I need to get it in my head that my purpose with him is most likely wrapping up...God has a new project for me...I'm like a kid at Christmas, I can hardly to wait to see what it is. IP: Logged |
katatonic
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posted September 22, 2009 03:56 PM
amanda, glad to hear you are having good days too! hang in there, this will become part of what makes you the wonderful person you are/ are becoming!!congratulations, zala, i am seeing you cozy and much better off this winter! i always feel pluto changes. natally it sits on my sun and almost every sign change it has made since i was born has manifested as a) relocation in a decisive way, often suddenly and b) a new approach to go with the new environment. IP: Logged |
cpn_edgar_winner
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 22, 2009 04:15 PM
actually finding myself fed up too. but, have to remember to keep a lid on it a bit, as last night i lit into my son about something without knowing all the facts. i guess i mean, take the time needed to make sure not to say stuff that might be regretted. situation approriate. although i don't regret getting on him, I regret not knowing all of the facts and my "intense" emotions took control. the good news is, i told a shady character not to come around my house or my kids in no uncertain terms. you don't quit worring about your kids when they turn 20. and today i realized, I am so close to being where I want to be, to give up now would be insane. Keep plugging, getting closer. I guess it refreshed my attitude. although I had to have a bit of a meltdown to realise it. I was close to giving up...giving up when you are close to your goals is insane. the payoff is so close I can smell it. everyone knows the closer to the finish line, the tireder the runner. and thats how i have felt, tired. wore out. no progress. that isn't the fact. that is just how i felt. anyway, glad you are feeling better amanda, my heart goes out to you. IP: Logged |
belgz
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From: Sydney, Australia
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 22, 2009 08:38 PM
Ok its the 23rd here in australia and theres been a big dust storm in sydney and my friends grandmother passed away. ------------------
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pallasathene
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From: chicago, il
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted September 22, 2009 11:08 PM
so would this be a bad day to put out any serious communications?I have a legal issue and needed to mail out a letter tomorrow. Also, I was thinking about being more honest about my feelings for someone and I feel something pushing me to do it now. Should I wait until these transits pass to make any communication, or am I ok as long as I don't say anything too dramatic? IP: Logged |
blue moon
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From: U.K
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posted September 23, 2009 07:15 AM
Noon here, so far a very pleasant day for me, but there are still a few hours to go before bed time. Things can go t!ts up quite quickly. IP: Logged |
GypseeWind
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From: Dayton,Ohio USA
Registered: May 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 07:36 AM
Good Morning everyone! It's the 23rd now. I woke up to my first alarm (good sign) and I don't have a headache (another good sign) and I hope for you all a wonderful day!Zala; I think the wish fairy helped you out. IP: Logged |
belgz
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From: Sydney, Australia
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 08:06 AM
OK UPDATE:My friends grandma died. My friend put her dog down, there was a huge red dust storm for the first time ever in sydney and a bushfire in QLD and an earthquake in melbourne. It was a bit awful for us..But thank god its over now  ------------------
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DD
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posted September 23, 2009 10:17 AM
I actually looked at some asteroids concerning the red dust. Unfortunately there is no asteroid called dust or desert or something like that.I don`t know when it was that this dust appeared, but I used 7 a.m. for my calculation.
At that time:
Sun square PLuto (and heading into a conjunction with Australia in about 5 days)
Moon conjunct Kaali in Scorpio opposing Sedna in Taurus square Chiron in Aquarius Moon is also moving into a conjunction to STORM Venus conjunct Orcus squaring Storm and trine Pluto Sydney sextile Mars and quinkunx Jupiter Fogh opposing Nessus and Jupiter and sextile Bush Bush trines Nessus and squares Mars Comparing The Draco and the natal (even though I am not sure what Draco tells in terms of events) Dr Mars conjunct Sydney Dr Fogh conjunct Bush Dr Sydney conjunct Moon and Kaali Dr Sun and Dr Australia conjunct Storm Whatever that means.  Probably those transits would have to be compared to Australia`s chart.
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downtomars
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posted September 23, 2009 12:50 PM
Moammar Kadafi speaking at the UN and Ahmadinejad speaking later, pretty intense communications...IP: Logged |
Diana
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posted September 23, 2009 01:09 PM
Du-du-du...It's here! (That was supposed to like a jaws sound.) I think it'll be fine. IP: Logged |
Lyra
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From: London, UK
Registered: May 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 01:19 PM
Sept. 23 "diary":Broke up with b/f 2 days ago, although no regrets about that one, went out drinking and must've banged my head upon becoming unconscious (21/9) as have numbness in part of my scalp (ok: the word "numbskull" springs to mind!). Although several doctors say it's just a case of smaller nerves having been squashed where I banged my head and that it should improve within a few days. Felt very sick yesterday!!!
Today: Also trying to get myself some counselling to prevent me from attracting violent men again!! Booked gynaecological appointment for November (as I have fibroids). On the business side - partly sorted stuff out for my accountants to run through. Going on career-specific marketing course tomorrow (runs till Dec.), no idea if will help - it may be a load of rubbish, but let's see. Also booked another day course coming up in November regarding website marketing. Applied for benefits, as I just CANNOT get a job & feel like a needle in a haystack, & as if NO-ONE will give me a break (people keep telling me I am overqualified - which I think is a load of cr*p!!). Spending eve doing stuff for videos I am making for songs I recorded (yep, I am musical & also into art & animation. Plus I need to keep myself occupied!!) (Chart full of Mutables) IP: Logged |
JustAmanda
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From: Virginia
Registered: May 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 02:11 PM
I have spent the past 3 days crying my eyes out. Then, after lunch today, it was like someone wrapped me up in a warm blanket and I've stopped crying and feel ok now...how bizarre...IP: Logged |
Belage
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From: California
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 02:26 PM
So far I've had wonderful insights which were confirmed by the Angel card I picked after meditation. I feel really positive about today. I think today calls for inner change and inner growth and letting go of what is no longer needed and having a fresh positive outlook. I wish everyone a great day!! IP: Logged |
DD
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posted September 23, 2009 02:37 PM
Just Amanda,I experienced something similiar. The last two weeks, and especially the last days were really bad, and today it was like the heavy weight was lifted a little. I don´t know it is not really good, but it is definitely better. IP: Logged |
swirl-kitt
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posted September 23, 2009 02:43 PM
Not a good day to make critical decisions ?I feel great btw ! For the past month, it really felt like like I've changed in a positive way- feels like I'm moving on and leaving things behind that I should have left behind ages ago !!! So, thank you, whatever Transit you are !! >_< IP: Logged |
LuvinU
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From: Jersey
Registered: Jun 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 02:57 PM
Did I oversleep this morning - before I could start with any negativity, I heard and acting on telling myself that today would be a good day. one of the best days ever - and that's not like me. I kept hearing and repeated - stay in the present, stay in the present. I feel really good right now even though I woke up in the middle of the night mad as hell because my fan broke. All in all - everything is going along and I definitely feel differently. This week was a testy one - My refrigerador conked out - I bought another one even though it was not factored into my finances so I'm counting change but with a smile on my face. My car isn't working so well but I'm trying to stay on top of that until I can get another one. I spoke to my brother who I hadn't spoken to in months, this morning. My nieces are ok despite the flooding in GA. My other brother handled his business this morning - I'm proud of him even though I wanted to kick his asss out during the middle of the night for breaking my camera a few weeks ago and breaking my fan off it's stand a few weeks ago - by accident, of course. I had a god-awful ear infection - that's gone after going to the docs and getting medicine to put in it since the olive oil and peroxide try didn't work so well. had dinner (texmex) with an old friend from high school last night - we hadn't done that in ages. My fan blew out in the middle of the night - every thing that has broken the past month came rushing forward and I mean - I was getting ****** but by the grace of God and those who love me - I was able to go to sleep in peace - I don't even remember how I calmed down as ****** as I was. I believe the loving arms around me that helped me go back to sleep is probably why I overslept (good thing for my anal retentive go to work everyday damn near ontime self) and why I kept hearing 'think in the present' today. I'm grateful. It could have been a lot worse - A LOT. JustAmanda and DD - I think I got a visit from a similar entity this morning because I've never felt this great despite the chaos around me. Lord be with me when I go to babysit two little boys this evening - what's the worse that can happen? I take that back / I damn near broke my neck when I jumped off a swing the last time we went to a park. They said it looked like I was flying and it was super cool - my leg and back didn't think so the next day but I like the super cool reference to me that they use. :-) DEFINITELY thanks to the transit and the powers that be who continue to hang in there with us no matter what.IP: Logged |
LuvinU
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posted September 23, 2009 03:23 PM
Yikes - I did NOT mean to post such a long message.IP: Logged |
katatonic
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posted September 23, 2009 04:10 PM
"Today: Also trying to get myself some counselling to prevent me from attracting violent men again!!"forgive me for saying so lyra but it doesn't sound like you need any help in getting beaten up!! today i wrote the letter i have been trying to find words for for two weeks. all quiet at work, a gorgeous day, and a possibly awkward client evaporated into thin air!! IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted September 23, 2009 06:40 PM
It was a bad day. I get som new insight. I must drop of astrology and synastry check. I always looking at the synastry and check out the relationship to me before something happen. I'm must listening to the answer the person give me. I can be loved in a chart and wait like a snake on right opportunity. I check out the chart all the time.
It's not helping me. I 'm not getting togheter with anyone I checked out the chart before. It only give me false hope and disappointment.I also today talk to my on off relationship today. It was not easy. He dejting a new one now. Ok now I know its over but it's hard feelings and I hate it  The man I checked out in synastry who I get strong feeling for. IQ said we have strong karma and is my true love soulmate. I get in love in our synastry. Nothing happend for long time. I'm only beeing happy to have him around me. It's importent to read the people and not the synastry for me now. I must stopp thinking about what will be happend in future. I'm must stopp thinking at that man. Stopp thinking about our fantastic synastry. I can live on it for long time and the life goes on. Lives go quick. I have not time to wait to something which never will happend. It inspire my fantasy to gues that could be something or not. I'm waiting and hope... That's happend for me today 23 september. Much painful insight and brake off. I must change my thinking in that way. IP: Logged |
JustAmanda
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From: Virginia
Registered: May 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 08:28 PM
DD...it's strange isn't it? But so far my day ended up being ok...after the crying stopped that is.IP: Logged |
taurusvirgoleolady1974
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posted September 23, 2009 09:08 PM
JustAmanda...that was probably your mama wrapping you in that warm blanket.this stuff about the 23rd, to me, was overrated. i was so excited, and nothing major happened. everybody seemed to be in a pissy mood this morning, and the kids at daycare seemed a little haywire, but they are haywire from time to time.
makes me wonder about alot of stuff.
anyway the only thing else i can think of is a few people at work i talked to had weird dreams. i know i had 3 last night. and i woke up which never happens. the dreams for a few people were about dead people in their family, but i didnt see anything about a neptune transit. probably just a coincidence.
thats all. just another day. i have seen worse.or better. or more intense. IP: Logged |
MsCandeh
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From: Australia
Registered: Jul 2009
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posted September 23, 2009 09:33 PM
Can't believe I missed this post!My heart goes out to everyone who is having a rough time. Well, my day was fairly average (it's now morning of the 24th), last week was worse~! yesterday's weather/geology in Australia was a bit weird (red dust storm blown in from deserts in South Australia to NSW, earthquake in Vic). Transitting Moon also conjunct my Mars yesterday. I didn't realise this until now. Last night, after several days of avoiding a DnM convo with me, I spoke with M (the guy it is very intense with, but we aren't together right now). After days of small talk and general chatter and the intense energy (within myself) leading up to this, I poured my heart out to him and told him it's either going to be all or nothing! There's no platonic feelings on my part and if we can't have a relationship, then I don't want to watch him have one with someone else, so we should cut contact as it's too hurtful for me. He said he wanted a platonic friendship and gave me a choice between friends or aquaintences but would prefer if we were friends. So I said, that's fine we'll just be aquaintences then. . . he wasn't very happy .. "let me have a ponder and I'll speak to you tomorrow" - huh.. what is there to 'ponder'? lol .. oh gawd.. this is getting very intense. I came into work this morning early and he gave me a breakfast bar as soon as he walked in and keeps on being chatty to me. :S
Weirdly, he was very quiet during my pouring out of heart and soul last night ... was not scared at all. I don't think I ever told him my true feelings like that before... maybe that's why he had to ponder. Ah well.. I am not getting my hopes up  So 23rd was very interesting on the emotional front for me! tMoon conjunct nMars, ontop of the intense aspects in the sky I think have had a more intense effect than Moon cj Mars does normally. Did anyone else have any transit planets making aspects to your natal planets that you could feel more intensely? IP: Logged |
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