posted October 21, 2009 03:34 PM         

Thanks, HD!

posted October 21, 2009 05:26 PM         

My Moon is a Plutonic Moon, which does kill the lightness of air a little bit. Lilith fans will like to know that all 3 candidates for the title sit in the middle of the Conjunction. I don't hold with asteroids much but BML, hmm, I think I might go with that one. Whatever your take or mine on astrology I can see sometimes I am scaring people a little bit, lol.

posted October 21, 2009 08:17 PM         

I seriously do not like my Libra Moon, it doesn't go well with my sag/sun & Venus, and my Aries/Asc. It seems like, umm, hard to explain....I always imagine things will be so much better then they actually turn out, then I'm seriously disappointed which leads to major anger and frustration.

My Moon is also in my 6th house so I tend to get physically sick when things are going bad, which is most of the time.

No one has ever accused me of being "cold" though. However, all my life I've been chastised by parents, teachers and such for being "dreamy."

I have to go to the place in my head where things are all nice and pretty. I literally have to go there, every day, just to cope with daily life.

Pire, I admire you for being able to cut off communication that way. You may see it as a negative trait, but I don't. I tend to pine and carry a torch for years and years. Then I wan't to discuss, and rediscuss and basically beat a dead horse.

posted October 22, 2009 12:39 AM         

I have that book too.

Moon in Pisces trine Sun in Scorpio

I can totally relate to the moon in water sign passages, especially involving the mother

I think that I can relate to the block water sign moon with my moon being in apex of t-square with Jupiter-Neptune in Sagittarius and retrograde Saturn in Gemini

Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

posted October 22, 2009 07:40 AM         

Gotta say, thats a pretty spot on description. I've always been a walking contradiction, a combination of being independent (libra moon) and dependent (cancer sun), so what it says about how they deal with emotions is so true, except cancer being an emotional water sign, mine are much more complex, multifaceted and volatile than average.

"excessive hypersensitivity which reacts to great stress to the usual confusion & ambiguity of human relationships"
Absolutely, i used to get scared and insecure when my parents fought and still get that feeling whenever im in the presence of strained and tense relations. So much so, i actually study Psychology to have a better understanding of human behaviour and relationships

I need verbal contact and stimulation on a mental level because for me its like the air i breathe. Its like my water. If there's no communication, then i start withdrawing quickly. But even tho i need that contact, i withdraw from complex emotional dynamics and become evasive and elusive, esp with casual romantic interests..they say i push them away emotionally. But i get anxious and nervous and dont know how to express my feelings even though i know exactly what they are.

Having moon in libra & venus in taurus, my attractiveness is through the roof and have heaps of guys chasing me and being so ruled by Venus, I do try and create a beautiful and intelligible world and having a strong need for partnership, i have a lot of guys on the go cos they wont leave me alone but there's no sexual involvement cos that produces emotions and whenever they try to get close, i start making the excuses, play dumb, always "too busy" or just become non-existant..i still need that privacy.

Or maybe i just haven't met that one person yet..who knows lol

But yeah, i had a therapist in my late teens and she would say, your always trying to "intellectualise" your feelings and emotions cos they're so strong and u dont want to go thru the real pain of actually feeling them, so you numb yourself with marijuana and other drugs to avoid it

posted October 22, 2009 04:07 PM         

i concede that i am just like they say about a gemini moon although i am a borderline sun cancer. i'm just like you diablo in that my sun is in the 11th house but my 11th house is gemini. my 12th house is cancer. but yeah this part seems to say it all for me:

"Air needs clarity, and nothing is so clouded and ambiguous as human feeling. Although the airy signs must communicate, communication can be very dangerous if it involves an emotional confrontation. It is much easier to change the subject, or to reduce complicated issues to simple black-and-white formulae."

It's odd being a water sun and then have a gemini moon. I can feel and be very sensitive to everyone and everything. I get the delicateness and the heaviness of the things left unsaid. I normally have to use my psychic powers (unwillingly but i do have an amazing ability to get people without words) and intuition in matters of the heart because the guys i attract seem to only want to communicate without words but with just actions and looks. and/or they say things but do the opposite.

I need clear and direct and literal verbal and written communication when it comes to stupid love stuff. Even if something was said in anger and you know and I know and everyone knows they "didn't mean it", I'll take it and use it as the benchmark UNTIL there is a clear retraction statement.

You know in the movie Pride & Prejudice when Darcy says something bad about Elizabeth how he wouldn't want to dance with her because he didn't find her attractive and yet somehow in reality actually loves her...yeah I can get that in the movies, but in real life which it has happened to me several times now...hurts my brain and my soul. I just don't get it.

If you say something, I take it as the truth and I respect it. I can't bend my mind to believe that oh they're just scared or being defensive or whatever. My mind trusts what is said as the truth and I respect the truth.

And even when they tell me the actual truth, I can't really trust it either because my logical mind will say well then why did you say what you said in the first place? Like why did Darcy slam Elizabeth when he's dying to be with her? What the...I don't get it.

And this doesn't help when all I do is attracted these types of people into my life, yet I'm a straight shooter.

posted October 22, 2009 08:10 PM         

Why can't people say what they mean and mean what they say?

posted October 23, 2009 02:01 AM         

Libra Moon (conjunct Venus)

posted October 23, 2009 03:24 AM         

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as for other folks b.d.posts ..
well i'd like to design a card for every individual ..
but .. at some point i figured i just don't have the time ..
( and my bd.cards .. despite an ideal to go for 'bright sparkly and happy' ..
( always end up looking like an invite to a funeral ..
( i personally can't deal with just saying 'happy birthday' plus 'balloons ' or 'fireworks ' icons ..
be like .. if i can't do it for everyone .. then it would be unfair to those left out ..
so .. at some point .. i simply decided to avoid All birthday posts ..

i see an LL birthday post these days ..
i wish the individual a happy birthday in my head ..
be about as far as it goes ( with one or two exceptions )

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I feel bad for having missed several birthdays... I somehow missed the threads for them, when I found cpn's birthday thread and bumped it up, only to find them two months later. Two were threads for koiflower and jwhop (a very happy belated to the both of you, if you see this. ).