posted October 26, 2009 12:02 PM            

I don't think you can take something to you as you don't have. Do I have my 3 rd chackra active I think i don't be in doubt in a moment. It be there without I think about it.

The same with healing. If you have the power, you have it without think about it. It only be there.

That's for me to have contact with the soul. Listening to your self and love you as you are. Love your self even when you have down periods. Everyone have it. That force you to change. No one are perfect.

I think its importent to accept the feelings as they are and wish people don't be scared of there dark deeply side many people have. I think its easy for weak people to use drugs because they don't know how they should use it. .

I think it's not abnormal with bad feelings.

Sorrow, regret, distress, grief,worry is a part of our life. Everyone have it. Let you have it when you have it. That's the part of the life. That kind of feel heal everyone. The only thing everyone must think about it is not to get caught in it. If you stay in it for long it's not heal you it get you depressed and you can be sick of it.

Everyone also have a moment of beyond words in the life.

I'am happy I have my feelings.

Life is growth.

posted October 26, 2009 02:25 PM              

sorry not to reply sooner,but i went to spend the weekend with my bf

i guess im considered to be very sweet!hihi

im so happy that you have that belief/truth.i came across a recent friend who also showed me that - i did lost almost all of my friends...only 3 remained...i know that im no longer the same,but im still initiating myself in this process.

the pannic attacks i had a lot when i was at college.everytime i had to expose myself and talk in public.it was always on that kind of situations.then the level increased and i also started to have a general ansiety whenever i had to be at new situations,or with people i didnt knew.

now im much better,but i know that i must heal this inside of me cause this makes me less than what i really am.

about the Warrior:
well i had a pretty good childwood,my familyis loving and caring.i have a twin sister,i always were very sweet person too.normally i didnt had the willing to be that efusive,or to have many fights.whenever i did something wrong,of course,my parents did the same as everybody else:they would put me grounded,and give me one or two slaps in my butt :P

my chart

i have Pluto 27libra/saturn 0 scorp CJ in 1st house ( at the end of the 1st).

my DSC is in Aries,with eris and vx there.

Mars is in leo,at 11th house.cj karma and valentine and nessus.Mars trines my jup and uranus(3rd) and sextile my ASC.

i have merc in the 12th that is why it is hard for me to be more assertive i guess.?

i have strong placements on what it concerns the greek godesses,i dont know where it comes my lack of warrior energies,i know i must go to the hipnotherapist cause something have happened and i must free myself,from whatever it might be.

pallas cj ic,trine sun/juno
Ceres trine NN/Vesta
Vesta cj NN/PF/
Eris sextile vesta/ceres

im in the moment of trying to let go of my Ego,so that i can really know and act by my true Self.i know that through competition,we dont go anywhere and i never liked to see the world like that,neither the people.

my mother is a warrior too...she does reiki,do you think she can help me about the Chakras?