posted November 18, 2009 12:46 PM            

At that time I readressed or faced old emotional habitual and thought and feeling patterns, that had been long outdated, and I realized that the only one preventing me from doing what I want and felt was right was myself and a false sense of security (Moon in Aquarius here).

It was not a smooth, nice ride. In order to heal these past emotional wounds, I have been carrying around with me, and also to modify a false sense of emotional Self, I had to wade through all that crap again, just to lern to discern what really belongs into the past and should stay there and what still has value for my life.

It was painful, yes, but it also was very fruitful and effective in recognizing unhealthy patterns (erasing them is up to me alone I guess).

And also the pain wasn`t as excruciating as Pluto can be, or as lightening-like as Uranus can be, or as limiting and suffocating as Saturn can be, or as depressing and leaving the feeling as if everything has lost its sense, as Neptune can be on bad days.

posted November 18, 2009 02:30 PM            

i also have moon in aquarius and chiron has been going back and forth over mine for a about almost two years. and alot of stuff has happened.

i am so much more open and grateful for what i have. i had to dig deep in my self so i could find out why i was and sometimes still am the way i am. and i had to heal myself alot.

of course what i found out was that i wasnt really living life in general i was just being a life. i know alot more know then i did two years ago.

posted November 18, 2009 02:39 PM            

" am so much more open and grateful for what i have. i had to dig deep in my self so i could find out why i was and sometimes still am the way i am. and i had to heal myself alot.

of course what i found out was that i wasnt really living life in general i was just being a life. i know alot more know then i did two years ago."

I absolutely second that.

And I don`t regret this transit; it led to such a more honest way of living.

Of course at the same time Neptune was transiting over my Moon and Pluto had been transiting over my Sun the year before.

EDIT:

Funny, on the day of my epiphany (15th july 2007), Chiron wasn`t even exactly conjunct my Moon, it had passed it and was three degree away, but would soon change motion again and transit my Moon once again.

On that day I had some other interesting transits, too:

posted November 18, 2009 03:33 PM            

this Jupiter-Neptune-Chiron conjunction took place on my natal Psyche on 24 Aquarius and sextile my natal Merlin on 24 Sag and Sun and Mercury on 25-26 Sag.

It was very interesting; insights, imagination, intuition bordering telepathy, it has all been there.

posted November 18, 2009 04:06 PM              

what i can say is that he felt very alone emotionaly.like he was looking inward and found out several pains he carried from the past.so many wounds...it is not easy to face them.
there were some moments when he asked what this life was for,if all had to be suffering and loneliness...of course i tried my best to support him and show him he is not alone.

but at the end...this is a lonely process itself-it was him and only him who had to look within,face and free himself from what he could.

for his own sake.

aqua is in his 7th so i guess this also had a lot to do with relationships in his life.but wait...quiron rules Virgo and John has virgocusp in the 3rd...yes had a lot to do with his surroundings too specially siblings...the person feels vulnerable and tries to be defensive cause the wounds are exposed into the light...right?

the positive is that you finally see that your negative patterns are only mechanisms that you developed in the past,but now...they are not usefull to you.

you must rhow it away and let go.

posted November 18, 2009 04:31 PM            

I am so sorry to hear what you have been through.
But the worst is over, thank God.

There was only one time I for a short moment thought, that life would be so much easier with me not being in it.
The almost funny thing is that Transit Chiron back then was on 23 Leo, the opposite position to where it is now (and it was opposing my Psyche).

Well, luckily, I decided to not try to avoid the path of my life, no matter how rough it might be. I also felt back then that I wasn`t supposed to simply quit, and I had responsibilities. I was needed. I think that was maybe the only thing that helped me come through this time 17 years ago.
It is long gone, long past; the Self of then is not my Self today, but I DO remember those darkest hours and weeks in my life.
Even though I avoided to think about this time for many years; and well, actually the wounds I had to face with Chiron being in Aquarius now, were directly related to that period in my life.

And it is even a bit pathetic, as nothing really bad had happened externally. It was just my inner world that had been shattered. Dark night of the soul I guess.
Well, enough about that.

posted November 19, 2009 01:07 AM              

I was 4 years old and i remember it being a nice time. I was learning about religion and my mum would always make me pray. Pray for a brother! LOL Chiron is in my 8th house natally but when it was on my moon it was in my 9th

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•' •.♥♫♫´°°♫ • Life is Beautiful •.♥.•♫°°´♫♫ ♥ •

•Sun• Cancer
•Moon• Gemini
•Mars• Cancer
•Mercury• Cancer
•Venus• Leo

posted November 21, 2009 07:01 PM            

also may i point out that jupiter will be there as well over your moon and then neptune follows but neptune is the pisces ruler so maybe when neptune conjuncts your moon it will work out in a positive way for you.

posted November 21, 2009 10:00 PM              

i think i may be feeling the need to finally establish myself in a field where i can "be me", and not worry about "customers" and "bosses" at all...anyway that is what i have been and am currently working toward, for the last few years.

posted March 31, 2014 04:19 PM            

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Originally posted by rorrr:
Is the consensus that this is a particularly painful saddening transit? ...I'm not sure I can take much more

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posted April 05, 2014 08:08 PM            

Chiron will be conjunct my sensitive Pisces moon soon... so I am anticipating a lot of pain.

posted April 06, 2014 02:22 PM            

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Originally posted by StubbornOne:
Don't give up rorrr! It's just a matter of time.

Chiron has been bouncing between my Sun(Pisces)/Moon(Virgo), and will oppose Moon in the following months. This and the past year have been tough emotionally. But hang in there! When there's a will there's a way, you'll survive

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posted April 07, 2014 09:41 AM            

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Originally posted by DD:
It was painful, yes, but it also was very fruitful and effective in recognizing unhealthy patterns (erasing them is up to me alone I guess).

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I'm hoping it'll work out this way for me.

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Originally posted by DD:
And also the pain wasn`t as excruciating as Pluto can be, or as lightening-like as Uranus can be, or as limiting and suffocating as Saturn can be, or as depressing and leaving the feeling as if everything has lost its sense, as Neptune can be on bad days.

It was more some kind of a soft accepting pain.

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Darn, I have Pluto conjunct my sun, Uranus squaring my sun, Saturn on my NN, and Neptune squaring my Venus WHILE Chiron is transiting my moon. And, presently, the sun is transiting my Chiron.

posted June 05, 2014 08:00 PM            

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Originally posted by DD:
I have had this 2 years ago.

At that time I readressed or faced old emotional habitual and thought and feeling patterns, that had been long outdated, and I realized that the only one preventing me from doing what I want and felt was right was myself and a false sense of security (Moon in Aquarius here).

It was not a smooth, nice ride. In order to heal these past emotional wounds, I have been carrying around with me, and also to modify a false sense of emotional Self, I had to wade through all that crap again, just to learn to discern what really belongs into the past and should stay there and what still has value for my life.

It was painful, yes, but it also was very fruitful and effective in recognizing unhealthy patterns (erasing them is up to me alone I guess).

And also the pain wasn`t as excruciating as Pluto can be, or as lightening-like as Uranus can be, or as limiting and suffocating as Saturn can be, or as depressing and leaving the feeling as if everything has lost its sense, as Neptune can be on bad days.

It was more some kind of a soft accepting pain.

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