posted December 16, 2009 10:44 PM         

does it mean my focus will be on possessing just things or people ?

or will it be character-wise as well ??

posted December 16, 2009 11:18 PM         

on to some interpretations...
it seems like this year is really focused on the emotional and psychological development of where you place value you in your life. if you have been putting others needs before your own to your detriment, this may be the year of reckoning.

it looks like this will definitely play out in your one on one relationships (libra rising). not necessarily romantic.

it also seems like that saturn conjunct the ascendant is at odds with all the scorpio energy. saturn there is concerned with creating boundaries concerning your persona and how you relate to people. and that sun, moon, and venus in scorpio is about losing yourself in another person. intimacy is on the agenda, but i would say that it would be good for you to focus that energy on valuing yourself and getting intimate with yourself and if its love you're seeking, it is sure to come, just maybe not so fast.

as i look more, it seems like boundaries (the lack there of vs creating them) is another theme. sun square neptune...take it slow, whatever it is. don't be hasty in your social and creative endeavors.

uranus in the 6th house, look for excitement in your day to day routine.

posted December 17, 2009 11:10 AM         

It has been about a month since my sr.

I have been very adventureous in the past 6 weeks.. and met someone with whom I have a really intense but weird relationship right now and BOUNDARIES are definitely an issue !! I keep insisting that we don't get attached emotionally since I might move to another country in a year and just keep things physical but for the past few days I feel like I'm in love ?? like I haven't been for 7 years ???

at the same time I'm feeling like I should put ME first this year, but I'm at war with myself, about this and other big decisions I have to make.

could be a huge trial&error year but I feel very excited too

like I haven't felt for a loong long time despite the risks I'll have to take

posted December 21, 2009 02:03 PM         

as a natal second house sun, i know that a lot of my life lessons have to do with valuing myself, releasing myself from the guilt trips that 'seem' externally imposed when i don't put other people first, and trusting my higher self as the decider of my value. which of course she loves me unconditionally as i came from God.