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posted January 04, 2010 09:39 AM         

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The very painful saga continues with the baby being in care. I am being sent to get assessments done by a psychologist hired by Child Services. My anxiety is up and I don't trust this doctor.I know that the results of this assessment is very critical and the caseworker will follow 100% the recommendations set out by this doctor. Sadly I am filled with self doubt, but I'm striving to be on the positive.

The meeting chart for when I go for the assessment is Jan 5, 2010 at 1:30 PM 114N 51W. Nt sure how things look.

Just checking for insights here and some objectivity......I can't think straight when looking into my charts etc.....

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posted January 04, 2010 09:53 AM         

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Do you have a friend you can trust who can go with you? It sounds quite a painful and nerve-wracking prospect. I hope it goes well for you.

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posted January 04, 2010 10:16 AM         

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I could try and see how is available to come with me. Yes I agree it is nerve racking, I'm back to taking ativan and I'm not working on busying up my day. I've got to channel my energies elsewhere. I'm working on putting a lot of emotion into the songs I sing when I do karaoke or sing with a band......this is an optimal time to do that.

This Doctor was born in 1946.......well Saturn was in Cancer in 1946 conj my moon in cancer or it could be setting of my cardinal T square....Jupiter is in Libra....that sets of my T square......so I dunno about this.

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posted January 04, 2010 11:36 AM         

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ok, I haven't read your others threads about this story cause it would make me feel too bad but remember you are a sweet loving person aka aries, alright?

this is your Baby, you've gotta get it back; period.

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posted January 04, 2010 11:56 AM         

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Cynnared whilst I completely understand you wanting to look at things astrologically to get a feel for the transits etc I think it's worth reitterating something Linda herself reminded us - in the end, they're only planets and we can change outcomes if we want something enough. From reading your posts it's so clear that you desperately want to be reunited with your baby and that you love her more than anything. It's that that will change things hun I feel sure. Show that Dr that you are the very best thing for your baby because no one can love a child like it's mother. Have faith in your ability to change the outcome. You can have anything you want if you want it badly enough xxx

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