posted February 08, 2010 04:19 PM         

attach a natal as well,

~L

posted February 09, 2010 10:49 PM         

SR is for your bday in 2010, correct? Are you using your current location, the location on your new birthday?

SR seems to be focused on a lot of matters close to home, dealing with any difficulties/hardships of childhood, they'll likely resurface in a way that envelops your mood for the year. You'll likely feel a strong urge to break away from the past in a push/pull fashion as what you recover simultaneously spurs you to delve even deeper and then run off to the future, and then back to the past, repeating itself. Likely, you'll feel the need to implement what you're learning about yourself in a way that frames your view of close on on one, so a lot of time spent re-evaluting the worth of being very close and making strong bonds. This can spur you to be quite intimacy afraid or you'll take the reins and establish a deep commitment. Overall the main theme is being realistic about the past and moving that forward into how to best cement intimate relationships.

Your emotions are at the fore this yr (which youll be sensitive to being already an angular cancer sun) and as a woman you'll likely feel torn between 2 roles and be strongly faced with how to mix your sexy side with the maternal. This is a big issue this yr because youre strongly tied to the cancerian dynamic. It's likely you'll feel tied to one spectrum and then be unaware as to how to integrate the other side of the feminine..possibilities: being in a physically intimate relationship and then when theres a demand from the other party for more emotional intimacy running in the opposite direction not knowing how to make the two mesh. The other side is being stuck in a caregiver role to your partner and feeling completely undesirable while feeling emotionally nourished. This plays into the tone of the above paragraph pushing you to re-evaluate what section of the intimacy spectrum is going to align best with your needs, you'll likely feel torn and it will cause you to ask yourself important questions. There's a lot of change happening at a very deep level for you this yr, a lot of past issues will demand your attention, theyll feel like theyre in your mind on a daily basis, and you could feel caught in a very clingy web that won't unglue from you, frustration's likely but with a lot of potential to take charge and reverse past modes of opertaing. If there's a dynamic that was distraught with your father from the past (either his presence or his absence), youll likely face this as well, this will be the key in part to unraveling a new you, take it day by day because it could get rough, it's either your father, a strong father figure from your childhood, or your personal need to take charge that could have ended up being thwarted. Reclaim that assertive side without going overboard and you'll be OK.

edit: I just saw the bit you posted about moving ~ it's likely that will spur you to think of your past home from childhood and will bring up things that are unexpected. Thatll prob be a big catalyst. Are you going to be on your own for the first time, minus family?

posted February 10, 2010 03:53 PM         

I don't know why, but I have been feeling really lost about what i want to do with my life. I used to know, but it seems so many things are happening emotionally that i cant focus on the future instead of the past.

i hope pluto changes things for the better and helps me focus on the career i want to have, instead of romantic relationships.