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mys-elf13
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From: deerfield
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posted February 24, 2010 07:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for mys-elf13     Edit/Delete Message
Here is my original post so you know what is up....
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/203421.html;

You said I should post my chart. It took me several days and the help of some fellow LLers to figure out what the heck I was doing but thar she is....

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posted February 24, 2010 11:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lonake     Edit/Delete Message
All right, so what is your exact question, regarding your chart? I know it's regarding Neptune, but what exactly?

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posted February 26, 2010 08:18 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mys-elf13     Edit/Delete Message
I know the second house is not only regarding financial worth but self-worth. My second house is obviously Scorpio with Neptune sitting there.

It is a transformation time for me. I am really confronting some things in my life regarding my self worth. Is there anything you can see that I should work with, be aware of from within this house that I can work with?

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posted February 27, 2010 01:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lonake     Edit/Delete Message
OK mys-elf13,
by the seat of my pants, here I go, let me know if this makes sense to you,

You've had transiting Neptune in Aquarius squaring your own Neptune, and making the chart into a fixed grand cross. So it's been a strange past few years very murky waters. Your natal Neptune adverse aspects have come to the fore very strongly and you may have felt overwhelmed and unable to get a hold of the water so-to-speak rushing over you.

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I am really confronting some things in my life regarding my self worth

This is a good approach, however, when dealing with as much Neptune as you have (both natally and by transit) it's best to take the change in small doses. Go bit by bit and with each step make sure you have a firm footing before going on to the next. In h2 it is about self worth and also personal finances. It's possible to succeed both monetarily and self-esteem wise in Neptune ruled industries, just pick ones that are healthy and be very mindful of every step involved. A good thing to do right now would be to plan any changes that youre going to make very thoroughly and double check everything for errors.

Regarding making money and that connected to your self worth: in Pisces/Neptune theory money is not what its all about, but it does facilitate dreams to become real, other than that Neptune energy doesn't give much of a passing thought to it. Neptune will give away their last $20 knowing that money runs in cycles and that their generosity will return to them. And it does. You'd do well with cultivating this attitude toward finances. Money is not a horrible thing and you deserve to have some for yourself to facilitate your Neptunian creative drives, and to give to others to help them. But you have to be mindful of what youre doing with what you earn, and keep track and records of your net worth, etc. It seems dull and blah but youll thank yourself later since this is the kind of thing you could possibly lose track of, however taurus moon h8 is a good resourceful natural talent, it is more about other people than you, more on other people later..

Neptune is very much connected to your identity Sun and Moon so I can see how essential aspects of your nature have seemed out of grasp difficult to get a hold on. Youve probably had a marked dependence on others emotionally as youre very fragile in way that belies your innate tenacity. You may have felt at odds, a part of you wanting to trade in some stronger sense of self just for the security that others could bring. That's a hard way to gain any sense of self worth. What I see is that you have that great fixed energy that you could use to bolster your sense of self, but it's been mired down in Neptunian goop for umpteen yrs, and this transiting Neptune Aquarius is causing you to re-examine the way youve traded your worth in actions that have been ultimately detrimental, but thats ok. Youre seeing what you need to see, a hard look at how youve sold yourself short. Now you have perspective to know what needs fixing. A basic re-orientation to your strong fixed creative Sun and resourceful practical Taurus Moon is definitely in order. All your big 3 are in very creative signs too, LEO TAURUS LIBRA in addition to the heavy NEPTUNE influence. Mars in Leo H10 is great for that as well as chart ruler VENUS conjunct JUPITER.

Neptune's actually just entered your H5, so this is very good for creativity ventures that youd like to try if youre considering a change, or a break from what youre used to. Later on it will go into Pisces but still in your h5 and opposed your natal Mercury then Venus, giving your natal Neptune/Moon/Sun a needed break. Youll probably want that imaginary made real great love affair. You can go for it of course, but you may look back and see that you weren't really viewing them as they are you were more after the big dream. That's fine, just take whatever creative inspiration you got from that involvement, run with it, and pour it into some practical ventures that will get some money rolling in.

Sun's house is always a good area to focus on when you want to get back some worth and shine once more. It's in 10 technically it looks like but just this side of H11. H11 and sun Leo are opposing astrological themes, but theyre not as different as youd think. Sun Leo wants to give to have that audience and shine, in H10 it wants even more recognition for its efforts, but karmically youre pretty much at the end of that ride and have been looking at all the ways that you can creatively shine within a group setting. So this would be a dynamic creative group, in Leo. It's also a group that can be very critical of its creations (all that Virgo in H11). So there's initial enthusiasm drive and then it's stopped and analyzed and picked apart to where youre not sure if its even any good anymore. Trust your Taurus Moon in H8 to weed out the BS, it's in trines to that Virgo energy. All you have to do is to slap the Neptunian gunk off of that Moon and let it do its work.

Did you know that yods are very dynamic creative aspects too? You have a yod there in your chart, it's:
Neptune scorpio h2 inconjunct
Saturn Aries h7 inconjunct
Uranus Virgo h12 sextile
Neptune Scorpio, etc. it's a big pie slice. Kind of like a grand trine, they're both triangles, but grand trines are ease of energies that could easily get out of control, yods are very focused creative energies that when mastered provide even more positive dynamics in the natal than a boring old grand trine ever could.
The easy energy here is Uranus Virgo sextile Neptune Scorpio, your generation takes deep undercurrents from Neptune's energy, deep dynamics inherent in the way people relate, analyzes them purifies the ideas to perfect form, and lets those energies out for others to see, to show people what is really happening. The sextile's inconjunct to saturn is a dynamic one where the aries energy compels you to break from the introversion of virgo/scorpio and take your efforts out to others to share (h7). It challenges you to be assertive and to break free of unconscious patterns (uranus h12) and self beliefs (neptune h2). This in essence reiterates some of the above as well related to Neptune and your personal planets. North Node is in Aries too. How much more plain could it be. It's not encountering too much opposition, only a loose one from the asc. MARS in leo h10 emphasized again as its ruler of that apex of the yod as well as NN. Your life looks like hard won sense of self, resulting in a strong energetic dynamic force that once utilized can be very creative but it has to be brave enough to pull the blanket off from its eyes to be able to take that step to see whats there. And with the transformations youre making like you said it looks like if you stay mindful youll just be getting to the good stuff of your life.

Any questions/comments/corrections let me know.

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mys-elf13
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posted February 27, 2010 03:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mys-elf13     Edit/Delete Message
Lonake- thank you for all your time and effort.
You wrote
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this transiting Neptune Aquarius is causing you to re-examine the way youve traded your worth in actions that have been ultimately detrimental, but thats ok. Youre seeing what you need to see, a hard look at how youve sold yourself short
. That is so where I am at right now. I have this fear that is gnawing at me about how I must be a "bad" person for the why's of what has happened in my life. That is a crock of S--t that is outdated and outmoded for me.

I know I am not a "bad" woman. I have many positive, beautiful attributes. It is getting the myself "out of my head"/my ego and knowing these personal truths within my entire being. Knowing, not feeling, believing, thinking that no matter what situation I am in it is for the greater good of all.

The Yod is a new fact of astrology that is new to me. WOW does mine have loads of truth within it. I get that whole picture along with my North node residing in Aries. Obviously this arena has taken some painstaking work and it has been the hardest areas of my life to contend with. But the more I work to move beyond these things, I have a greater sense of Wholeness.

I sat it again it is time to understand these energies so I can integrate them into my life positively. I must continue on down the road...

I am beginning to work with Caroline Myss's Sacred Contracts which works with archetypes. It provides info in the way that our astrological birth chart does. One more tool to guide me along. Check it out sometime.

Thank you again. You are wonderful for interpreting my chart. I got much more insight from you than I have by trying deciphering it myself. Many blessings

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posted February 27, 2010 11:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lonake     Edit/Delete Message
You're welcome

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