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Topic: pluto square pluto...only 6 weeks into it and...wow!
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taurusvirgoleolady1974
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From: a previous life
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 06, 2010 10:47 AM
 
pluto square pluto is no joke. hes here and squaring! since mid january, i have been in a certain place. i really feel pluto, and now i can relate to the description. i went through mourning my dad, who died last april. that was a very deep mourning, thanks to pluto exact. so i have been making peace with that, then...
I have two best friends whom i have been friends with since we were little. they are both like my sisters. one is way more dramatic, sarcastic, and loud than the other. the other is her own type of angel, very graceful, even during troubled times. i love them both. of course, we have shared alot through the years. anyway, the graceful one is basically on her deathbed. she may survive, but only god knows. she has been very sick before and i almost lost my mind (pisces taking on her illness; very dangerous) im trying to stay strong, but its hard. i have to face the fact she may not be here, and its unfathomable.
The other one, truthfully people have told me throughout the years that shes not mentally stable, maybe even bipolar. she has moved over 30 times since 2000. not to mention jobs. wow thats another story. i feel bad for her children (my godchildren) anyway, shes going through, as usual, and doesnot have a car right now. long story short,we were on the phone last night and she hung up in my face. then she texted me and said lose her number. i went to her job bc i was ****** and she said i had put the phoen down, and was talking about her. ???? come again??? i think she hears voices or something. i told her dont contact me again. she said ok. like it was nothing. i mean, our kids grew up together.this is not the first time we have had it out, but i cant do it anymore. shes not respecting our relationship. Then she texts me and says "lets not make this messy" maybe she is crazy, after all. pluto will take away what you dont need is a true statement. so im saying "go ahead pluto. you know what i need to keep, and what i need to get rid of better than i do"
so anyway, this is what im dealing with. i knew pluto would clean the slate, but wow. already. i feel sad because i dont have any girlfriends. and im sad because my friend is very sick. shes too young for this.
also, i have had a very strong urge to move away after my oldest daughter graduates next year. and i am a person who does not desire change. im so excited for the future. i am craving a clean slate, actually. especially if something happens to my friend, i cant stay here.
heres my chart
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Libran lady
Knowflake Posts: 11
From: London, UK
Registered: Feb 2010
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posted March 06, 2010 02:34 PM
HIIm sorry your'e having such a rough time. I cant read charts very well but Im 39 and DO remember my pluto sq pluto transit with not much fondness! My sister is slap bang in the middle of hers now and it has saw the end of her 10 yr r/ship to the father of her 3 kids after he cheated, house up for sale, career upheaval etc etc.. The only thing I CAN say is remember he only takes away what you no longer need. This would not seem to apply to the loss of your dear ill friend tho, cos of course you still need her, but even so, its useless to fight this one. Mine saw the end of a very dear r/hip to me, I knew it was coming and fought tooth and nail at first but try to surrender where you can to make it hurt less. You come out of this one feeling invinsible, stronger than you have ever been, I am not afraid of anything anymore (apart from something happening to my kids. I have Mars/Pluto conj natally, almost exact so it hit on my mars too and boy was it rough! Hang in there and keep your faith! I hope you find some peace soon x IP: Logged |
Diana
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Registered: May 2009
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posted March 06, 2010 04:08 PM
ugh...my favorite transit. I am so glad it's done. This is the the transit that made me really believe in astrology, because I found out about it towards the end of it, and it all fit.
Anyway, back to you. It's exact right now, so this is the hardest time. Things will get better as it moves away, but pluto usually will rx back over it at least once. I think it did it 3x for me. *rolls eyes*
You also have t.Plu square mars right now, exact, I think, and t.Pl square saturn too.
I've found that pluto orbs are wide. You feel them longer than 5 -- more like 7* but it lessens after 5*.
I hope your friend gets better. I'm so sorry. Your P.AC and P. MC are going to change soon too.
PS -- You are much more than 6 weeks into it. Did you get that timeframe from astro? They are wrong, imo. It starts at 5* applying and ends at 5* separating. Things were building up until it became exact.
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AcousticGod
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From: acousticgod@sbcglobal.net
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 06, 2010 04:15 PM
I have the square going on right now, too.Nothing major to report yet. Oh, and transitting Pluto is also conjunct my Sun at 5 degrees Capricorn. IP: Logged |
taurusvirgoleolady1974
Knowflake Posts: 220
From: a previous life
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 06, 2010 09:57 PM
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Your P.AC and P. MC are going to change soon too.
when is this going to happen and how is it going to effect me? im desparately looking for change in career and home. i want to move and get out of the career im in very badly. whats the time frame?
i knew in the back of my mind he might take my troubled friend away. i am not strong enough to do it myself. IP: Logged |
evanski
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Registered: Nov 2009
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posted March 06, 2010 10:28 PM
Pluto square Pluto here too (I'm 13 days older than you).Sorry you're having such a difficult time. So far for me it's mainly been inner turmoil, but having it until the end of August and then thanks to R/G again from October I guess there's time for more 
If it could just move a bit faster! I have 5 square transits happening now and another two on the way so I posted asking if anyone could tell me what to expect from them and iQ responded ... Pluto square Pluto
Ouch. Transform or suffer is the theme here.
Keep an open mind, do not belittle esoteric knowledge, volunteer for social causes and try to double charitable work. Avoid any investment with the slightest speculation risk. Good luck with everything 
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MyVirgoMask
Knowflake Posts: 1777
From: Bay Area, CA
Registered: May 2009
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posted March 07, 2010 02:53 AM
It's hell yeah. But I've also met the person I love during this transit. Love it, hate it. Not much inbetween. Everything is in a state of change continues to be. Death and rebirth are a huge themes and continue to be. You can't hold on to your safe patterns during this time. You're meant to be stripped bare. IP: Logged |
MyVirgoMask
Knowflake Posts: 1777
From: Bay Area, CA
Registered: May 2009
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posted March 07, 2010 03:54 AM
frak. double post.IP: Logged |
taurusvirgoleolady1974
Knowflake Posts: 220
From: a previous life
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted March 08, 2010 07:36 AM
I wanted to bump this up bc i still had a question about my progressions stated by diana.
Im wondering if it has to do with me wanting to move when my daughter graduates next year. I dont think i have been so excited in my life for this change. Its keeping me motivated.
About my friend with the issues, a good nights rest helps! Screw her, im good! LOL! God doesnt want me around that psycho. My other friend shes doing a bit better. May God heal her and comfort her. IP: Logged | |
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