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Diana
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posted March 14, 2010 10:32 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diana     Edit/Delete Message
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my Natal Mars is squaring Transiting Venus and transiting Saturn and its also opposing the Transiting Pluto.
The way you phrased this makes it hard to understand. Do you have t.sat square n.mars and t. pluto opposite n.mars? If so, those transits are possible danger transits and can signify what you described happened to you. I don't know if I understand your transits correctly, though.

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posted March 15, 2010 04:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for popcorn     Edit/Delete Message
Much happend just now... I was on a date in the whole weekend. I just bought one new flat and now I in to sell my old flat ... The events go so quick so I've lose the hang of things....

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posted March 15, 2010 04:39 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for The Duke     Edit/Delete Message
has it? i hadn't noticed.. i've been blessed. i have mars rx natally so when mars goes rx im actually immune. i have been experiencing the conjunction to my moon and venus though.. at 0 degrees leo.. moon things have been called to my attention.. the new moon that's happening today as well.. im very sensitive to the moon right now. moon related things as well.. parental things that i would much rather not talk about. nothing bad, just actions and reactions that i've become aware of now.. its moving through my fourth house right now and opposing my mc.. i dont find im having a hard time with it at all.

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posted March 15, 2010 10:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
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posted March 15, 2010 10:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you teasel, but things are looking in our favour on this one

Diana, sorry for the awful explanation but yep, that's what I meant..funnily enough it took me forever to write (which probably explains how hard it is to understand) because my violent, mentally ill ex added a close friend on facebook and started commenting on everything i had put up on her profile and it was a fight that went from 9.30pm to 3.30am.

I won't go into details but yeah, a month ago he deluded himself into thinking that we're "falling in love" again then just started this attack when he realised that wasn't that case.
He has a filthy, VILE mouth and uses the most degrading, explicit language to go on about how much of a w**re i am, things that are obviously not true.
It ended with him threatening to get his gangster friends on me and how he put up an x-rated vid of me on the net and that it already had over 100,000 views and that there was no point trying to charge him cos he's close with certain corrupt cops, so he's protected while my life is in danger.

I felt violently SICK and disempowered.

That's probably why my previous post was so hard to understand, i was going back and forth..it took me hours to finish

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Diana
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posted March 15, 2010 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diana     Edit/Delete Message
I still think you should go to the police.

I'm sorry this happened to you.

It fits the pluto/mars transit perfectly. Him saying he knows corrupt cops fits sat/pluto.


He sounds just like someone I knew.

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posted March 15, 2010 12:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you, Diana. I really appreciate your kind words, as well as everybody else's. Don't worry, action will be taken and this IS going to the Sexual offenders unit. I'm just having a vulnerable moment after having 3 different situations of violence disrupt my life 3 days in a row and I feel like i need to share it because i feel comfortable to speak here

He's got Mars in Scorpio, bday on the cusp of Aries/Pisces. I always used to tease him (for fun) and call him "astrologically schizophrenic" and that he had a hollow head with fog and steam clouding his rational thought.
This was many years ago when I became interested in more than just Sun signs cos I couldn't understand how an Aries and Cancer could stay together for 2 and a half years.

Here's his natal chart, I'd put up a synastry but I know all about our relationship on a soul level and put it behind me as a relationship necessary to go through on my journey. Sounds lame, i know.

There'd be many violent, stressful aspects that are about power and control, abusive towards women, the misogyny will most likely be in his chart too..I'm not into asteroids much but i've read a bit on here and am pretty sure we'd have those dangerous ones like Nessus (and Osiris too i believe along with other) aspecting each other. But i haven't checked it simply cos asteroids aren't what i'm good at lol

I dont normally post up my own personal charts just because I feel bad and self centered asking people for their time to have a peep, but I think he'd be an interesting case subject.

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posted March 15, 2010 12:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diana     Edit/Delete Message
He has so many critical degrees that I don't even know where to start. I'll do that later.


Has he been in trouble with the law before? He has that stellium in the 9th, so it suggests he may have been.

He has t.mars about to square his n.sat in the 9th which can indicate trouble with the law. T.Plu sq n. plu, t.plu square sun (same), t.plu conjunct nep and jupiter. Jupiter can be law.


He had a few eclipses to his jup. both conjuct and opposite. This could be good or bad for him.


His transits definitely show possible involvement in a criminal process, but how it turns out is hard to say. I'd have to see your chart too, and even then, I am not God so I can't say for sure how it will turn out, just possibilities. His progressed and SA, SR would need to support it as well. Natal isn't enough.


ETA: I'm curious, was it you I warned of danger due to your pluto transits back in the summer or was that someone else. It just hit me that it may have been you.

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posted March 15, 2010 12:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Yeah, he's from a rough area and despite being an only child with good parents, his life has been marked by violence, crime, lack of opportunity etc.

When he was around 6, he stole his parent's rent money and hid it at the bottom of his toybox underneath all his toys. This says to me that he thinks like a criminal.

At 9 he went to visit a neighbour and nobody was home so he went round the back and saw that they're pet cat had kittens. So he picked them up one by one and threw them as far as he could over the backfence (this brings tears to my eyes, i love all animals especially my cat. Everybody knows if you hurt animals as a kid, that's signs of a psycho/sociopath)

When he was 11, the daughter of his parent's friends would molest him when they would visit. The girl was somewhere between 13-15.

In high school he was in constantly in fights, at 15 he was running around with the Triads and was asked to sign a contract and when he refused they followed him for months, sending pictures they had taken of him while he was walking to school etc. The main member sexually molested him and he just went into self destruction mode. Already was into the weed hard, drinking, causing his mother grief, sleeping around, not coming home.
Got expelled from school and cleaned up a bit but 18 he got into the rave scene and into hardcore drug taking (that when we met, he was 19, i was 18 and was into partying with drugs..it was just a phase for me) and cos we were taking drugs all the time and were always either off our faces or coming down, smoking bongs..the fights we'd have would just escalate to violence.

We got clean to go to Hong Kong and a few hours before we had to leave the hotel to get on the plane to come home, we were fighting and throwing our stuff around everywhere so he squeezed my wrists, held me down on the bed and put his face nxt to mine, hocking up a loogy from the back of his throat to spit point blank in my face. I personally HATE spitting as that's the lowest thing you can do to a person, I'd rather get punched in the face so i punched him with the heel of my palm in the nose, making it bleed. He bled all over the room calling me a c*nt repeatedly then marched over and punched me square in the jaw. It was swollen for 2 weeks, chipped a wisdom tooth and my jaw is a little off centre thank to that.

During our fight yesterday, he was teasing me with that, saying he should have put me in hospital 100s of times when we were together.

2.5 years later, i escaped. I went back to uni and he'd tell me that all of a sudden i was up myself and thought i was better than him, etc etc etc. Use the break up/make up technique to the extreme. I was diagnosed with depression myself but i still managed to get away and haven't relapsed since

The only thing that broke us up for good was me becoming a stripper in one of the periods we were broken up. That was my only escape. That was 4 yrs ago. He still loves to call me a s**t, Wh*re, nothing but a sex subject, a hole and piece of meat etc etc.
I refuse contact but something he calls me on a private number and the cycle starts again. This time its just gone too far.

I thought it was the drugs, but he quit them years ago and he's still not emotionally, mentally or socially stable.

This is my natal chart:

And our Synastry:

Sorry it seems so long, i just like to space out my paragraphs to make it easier to read.

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posted March 15, 2010 01:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Funny about that "trouble with the law" transit, cos he's copping a restraining order.

No, it wasn't me. I rarely ask for advice, i just comment and add my 2c if I think its valuable and can contribute to what the person has posted.

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posted March 15, 2010 01:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diana     Edit/Delete Message
He got a RO on you? If so, print out everything he wrote to you and have him arrested for violating it.


I am in a hurry, but I will come back and go into your chart.

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posted March 15, 2010 01:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
...my comp is imcompetant!! Stop double posting!!

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Diablo
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posted March 15, 2010 01:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Nah, he's got nothing on me because I dont contact him. At all. And I haven't put one on him in the 6 years i have known him because he's mentally ill, i know he can barely leave the house. Its like,
"yeah yeah its just S**f ranting and raving..ignore ignore ignore" and then he'll leave me alone for however many months before the impulse comes over him to call me after all that time.

These 3 seperate issues are things i have walked away from and ignored, moving on as that's always been my coping mechanism. But i think due to Mars & Pluto facing off, Pluto is saying,
"umm..not so easy..time to take action cos your too passive and transform this and your gonna hate every second of it, but it needs to be done, darl"

Lol thats cool, I'm just about to crash out, its 4.30am here and i think i badly need it. All my water has been drained, though a shower helped somewhat.

And please come back to it ONLY when you have time. I'm already feeling that combined guilt-appreciation feeling.

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posted March 15, 2010 01:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for meta_4     Edit/Delete Message
Mars retro made me LAZYYYY! It was Rxing through my 9th house-- guess how much homework little Miss Meta was doing? Null! Soooo glad it's direct again. I feel re-energized and capable of working!

19* Leo is the degree of my MC.. i wonder if that means that i was close to an opportunity but stinkin' ol' Mars made me miss it..!

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posted March 15, 2010 01:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Yo Meta..I haven't done homework for 3yrs. Lucky uni started as Mars stopped being Rx. Today I get the news that I most likely passed a subject that I thought i failed last year (my last year of Behavioural Statistics..u have no idea how HAPPY i am about that) and the other subject, I dont have to come to school, just email the work in.

5 yrs on this degree and this is the best news I have received after failing my 3rd yr 4x. Knowing that I can graduate and apply for my 4th year has made me so happy so I understand the feeling, I was full of it today at the uni library

I honestly wish you the best in your studies and get some kicka$s marks cos the feeling of accomplishment and achievement is unlike any other

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posted March 16, 2010 12:11 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for popcorn     Edit/Delete Message
I think it's so intresting to see now how the universe work in my life. I like now when mars has stopped. Transit mars conj my PR mars. Transit saturn sext my pr mars. I bought a new flat and now sell my old one. That is much work and not works out so well all the time but everything being better in the end. Better loan and so on.

I also suddenly dating a english man living in norway. We will meet each other next weekend also. I'm not in love in him yet but it takes time to know people.
Maybe it's Solar Arc amor/wertex conj my N DC/Angel

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posted March 16, 2010 12:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Glaucus     Edit/Delete Message
the day that Mars stationed direct,

I got a massage on that day, but I get one monthly. Therefore,no big deal.

I walked over to the new Metaphysical shop that opened in my area. I told the owners about my meetup group and my plans on starting a nonprofit organization. They liked that I was doing that. They let me dropped some cards. I met a woman who is metaphysical reader/teacher that is on my facebook for the first time,and I talked to her for awhile. I decided to stay at the shop for a class. I talked to the owners about my being into Astrology,and I asked about doing free readings there that including experimenting with new Astrological system. I told them that I have been into Astrology for over 11 years,and I felt that it was about time for me to put myself out there.


Last Saturday, I was speaker at Autistic Spectrum and Special Needs Mini-Conference,and I did very well on it. I got compliments. I treated 2 of the people at the conference who are also my fellow members of my meetup group for Chinese buffet. One was Dave who was the presenter of the mini-conference. He was already offered to be secretary and a director in the organization. The other was Karen. I offered her to be my treasurer and a director in the organization, and she accepted. Now I have 3 officers that are also directors.

Last Sunday, I applied for the nonprofit to be corporated. Yesterday, I completed my pages for my website. Dave and I are going to meet today to discuss how to create the nonprofit organization website. Warren Fried,President of Dyspraxia USA wants to talk to me on the phone to discuss about my nonprofit organization and his knowledge of running one this week. He and I had agreed to join forces advocating for Neurodiversity and Dyspraxia. We'll see how that goes.
DANDA (Developmental Adult Neurodiversity Association) also gave me permission to use one of their pages, but I decided to make separate pages for the neurodivergent conditions. I am going to include the link to their organization on my Neurodivergence,Neurodiversity page. I am looking forward to Developmental Neurodiversity Association working with DANDA.

Tomorrow,I start a 6 week (2 days per week) online class on starting a nonprofit.

yeah..this fits with transiting Mars going direct in my 11th trining my Neptune in Sagittarius in 3rd and sextiling my Pluto in Libra in 1st. Also transiting retrograde Saturn is conjuncting my Pluto in 1st and sextiling my Neptune in 3rd.


Transiting Jupiter has just entered my 7th house yesterday.


No romantic interests yet. My 7th house is packed with transiting Sun,Moon,Mercury,Jupiter,and Uranus. I guess it's just about forming new partnerships which are very important in advocacy.

my current Lunar Return period has Sun,Mercury,Jupiter,and Uranus in 7th with Natal Ascendant conjunct Lunar Return Ascendant. Mars in 11th in Lunar Return so reinforces my transiting Mars in my natal 11th house.

It's definitely going to be an important month. I have already done significant things already during this period. I am going to do more with the healing arts festival coming up on March 28th.


Raymond

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"Nothing matters absolutely;
the truth is it only matters relatively"

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posted March 16, 2010 12:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cardinal Arbiter     Edit/Delete Message
I've been demotivated, depressed, and lonely since Friday.

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posted March 16, 2010 11:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diana     Edit/Delete Message
Well, t. plu has been opp your natal sun from the 9th house. 9th house can rule legal issues and 3rd is communication.

You had a few eclipses hitting your 10th and 4th houses. 10th represents authority figures (saturn type people and things) and 4th house issues ( emotions, women things, home).


When t.mars gets back to 19* leo on May 10th-ish, it will make a cardinal cross with your t-square. Something will transpire then.


Right now, you have a cluster of planets in your 12th house of hidden enemies and "weirdness." Jupiter is there, I think, depending on the degree of t. jup and your 12th cusp, so that is protective. t. uranus is there and that can cause weird and erratic behavior from enemies.

t. nep is in your 11th house of groups and friends. That can make friends become unreliable. It can also denote you becoming a martyr type for your friends or vice versa.


So both of you have major disruptive transits going on which show power struggles and possible legal problems -- mostly the pluto stuff -- that's almost always intense power struggles and you both have pluto transits now and will for some time.


If you haven't already done so, you should block him on FB.


I don't understand what you meant when you said he was "copping" a restraining order. I thought it meant he had one against you. If not, what does it mean?

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posted March 17, 2010 10:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Diablo     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you Diana, that was some interesting insight that i would have never been able to figure out myself. I'll reply to your interpretation a bit better when i got a minute to sit

"Copping it" is an Australian expression, like when someone's gonna get something coming their way, they're gonna "cop it" like they're gonna "get it".
Its common for parents to say to their kids, "if you dont blah blah blah, your gonna cop it...just warning you.." or used as a serious threat, usually between ppl like my above mentioned ex.."Keep going mate cos your gonna cop it hard" or "I swear to GOD your gonna cop it".

It can also be used thing to say when justice has been served. Like, when you see someone finally getting the karma they deserve, you say, "yeah, cop that" (translation: You got what you deserved)with a satisfied smirk on your face.

Australians have a very relaxed and open way of talking that probably sounds quite informal, to an foreigner 2 friends joking around sounds like they're insulting each other to the max.
So if you think an Aussie is offending you with their crude and rude language, they're probably trying to tell you that your their friend LOL.

Ps. NO WAY could he get a restraining order on me..not in this country. The way it works here (its prob the same everywhere), you gotta make an appt with the local courts, go see someone, state why you want a restraining order (we call them Intervention Orders) and apply for one..then you set a court date to instate it and the police turn up to your house with the RO and summons to court and thats where the court decide based on the evidence whether it should be happening or not.

So in a court of law, he doesn't have a leg to stand on.

As well as that, I'm contacting the SOCA (Sexual offenders child abuse unit) and make a statement, they send you to counselling, get a detective to investigate so that'll mean they'll get a warrant to search his house, take anything with my naked image on it and go through his computer with a fine toothed comb to see if he did post up a pornographic vid. There's laws that protect against that in Australia so not only will he get (cop haha) a criminal charge but its also a civil matter as its a breach of my privacy and defamation of character.

He had me scared and afraid of myself and the outside world but since then, i have inner strength and integrity and nobody can do me wrong without me doing the right thing about it so they can get their justice. (Libra moon and Aquarius jupiter. I'm VERY MUCH about what is FAIR and what is JUST and what is EQUAL)

Not only do i have to organise one against him, but one against the girl that attacked me and my sister for myself and my sister.

Like I said, these Pluto transits are telling me i have to deal with these situations i walked away from and moved on from. They've come back to bite me in the as$ cos I didn't do anything about it cos it was too hard at the time.

Something is telling me I need to charge this 15yr girl's grandfather with sexual assault, the police lady told me that I could still do it and i should. I just didn't want to be in court, tearing a family apart and having my name dragged through mud.

Not again. I went though it once when i was 15 and coming out of that without going to lock up for 8yrs was a miracle, but it changed my life the only way Pluto could.

With devastating consequences.

The last 9yrs has been about healing from that one incident and all the choices and decisions made since then have been about growing into a well adjusted, functioning adult. I bet i had a major eclipse occur in March 2001. Definitely. For sure.

But yeah, last year all i did was change my job and moved forward with no action because courts and legal issues brings back trauma from nearly a decade ago.
After i left, he got to go to Malta for 3 months. I can't believe he got a holiday straight afterwards.

3 seperate legal issues. And another 1 that isn't mine but i have to, cos it's my little sister. She's the same age i was and i will NOT have her go through my experiences. Thats why i went through mine, for her to benefit from what i have learned from these mistakes.

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