posted March 14, 2010 01:47 AM         

I don't have any relationship at all with my blood siblings and they have absolutely nothing to do with me. They have always hated me since I was a child and no I am not exaggerating. I was physically battered by my brother growing up.

I have spent the past few years estranged from my family and I am back in touch with my mother who has got me to promise that I have nothing to do with them - no contact with my siblings whatsoever. This was a few months ago. Being that natally I have a capricorn mars I want to be formal about things and have arrangements wirtten in stone.

So I have promised to my mom that I would do this for her. However the uncertainty of it all leaves me unsettled and I want a legally binding no contact agreement signed between the other 2 and myself. Waiving all their sibling rights. It is to help me with getting some closure.

With transiting Mars there is may just start a war - from what I was reading about transits. My thoughts etc with dealing with matters seem to be more black and white now instead of being in the grey about things. I'm not sure if mars energy is black and white - I know it can be decisiveness with Aries energy.

I'm really not sure if it is the transiting mars energies at work here...it just the changes in my thinking wanting things to be more black and white - cut and dried for me. Or could it be T Mars Squaring my Natal Merc in Taurus.....

insights?

Cynn

Thanx a head of time