posted April 30, 2010 05:56 PM         

I am normally an optimistic kind of person but lately things have been getting me down, infact when I think about it the last decade has been hard!

The things that have been getting me down have been a mixture of not having any moral support from family or friends, being in meaningless relationships and not having any real focus or clarity in ambitions. Theres has always been a sense of unfulfillment in every aspect of my life.

Sometimes I feel myself to be slipping more and more into pessimism which is not me.

Is there any hope? Will good times ever come?! Seriously it's getting unbearable now.

Sorry if I sound depressed but i'd appreciate it if anyone can shed some light on why I've been like this for so long now.

Thanks, from a daydreaming Pisces xx

My DOB is 22nd February 1976, born at 7.55AM, Nottingham,UK
My ascendent is Pisces.

posted May 01, 2010 12:13 PM         

once transiting Jupiter makes it to your 1st house your bound to feel better than now ..
it's about 3 degrees off your Asc .. but still in your 12th house ..
be later on this year it will finally cross your Asc into your 1st house ..

be one transit that's new to you ..
i.e. you've not experienced .. so your very unlikely to know what it feels like ..
and that's transiting Neptune conjunct your Sun and square to your natal Moon ..
( t.neptune is within 4 degrees of the conjunction at the moment )
that's probably the uncomfortable depressed like feeling in the background ..

on the next level .. transiting Uranus and transiting Saturn are on your Asc/Dsc axis line ..
t.Saturn is conjunct your Vertex .. and your natal Vertex aspects your natal Moon ..

and transiting Chiron is close to a conjunction with natal Sun ..
so therefore close to a square with natal Moon ..

t.Chiron CAN feel very depressing .. depending ..
tNeptune .. if you're not used to it .. can feel just as bad ..

the Chiron and Neptune feeling ( i.e. the transiting aspect to your Sun and Moon )
will weaken as the year goes by .. but come december it will start to build again ..
that chiron-neptune transit to sun-moon looks to be ongoing for quite some time ..

posted May 01, 2010 02:47 PM         

So it will get better for a while and then back to feeling low I guess..oh man!

On the plus side I was feeling fairly happy today but I think that had something todo with talking to a handsome stranger!