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posted July 06, 2010 10:11 PM         

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The closer and closer this eclipse gets the more depressed I am. It's getting to the point where I'm getting suidical thoughts. Seriously just wanting to give up. This is very unlike me. The July 11th eclipse will be in my 8th house.... :\ Not saying it's gonna happen but it got me thinking.... could that at all indicate suicide?

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posted July 06, 2010 10:29 PM         

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Will the eclipse conjunct or square any significant planets or points in your chart? It doesn't have to be the eclipse, it could be real transits that are occurring in your chart or think about dealing with the issues that are coming up. They are coming up for a reason and there is a solution. Share what you're depressed about.

When you're thinking about suicide, you're really just wanting to escape some severe pain. What is causing you pain and how can you ease it, maybe people here can offer some solutions or help you to some resources that will help.

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posted July 06, 2010 10:33 PM         

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I just found that my the sun is currently conjunct my chiron.....could that be part of it?

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posted July 06, 2010 10:34 PM         

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Oh gosh neptune is conjunct my sun, that can't help.

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posted July 07, 2010 12:45 AM         

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Yes, transiting Neptune conjunct Sun can equal quite a bit of confusion, suppression, ego wipe-out, shame and a drained energy feeling. Depending on what's going on in your life, it can feel quite depressing. But you have got to understand that it's not forever. It's just a phase and there are lessons to be learned from being in this confused state. Just please understand, it's not forever.

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posted July 07, 2010 12:47 AM         

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Yes, transiting Neptune conjunct Sun can equal quite a bit of confusion, suppression, ego wipe-out, shame and a drained energy feeling

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Sounds like my normal life

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posted July 07, 2010 02:05 AM         

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So how long does this transit last? Neptune....O_O

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posted July 07, 2010 02:09 AM         

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wow since 98? Don't remember how I felt before then....
The conjunction is at 0'01 now, that why I'm feeling it so strongly? But that's such a long transit, I haven't been feeling it that long.

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posted July 07, 2010 02:24 AM         

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You can't just look at 1 measurement at a time, you have to see how the WHOLE chart is reacting.

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posted July 07, 2010 07:46 AM         

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posted July 07, 2010 08:36 AM         

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Post your natal chart Crazyaquarian

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