posted August 02, 2010 05:32 AM         

Coming to the exact Nessus conj Pandora in 22.2 Virgo. Nessus rules sexual abuse and breach of trust. Pandora in myth is the first woman, and her curiosity lets loose problems into the world, with hope remaining of course to tackle them.

Nessus conjunct Pandora indicates that

1. If you get too curious about dangerous matters, you might attract abusive people in life to thwart your progress.

2. You might have a nose for spotting the problems caused by abusive people, or a nose for spotting serial sex abusers.

3. Unlikely in many case but a possibility in your case due to the exact Scorpio New Moon birth:
You could have received Astral sexual programming, to unconsciously lose energy.
This disrupts your own Kundalini Energy and your ability to use your own Psychic Energy or Prana/Chi for self healing.

My 2 cents on psychic protection, taken from many sources and from own experience: www.tamsoft.co.in/violet.html

You must investigate your ancestry, any German or Anglo Saxon blueblood ancestry allows certain ritual programming to be inherited genetically, further enhancing energy drainage. Something did not want you doing Tarot. If you must do Tarot, Angel Cards are safer. But Astrology is safest.

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posted August 03, 2010 12:49 AM         

I think most people in this forum can relate to Indigo and Starseede stuff as well as being an empath. I know that I do with just the Moon in Pisces square Neptune (Both Moon in Pisces and Moon-Neptune are known to be empath/psychic sponges). I am not very different from many people on this forum. I doubt that you are too.

Your strong outerplanet and transneptunian influences can seem to indicate relating to the Indigo/Starseed, psychic/empath stuff.

I am also very skeptical of German,Anglo Saxon stuff. From the various nationalities that I have in me, and I am am very sure that I am descended from Germanic and Anglo Saxon people's myself. I don't buy into that DNA programming stuff.

Reptilian blood is highly debatable.

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posted August 03, 2010 04:41 AM         

A major clue is blood group. If your blood group is AB-, you have inherited a strong DNA component of the "Royal Bloodlines".
Any negative blood group has above average reptilian DNA. Such people have far better results with occult practice as well.

Hollywood will regularly release secret truths as part of paying their karmic debts.
In the "X Files" movie, the serial killer looks only for AB- group victims.
In "Skinwalkers", the most special bloodline is AB-, but Lycanthrope than reptilian. The Underworld and Twilight series extend these "myths" of Lycanthropes [werewolves] versus Vampires which is nothing but Mammalians versus Reptilians from eons and eons ago.

My friend CPN is a light warrior empath, and she has fought many tough battles in life, with her Ascendant conjunct ALGOL creating many challenges. She too has been tackling this problem of picking up vibes and her advice in these matters is not bookish but from experience.

BTW, have your symptoms eased now?

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posted August 03, 2010 07:19 AM         

FrozenQueen

i identified very much with what you said about being around negative people.i know what that is so well and how that can be draining your energy out.

you did very well.most of the people might think "oh that´s a selfish act",but is quite the opposite dont you think?

its only when we´re feeling naturally happy and fulfilled that we can not only help ourselves,but help others.

if we continue to feed other+s negativity,feeling sorry for them,and feeding their "victimized mechanism of ego" then we arent really helping anyone,and we´re only doing bad to ourselves.

posted August 03, 2010 11:18 AM         

When you get around true friends, people who really believe in you, they won’t be jealous of your gifts. They won’t constantly question who you are. They won’t try to talk you out of your dreams. It will be just the opposite. They’ll help you polish your pearls, develop your pearls, enhance your pearls, and grow your pearls. In other words, they’ll give you ideas. They’ll connect you with people they know. They’ll help push you further along. If you stay around people who don’t value your gifts nor appreciate what you have to offer, that’s casting your pearls among swine.

Your inner circle, those who are closest to you, should be people who celebrate who you are; people who are happy when you succeed. They should be people who believe the very best in you. Remember, it’s not the quantity of friends that’s important, it’s the quality of friends.

and we DO have each other.

posted August 03, 2010 12:32 PM         

yup that´s exactly that.

CPN Edgar

very wise post indeed.

when saturn passed through my 11th,i lost almost all that i considered my friends.

today i have 3 close friends,and no more.

i miss those times when i was at college,i was always with people around,felt protected,that i had a place in there.

later,when college passed and it was time of get into the business world..most of them started to change.for various reasons,i never entered the business world,where we´re the interns and everyone else are like wolves trying to get you...

i think that moment is when you pass to the adult age,and unfortunately,many are that change their values,they start to doubt those Gifts they had,and start to want to "fit in"into society´s "demanding".so while they were at that process,i wasnt.and i think that it as then that i started to distance myself from them and them from me.

i passed trhgouh periods of shame,inferiority complexes cause i didt wanted to enter the circle they were in.

Today,after starting the process of knowing myself at a spiritual level,i understood that i was always where i shoudl be,to reach this state that i am now.

if you look from distance,you might think that im just a girl with no current job,and not yet forming a family,and im on my 27yr old.

posted August 03, 2010 01:44 PM         

thank you.