posted August 04, 2010 08:32 PM         

But truely, I would wilt, if I saw everything just as "matter".

And from my perspective stones ARE beautiful, and the sky is, and people are, animals, this whole world is a place of beauty (not the way some people treat others so).
I sometimes wonder why others can`t see it.

I mean, sure I am getting swamped with my own subjective problems, too. But then I get out, and I breathe in the fresh air, feel the wind, sometimes even put my hands into the earth, just to feel it, how alive the earth is, how strong, or I am smelling the fragrance of a rose or a tree, or looking up into the blue or grey sky, and if I do that, how could my heart not open up with joy and awe and a deep thankfulness that I am allowed to share in all this splendour?
It just fills me with awe sometimes.

Yes, this is my perception. But I wouldn`t want to exchange them for a more sober view to be honest.

posted August 04, 2010 08:45 PM         

to be honest i over generalize too much so it makes my logic hard to follow, i jump in and out.

for what its worth i value energy higher if i was ranking it, but one cant exist without the other so it wouldnt matter.

wonderful energy is well, wonderfull.

Getting "high" on life is sometimes not a joke

another thought, The stone really is matter, What i am saying is the beauty of the energy your mind is sensing comes from inside you already, the stone isnt needed but i agree its wonderfull to look at.

Ive been through a phase similiar to the one you are in, came out the other side.

**This is my view and its over generalized**

posted August 05, 2010 11:11 AM         

We are the ass that is kicked by our own foot.

Meaning its usually our own fault.