CrazyAquarian Knowflake Posts: 345 From: US Registered: Jan 2010
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posted August 10, 2010 09:44 PM
I know this must be connected with my Aqua sun, but I HATE feeling depended on. But for some reason not if it has to do with someone turning to me for emotional support or something of that nature. Being there for a friend (more Aqua) The littlest thing make it harder for me to breathe, like if someone casually asks me to do a simple little favor for them. If I know I don't feel like doing it at that moment, it freaks and stresses me out! I suddenly feel committed. Such simple things that most people wouldn't even think could bother someone. I need to have a constant feeling of freedom and being able to run WHENEVER I want. It's bad. i just want to get out of the whole thing! "No I can't pick up milk!" But I do like doing favors for others....on my terms O_O But yet when it comes to serious relationships I want that emotional security and know that THEY won't run It just feels more extreme than the average Aquarian need for freedom. Maybe my Scorpio moon adds the intensity and my Sag sun adds more need for freedom? It's really annoying. You think it's deeper in my chart or would those answer it. Also got Uranus in the first house.------------------ ~Believe~ IP: Logged |