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Topic: Composite: Moon conjunct Pluto
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Lioness
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posted August 15, 2010 07:27 PM
  
Plus both opposite Venus... I really dont know how to handle these aspects.. It's just too emotional for me to comprehend.. I try everything to run from it and get away.. But nothing works... It has even affected my cycle... No matter what I do, he is always there.. I pulled away completely from him and I WAS even going out with Mr Scorpio.. But noooo... I just cant get away... Yesterday he calls me, saying he's nearby at a store and if I have water... What the store your sitting at doesnt have water??? Yes of course I gave it to him.. AND I was happy to do it.. (throwing my hands up in the air) This guy hits all 3 of my water houses. This fire girl,doesn't know how to handle those watery emotions that he activates... Im just not use to this... Its very confusing... I try EVERYTHING to get away... NOTHING NOTHING works!! The more I pull away, the worse it is.... DAMN!!!! All I can say is if you ever get a composite like this, take off before you feel the effects... Sorry... Really REALLY needed to VENT.... IP: Logged |
StelliumH6
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posted August 15, 2010 08:31 PM
I have very strong Mars-Pluto and Venus-Pluto aspects both in Synastry and Composite with a special friend of mine. We have known each other since we were 5 years old and we are 40 now. The connection is unexplainable. I could write a book about our love/hate relationship. I have learned we will ALWAYS be part of each other's lives whether people like it or not. It can be tough, but I would not want him to walk away for ten million dollars!
Best of luck. You may be stuck like glue with this one! IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 15, 2010 08:43 PM
I have a DW in synastry---Moon conjunct Pluto and Moon square Pluto.
You feel bonded with deep tenderness and also great passion.
Is that what you feel? Ami
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To will to be the self which one truly is,is indeed,the opposite of despair.
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Peri
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posted August 15, 2010 11:13 PM
oh yes, Pluto/Venus, Pluto/Moon double whammies is no joke.I have it with someone, my Venus conj Mars opposite his Venus conj Pluto on my Pluto + Saturn/Venus, Jupiter/Venus and Neptune/Venus double whammies. This person just lives in my head and I cannot seem to be able to get him out of my head no matter how hard I try. Nothing works, I don't know what to do. IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted August 16, 2010 12:06 AM
Yeah Peri.. Its like that for me also... Its tough... I dont know how to deal or over come this...
Ami.. Honestly what I feel is: As if Im stuck in a spiders web, I do everything to escape but Im stuck and I cant move... I dont feel like my self anymore... This is really tough...
Stellium.. Im glad its yours is someone you would like to have in your life  As much as I feel I need him, in my life I feel as if I would be better w/o the confusing.. Plus we have alot of Neptune connections, and 12th overlays.. So we really do have this strong telepathic link.. Sometimes, I not sure if I am feeling me or If I'm feeling him... Or If Im just imagining it... Its very confusing... This moon conjunct Pluto/oppos Venus is in our composite.. We also have synatry Pluto aspects... Way to much Pluto going on here...
But ironically both of us "act" like nothing.. but yet we both "know".. We both have Saturn in the 3rd.. So neither of us will say a damn thing...
We also both have Venus Sq Pluto in our Natals so I think this aspect is intensified between us... IP: Logged |
Ami Ann
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posted August 16, 2010 08:22 AM
It is hard, Lioness.
I feel the squished state which you describe.
You can't see through the fog/deep feelings/passions I don't know what to say.
For me, I try to trust in something larger than myself leading me. When I have pushed against closed doors, I paid.
If I were you, I would try to SEE which way the doors are going. Are they opening TO a relationship with him or closing?
I think if you get quiet ,you may be able to see.
Come back and write if you want/need to?
X O X Ami
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soulful122
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posted August 16, 2010 10:54 AM
Lioness, I'm sorry you are feeling that way, vent all you need until you feel better.  Have you tried talking to him about it? Maybe that would help, or maybe that would make him realize it's easier for you, if he just stayed away. I have a friend that was in your situation, my planets fall into two of his water houses + angular houses were hit too. My Moon conjuncts his IC, my Venus conjuncts his DSC, my Sun, Merc, Saturn, Uranus sits in his 7th as well, but not conjunct. Neptune, Karma, Amor, Valentine, in his 8th, Jupiter in his 10th, Vertex in his 12th, Chiron in his 1st. I didn't return the feelings he had and I was already involved with someone else so I distanced myself from him because it's not fair to him. I hope your guy does the right thing and stays away if that is your wish. I think in time you will feel less and less for him if he isn't in the picture. IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted August 16, 2010 11:23 AM
All of you guys are so sweet... Thanks Ami I also just let what will be, will be letting nature take its course. These feelings are just alot for me to bare. I'm left trying to understand them. Some days are easier than others.. Soulful, No I/we dont talk about feelings at all, if anything we just joke around with each other... I have told him before that I was walking away from him, and I did for 3 weeks. I even deleted his number. He compeltely left me alone during that time. But either way I have no choice but to see him everyday. It was awful during that time. We both avoided each other, and refused to look at each other.. But then both of us would turn around at the same time, and look at the other... haha.. We busted each other turning back and looking.. I have to admit that was funny.. If we get like this it turns into a "game" of I refuse to look or talk to you, type of thing.. Then I think both of us are hurt by the other. It's acutally worse then... There truly is no escaping here.. So yes I do know that I have no choice but to keep him in my life. We both maintain or distance to a point.. but cant stay away.. Thats what confuses me so much.. I can walk away from anyone, w/o looking back.. But yet not him and it just isnt logical. I didnt even have these types of feelings with my husband of 12 years... very very confusing... IP: Logged |
EmGem
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posted May 23, 2019 07:34 AM
Bump.
Lioness how did this pan out for you?
Manage to move on?IP: Logged |
Hikaru29
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posted May 23, 2019 08:25 AM
Ya, I'm also curious to know... I can relate so much to what's being said here, especially this:"If we get like this it turns into a "game" of I refuse to look or talk to you, type of thing.. Then I think both of us are hurt by the other." Is this really all Moon-Pluto or there are other aspects? IP: Logged |
Kannon McAfee
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posted May 23, 2019 12:29 PM
I'm moving this into the Interpersonal Astrology sub-forum where it belongs.------------------
"Drift like a cloud and flow like water, seeing that all life is a magnificent illusion, a playing of energy, and there is absolutely nothing fundamentally to be afraid of." -- Alan Watts Soul Stars Astrology by The Declinations Guy
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