posted August 23, 2010 06:04 PM         

Last night I was wondering about my English past life again, and racking my brain WHO on earth that guy was I performed the Sacred marriage with

And then I stumbled into a documentary of 9-11, they only showed several private videos of what happened, and I donīt know why I did not switch off TV. BAck then, when it happened, I never watched the pictures on TV, but yesterday, I don`t know. I KNEW it was not a good thing to sit there and watch the towers collapse and everything else.

And while i was watching I started getting such a sense of evilness, not just because of the act, it felt like these pictures were transporting "spiritual evilness"; maybe i was just especially sensitive, but it really felt like the air was closing in on me. And then I did switch off TV, realizing it was nearly 1:30 a.m. And I thought to myself: "Great. NOW you can prepare for the mother of all nightmares!"

I did get into bed nevertheless, as I was really tired, but I still felt shaken by that documentary, emotionally.

And so I was calling out for some spiritual help and protection (of my sleep mostly - I didn`t want to have nightmares), and then I fell asleep.

And of course at one point in the night my sleep was gliding slowly towards a nightmare. I was standing in a room, with rather antique furniture, and I knew when I would cross the room I would see a lot of corpses and dead people, but still I couldnīt help it, I was being drawn further into the room.

And then suddenly someone was there, hugging me tightly and whispering into my ear: "Don`t go there. You don`t have to look at this." And then after a pause he said: "I wonder why you never got the idea to look at my Arthurian stars."

And then he held me even more tightly. We were just hugging each other.

But I was surprised to who it was.
I have only dreamed of him once before. And in that first dream he was also hugging me and when I asked him who he was, he just said: "You know who I am."

Sure I had a short look at his "Arthurian stars" today.

His SUN on 11.2 Leo conjuncts LANCELOT on 10.3 Leo; and his MARS on 23 SCorpio conjuncts ARTHUR on 24.2 Scorpio.

I had NO idea before I looked it up.

But this sort of floored me, so I had a look at our synastry, and especially the Draco charts.

tropical
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his Sun trine my NN (1)
his Venus trine my Sun (1)
his Jupiter conjunct my Venus (2)
his Mars trine my Eros (2)
his Neptune conjunct my Sun (3)
his Sun trine my Neptune (1)
his SN conjunct my Mars (1)
his NN conjunct my DESC (3)
his SN conjunct my Amor (2)
his Eros conjunct my Neptune and NN (1)
his Aphrodite trine my ASC (1)
his Aphrodite trine my Mars (0)
his Spirit trine my Vesta (0)
his DNA conjunct my Moon (0)
his DNA trine my Karma (0)
his DNA quinkunx my Saturn (0)

I really had no idea before I looked it up. I am sometimes amazed that my dreams seem to always know.

DRACO - DRACO
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his Sun conjunct my Moon (0)
his Sun trine my Karma (1)
his Saturn square my Moon (1)
his Pluto trine my Venus (0)
his Juno conjunct my Moon (2=)
his Juno trine my DNA (1)
his Vesta conjunct my Moon (3)
his Vesta trine my DNA (0)
his Karma opposite my Pluto (1)
his Karma trine my ASC (1)
his Valentine trine my Valentine (0.0)
his Amor conjunct my ASC (0)
his Eros trine my Moon (0)
his Eros conjunct my Karma (1)
his Aphrodite trine my Aphrodite (1)
his Aura trine my Venus (1)

Draco - tropical
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his DR Sun conjunct my DESC (0)
his DR Sun conjunct my SN (2)
his Dr Juno conjunct my SN (0)
his Dr Juno conjunct my DESC (2)
his Dr Vesta conjunct my SN (0)
his Dr Vesta conjunct my DESC (3)
his Dr Valentine conjunct my Saturn (1)
his Dr Eros conjunct my Pluto (2)
his Dr Psyche conjunct my ASC (0)
his Dr Aura conjunct my Sun (1)
his Dr DNA conjunct my NN (2)

my Dr Moon conjunct his NN (2)
my Dr ERos conjunct his Saturn (0)
my Dr Psyche opposite his Eros (2)
my Dr Aura conjunct his Lust (0)
my Dr Spirit conjunct his Spirit (1)
my Dr DNA conjunct his Psyche (2)

Maybe it is just that his appearance resembles so much the guy I have dreamed of,I donīt know.
But you can picture me sitting here with quite a flabbergasted and puzzled expression on my face and some questionmarks on my forehead.

It`s just strange, isn`t it?

posted August 26, 2010 01:34 AM         

After I had caught a glimpse of him on TV last year I was having that dream. I now looked it up, and it was EXACTLY the same night as I dreamed it this year. PRECISELY one year later.

Back then I was suddenly, before falling asleep, hearing his voice telling me that he would come to a certain city in Germany.
I did not believe this for a single second.
I looked it up, the voice was right. He was coming for a convention to a city not far from my home.

I planned on going there, but would have had to share my room with a total stranger. This stressed me out so much that I developed serious diarrhoia. lol
As a side effect of it I lost 15-20 kilos.
Very proud of myself.

Anyway, I did not waste a single thought on him in the meantime, UNTIL this dream this week.
And a feeling of regret was creeping into me, a "What a shame I didn`t see him then, what a shame I missed that experience."
And last night I was hearing his voice in my head again saying: "Next try."
And I was having that weird feeling he might come to Germany again.
Crazy sily girl, I scolded myself.
How big are the chances?

But nevertheless I looked it up. The convnetion will be held in the same city again. And he will be a guest there AGAIN.

Where others are having a life, I somtimes feel like living in a soap opera.

posted August 26, 2010 02:15 AM         

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posted August 27, 2010 02:01 PM         

"one of those Arthurian aspects are coincidences, the conjunctions are strong, within 1 degree orb, and they were inspired."
Yes, and I find it so interesting that the Draco version of his Leo stellium of Sun, Lancelot, Vesta, Juno and Nessus lands pretty exact on my South node and Draco Moon.

"I feel your Twin Soul communicates with you through another dimension using a valid Human Archetype/Icon, one of your Soul Group."
So you would think he is part of my soulgroup?
WEll, I am pretty convinced about a past life now, but didn`t think about him being a part of my soulgroup till you mentioned it Would you think that his DNA conjunct my moon might be a hint to that?

"The English Lifeline was very intense, the nightmares are Astral Footprints of the emotionally disturbing events. You must transcend those fears."
It were no real fears. It was like you said, it felt like "shadows / phantoms" of feelings I have once experienced. So very well astral footprints.

Anyway, everything about the astrology describes traumatic events in relation to my English past life, yet all I feel if I think of it is a blissful feeling of serenity and completion. That is strange, isn`t it?
I have just no explanation for it.

posted August 27, 2010 04:55 PM         

He has pr VALENTINE on 1.1 Libra trine pr TRUE NODE on 1.2 Gemini - and his natal KARMA / Atlantis conjunction is on 1.5 Libra precise, and his natal Amor is on 1.4 Gemini.

I on the other hand will be having pr VALENTINE on 9.4 Sagittarius conjunct pr TRUE NODE on 8.5 Sag and natal TRUE NODE on 10.1 Sag.
And t his is conjunct my natal ATLANTIS on 8.1 Sagittarius.

So we BOTH have natally an exact aspect between VALENTINE and TRUE NODE, which falls onto our natal ATLANTIS. Whoa.

my PR MOON on 1.2 Gemini will be absolutely precisely conjunct his pr TRUE NODE and also conjunct his natal AMOR.

his pr AMOR on 8.4 Gemini will e exactly conjunct my pr SOUTH NODE On 8.5 Gemini.

And in the pr composite:
pr VALENTINE on 5.2 Scorpio trines pr TRUE NODE on 5 Pisces.

Additionally pr SUN on 19.3 Scorpio conjuncts pr ATLANTIS on 19.2 Scorpio.

I looked up the Draconic progressed composite and found that:

pr Draco composite VALENTINE is on 0.2 Gemini!
the natal tropical composite JUNO is on 0.0 Gemini.

And there (in the normal tropical composite) is SUN on 18.4 Libra conjunct PLUTO on 19.1 Libra conjunct ANGEL on 17.5 Libra, all three being trine PSYCHE on 17.5 Aquarius (where his DNA and my Moon are already conjunct each other).

fitting to the pr composite VALENTINE on 5.2 Scorpio, is that the natal composite ATLANTIS is on 5 Scorpio, too!