posted October 22, 2010 03:12 PM         

wow, on a hunch I just put Atlantis, Stonehenge and Camelot into the composite with Joseph.

ATLANTIS is on 9.23 Capricorn conjunct STONEHENGE on 6.38 Capricorn, and both trine CAMELOT on 7.45 Virgo, the very degree IQ has been mentioning today!

I had that idea cause I noticed that his stellium of Angel, Boda, Valentine and NN is conjunct my natal Camelot.

This composite conjuncted trine has definitely a tight interlinking with my chart.
The ATLANTIS / STONEHENGE being conjunct my Venus (6), ISIS (8), OSIRIS (7), GUINEVERE (10) and SPIRIT (10).

CAMELOT being conjunct my HEKATE (8) and LILITH (7).

posted October 22, 2010 04:12 PM         

makes me wonder if we met there too?

well the aspects i posted behind were from the tropical ones,i wanted to see how it is Now. it does seem more positive.oriented and not that separation aspects there/perhaps wounds to be healed i guess.

about the Joseph - by what you said..indeed might be t hat he does find his true lvoe from the past.cause NN is right pointing to the future. he must be a very good person,seeing his aspects

hmmm coult it be that you met again around the times of arthurian times?so that shows that you were his true love and angel in that lifetim!its not a coincidence that it aspects also your Guinevere/Isis/spirit..it embodies the ying energy,the ideal female archetype,naturally you were a maiden then,and he supposely your knight?

posted October 22, 2010 04:21 PM         

let see:

-Venus is 17 pisces oposing Atlantis!
-Kiron kiqunkx earth/moon,satun/nep/pluto.trines atlantis sextilis Isis
- Osiris opose Spirit.trines Valentine
- Isis oposes Kaali
- karma 7libra square spirit/merc
- saturn/pluto sextiles earth/moon
- valentine kikx mars and sextiles spirit
- jupiter sextiles child
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posted October 22, 2010 04:58 PM         

"it does seem more positive.oriented and not that separation aspects there/perhaps wounds to be healed i guess."
I agree. Of course the composite will stay basically the same aspectwise. But the synastry looks much stronger in tropical - fortunately.

"he must be a very good person,seeing his aspects "
I think so. Yes. Very engaged in natural causes, especially if it comes to the issues around the water pollution in America.

"hmmm coult it be that you met again around the times of arthurian times?"
Yes, I think that could be.
Interestingly in the composite there is a basically exact Grand trine of VALENTINE on 24 Libra, ISOLDA on 24 Aquarius and DESTINN on 25 Gemini.
I like that VALENTINE is on 24 LIbra, I think this is close to Arcturus / Spica, isn`t it?
The Draco composite VALENTINE falls onto 22 Pisces, which of course is aspecting his stellium and my Camelot in tropical.
BTW both positions of Valentine are quite "spiritual"

24 Libra
The Sight Of An Autumn Leaf Brings To A Pilgrim The Sudden Revelation Of The Mystery Of Life And Death

22 Pisces
A "Materializing" Medium Giving A Seance

BTW his own draco Saturn is on 20 Pisces and my draco Amor is on 21 Pisces. Interesting.

"so that shows that you were his true love and angel in that lifetim!"
Why do you think that?

Well, you don`t know probably, but his Draco Angel, Draco Boda and Draco Valentine are all conjunct my Draco ASC, Draco Angel and Draco Atlantis and Draco Neptune, all in the last 3 degrees of Pisces.

"its not a coincidence that it aspects also your Guinevere/Isis/spirit..it embodies the ying energy,the ideal female archetype,naturally you were a maiden then,and he supposely your knight?"
I like that thought!

His Draco KNIGHT actually conjuncts my Draco MOON EXACTLY, both are on 6 GEmini, which falls onto my tropical DESC and opposes my Atlantis, which in turn is conjunct his tropical Anubis on 6 Sag.
His Draco Destinn on 4 Sag is part of that, too.

In the Draco composite Tristan is conjunct Stonehenge on 5 Gemini, tying EXACTLY into this too.

Draco Knight is exactly conjunct Draco Mars on 14 Taurus and conjunct Draco Mercury on 15 Taurus and draco Neptune on 13 Taurus, trine Draco Saturn on 13 Cap.

Wow, you really could be onto something!

posted October 22, 2010 05:05 PM         

"is the Helio that important?"
Yes. I see them as a triple, tropical, Draco and Helio.

Tropical is our earthly view, you could relate it to the physical manifestation here on earth. Everything needs to be channelled through the tropical.

Draco is relating to the lunar, the Moon, therefore covering the emotional, the soul, especially the soulcontracts bewteen two people.

Helio is from the view of the Sun, therefore related to the Sun (see how it fits together with the Moon-related Draco?), the spirit, the higher Self.

So for me it is like this:

tropical=Earth=body/physical
Draco=Moon=soul/emotional
Helio=Sun=Spirit/higher Self

Helio is what you get if you are stripped of all earthly (mis)conceptions (of fitting in for example) and even of the mostly karmic soulcontracts.

I guess it is a somewhat pure Self of you.

"-Venus is 17 pisces oposing Atlantis!"
Not surprised here.

posted October 22, 2010 05:17 PM         

Another thing is we BOTH have TRISTAN conjunct STONEHENGE natally, as well as GUINEVERE conjunct SPIRIT.

posted October 27, 2010 08:12 PM         

i just was informed that my sister has been having pannic attacks whenever she goes dinner with him..

seems that this happened already times ago when she started to see a guiy but as that was happening she just felt the need not to proceed with it and called it off.

with this person - who i already met - and i think he is an amazing guy very much in love with my sis...this happens and she says she doenst know why,cant control it.

i believe she is suffering and lost cause she doesnt know where this comes from.

i dont know either....and it is strange cause she has nothin to be afraid of.

might this be something phsychological deeply enraised in her unconscious?somehting from the Past?

posted October 28, 2010 10:43 AM         

i dont know...she might very well be afraid but this is very intense and certainly not good for their relationship..imagine having pannic attacks everytime you go out with the person you love...it is suppose that i dont know this side of hers,cause she only told to my Mother,hence she is ashamed i guess.

posted October 28, 2010 02:00 PM         

I have been experiencing panick attacks for several years myself. It`s just for the last 2 years that they finally eased up, though now and then they try to force back into my life, but so far they don´t succeed.

In my case it expresses itself as psychosomatic thingies; usually really worrying bouts of dizzyness, 2 and 3 years ago I was also having something I found under "eyemigraine", lights flickering in front of my eyes like a prism, with a modified perception.
A pressure at the sides of my head, a strong buzzing sensation on my scalp on the top of my head.
Involuntarily twitching in my muscles, especially in the legs or the shoulders (at night mostly).

It took me some time to realize that these were indications of Kundalini Rising.
Before I was a little bit panicking about it.

The panick attack usually is founded (in my case) by trying to "block the flow" to put up a resistance to a certain energy-flow. If I do it, the powers inside me tearing into different direction get too strong and overwhelm me, resulting in a panic attack.
Another reason might be that for several years it was like my spirit / mind was too light for my body, it seemed to always want to fly away - hence I felt really really dizzy.
Of course it also sometimes happens if I am in situations I feel could be overwhelming - it is some form of "escape-attempt".
I seem to seek the escape way through sending my spirit out and at the same time blocking it.

In my case it has much to do with the (disturbed) balance of the energy flow including the emotional energies inside of me.

Don`t know if that is the same for your sister though.

Of course something from the past could be the trigger.

posted October 29, 2010 06:45 AM         

Thank you for replying.

well i had pannic attacks since i was more or less 17. it all started with myself having to speak in public ..yeah im one of those people who dont fear death but fear public speaking ahahah

well..then it passed onto some minor social anxiety and dnow im much more better but still sometimes i feel it want to come into the surface.

mine are really bad though it is like you feel youre going to die really.sweat a lot,feel dizzy and cannot almost speak cause the mouth turns really dry as the desert.i get cold and my face is all white and i feel sick too.

about my sister - i dont really think it is her not wwanting to be with him,she likes him,and he loves her a lot.

might be fear of being in a relationship where one must not try to control feelings.remember her chart?how it was different from mine?he is her 1st Serious bf,so in a way i completely get that scary feeling of being in lvoe,and fear of losing the magical feeling when we´re in love.

but i FEEL this is another thing: my Mom yesterday said she is worried that my sis is having a depression. she said that she feels very tired,without appetite for food.

Weeks ago we went to see a friend of my mother who puts cards.

he said that my sis was suffering the effects of something that the ex-gf of the bf did to him.some sort of a black magic she did to him cause he left her.

seems that my sister by being with him now might very well be affected by it.

dont know really...but i never seen my sis like this-she was always so strong,racional and not really into these things...

she said that she couldnt be in a relationship like mine for instance,of long-distance many times ago. now she says she is paying for what she said: cause the bf works by shifts and they have the shcedules so different that they cannot be together everytime they want.

also,in the past she never understood my anxiety problems,and now..she is having it too!

posted October 29, 2010 12:01 PM         

his progressions to her natal

his DSC cj her valentine/mars
his NN cj her nessus
his valentine opose her venus
his amor cj her vertex wide 4º
his merc/mars opose her pluto. trine hr venus
his sun opose her saturn
his venus cj her osiris
his IC cj her kiron....
his osiris exact cj her venus - DW!~
His jupiter and satunr cj her AC. trine kiron
hIS pluto opose her Pholus. trine her NN
his uranus cj her jupiter
his MOON trine her pholus,
his KARMA cj her IC and skuare her vertex

HER PROGRESS TO HIS NATAL

asc cj his pluto
saturn cj his MC
saturn trine his venus
jup/uranus trine his sun/mars
amor cj his mercury
osiris cj his Kiron and moon 3º
kiron cj his jup&/uranus
NN trine his Valentine
VALENTINE cj his vertezx!
venus/karma/mars cj his osiris!

sun cj his jup/uranus

posted October 30, 2010 01:35 PM         

"Weeks ago we went to see a friend of my mother who puts cards.

he said that my sis was suffering the effects of something that the ex-gf of the bf did to him. some sort of a black magic she did to him cause he left her.

seems that my sister by being with him now might very well be affected by it."

This is the reason for her anxiety sweetie. Please ask your own guides for permission to surround her with violet protection. And yes, I am also familiar with this type of negative energy, because my guy's ex-wife did something similiar to him. They call it "strange work" or "dark work". It is witchcraft/black magic. She went to someone and had him cursed, so he would never feel happiness with anyone else, that he would always be bound to her, that he could never release her. It wasn't strong enough to penetrate my protection, so it never made me sick, but he suffered tremendous emotional and physical illnesses.

Lara also spoke about this on one of her threads. That her ex-husband went to someone and had some sort of curse or hex put on her also.

It happens more frequently than people think.

As she is not as spiritually evolved as you are, all you can do is ask for them to surround her with protection.

posted November 02, 2010 04:56 PM         

well im strongly thinking about that too. i mean i was suspicious cause my sis was never "into those things..",and i never thought that if a curse/black ritual was directed to a person,that another could also suffer from it.

but now,weeks after that,what he told really resonates.there is no racional explanation by what my sis is suffering,and she is so confused that she even is going to a therapeust - a psychologist.

well i still think that it wont help,as this is another whole thing - as we know. but, this man,friend of my mother+s never failled. he is not that type of person that takes money for the readings - to my Mom he only says that if she wants to,she can give whatevet she feels or can give.

He also does many cleaning works,+probably he does it with the help of his own Spirit Guides.

i really want to convince my mother to take my sister to that spiritual cleansing.