posted September 07, 2010 05:11 AM            

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Okay, before you shunt me to the Dream interpretation thread, I'd like to tell you that while what transpires below includes dreams, it was more like some soul connection: more in the astral than dreamworld.

Some background:
I was down with viral fever, admitted to a hospital and on heavy Chloroquine medication when this happened so it may have played a part( to be objective).

This takes place over two successive nights. Friday, 3rd September, around 12 midnight, I was woken up. I was dreaming about a serial killer whose case I was on when suddenly the scene shifted...I was roused from my dream soon by an intense orgasm that washed over me out of literally nowhere.

Next night, same thing, only it is so intense that I wake up feeling exhausted and drained, but in a good kind of way. Stranger still, I could feel a presence, a very real presence, of someone's weight pressing on my body as if someone had fallen asleep on top of me(okay, I know how that sounds)

What was common to both nights was that I had been very depressed and I was thinking about my Twin, wondering where he could possibly be and all my thought was bent on him. I've had these spells before where the world blurs and its only me and my thoughts, but this has never happened before.

After I became aware of the presence, the first thing that came into my mind was if I was under attack. Incubi or demons...IQ had commented on an earlier thread that an aspect in my natal chart can make me vulnerable to this.

Only it seemed somehow...benign or atleast not malevolent.

Any explanations on this?? Some soul connection ??? Or are those planets messing it up again???

Please reply.

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Since then, I've been doing some research and checked into the transits for that day and here's what I found.

Neat, huh?

posted September 07, 2010 05:28 AM            

Transit ISIS conjunct Asc with less than 1 degree orb:
There's that connection

Transit Moon conjuncts my Natal Chiron
This would've been exact some hours ago, which could explain my wounding.

Transit Saturn conjunct Natal Osiris orb<2 degrees
Saturn could refer to some "solidification" of the Twin.

Transit Valentine conjunct Natal Venus exact:
The orgasm.

Transit Venus conjunct Natal Vesta:
Even though its wide, it's within the 3 degree orb. The Vestal virgin and the goddess of Love...hmm.

Transit Pallas is conjunct my Natal Sun-Moon conjunction:
No idea about this.

Transit North Node conjunct Natal Neptune:
Illusions and karma, lessons learnt...sweet!

Transit Chiron/Neptune conjunction conjunct my Natal Vertex:
Fated...

I already know the Transit Jove/Uranus conjunction sitting right on top of my Natal Mars in Aries in the 8th.

And this is just the conjunctions...phew!

What do you guys think? And feel free to add to my interpretations, which are not much by way of detail.

posted September 07, 2010 05:32 AM            

The Warrior Goddess and Sexual love...no idea what that means.

posted September 07, 2010 04:39 PM            

I see that you have Mercury sextile Neptune in your chart which can suggest that you are open to receiving telepathic thoughts or something as strong as spiritual channeling. Many twins are telepathic with each other and can communicate without speaking. Maybe this is what was happening. You wmay have been experiencing something your twin was experiencing at the same time, mind blowing sex.

I can not go any deeper into the incubi and that stuff because I personally don't believe in it. I also think it's best to keep things simple and clear before diving into demon explainations and stuff like that.

I do believe in certain types of alchemy, including sexual alchemy, sexual healing, etc. And sometimes we just have sexual dreams.

posted September 07, 2010 08:00 PM            

I did feel a very real presence on top of me, pressing down on my ribcage, an actual weight so I'm not satisfied with the drug explanation. It was strong enough to prevent me from going into the astral. And it did not feel like an intrusion.

Everyone, please I need some explanation. what was it? Who was it?

posted September 07, 2010 11:42 PM            

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when you said that you made me think of Marvin Gayes song "sexual healing" and...

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hehe

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Gasp!! What do you mean by that??

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I did feel a very real presence on top of me, pressing down on my ribcage, an actual weight so I'm not satisfied with the drug explanation. It was strong enough to prevent me from going into the astral. And it did not feel like an intrusion.

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If the medications were strong enough to knock you out, could've been sleep paralysis.

posted September 08, 2010 12:17 AM            

Would you look at the Moon as its the fastest moving? Seeing as how dreams most often do not duplicate?

posted September 08, 2010 05:11 AM            

I believe in spirits from the other world--both good and bad.
I believe in angels and fallen angels. Both interfere in the affairs of man.
If you read stories of real life accounts with angels, most people accept this as true.

Well, the other side,fallen angels/bad spirits are true ,too.

Trust yourself. When people are on drugs,it opens up energetic places that allow spirits in.

That is why alcohol is caller spirits

posted September 08, 2010 10:10 AM            

Here goes KAALI, WingedLeo!!!

Nine:
I was awake and couldn't go back to sleep but I was easily able to get out of bed, so no sleep paralysis out there.

Lonake:
Don't even ask how embarrased I was to post this

Ami:
The alcohol/spirit thing is bang on. But I don't think it really was a demon/incubus. I have a very sensitive auric field and am able to sense demonic presence very easily but it felt benign...in a very good way.

Which is why I'm so confused and decided to look into the transits for the night.

posted September 08, 2010 11:51 AM            

Tr. Lilith is conjunct Kaali in the 8th