posted September 14, 2010 11:26 AM         

I was in a store reading a book on birthdays a couple years back and I remember that it listed my birthday (Nov. 19 of 81) as
a personality with a strong resistance ability.

Have any of you read that book? as i do not remember the name of it.

Resistance is a two edged sword, or in the very least can cause me grief when i really do not expect or want it.

posted September 14, 2010 12:05 PM         

I think someone told me this advice on a 400 post thread.

posted September 14, 2010 12:32 PM         

Yeah, ive been working on an overview of myself in order to find where the resisting part of me will work best and where it doesnt.

It used to be a "loose Cannon" which i did not comprehend enough to control.

Well honestly I cant confirm i control it, I have days which i do good at it and sometimes i completely fail at managing it.

Its based on how i understand what im dealing with, and how its dealing with me in return.

Like a complete overall picture.

The part thats hard for me is when my instinct to resist something pools up from my unconscious mind. When that happens im working more with instinct than logic and i do not prefer that arrangement, My brain understands i have instincts, but it does not 100% of the time comprehend them. I have to have a full understanding of what the instinct is and why its getting my attention in order to function successfully.

Right now the only balance i can have for this is understanding it. I do not possess a complete view of this aspect yet.

Ami this is another example of interplay in my ol' noggin, Resistance and Me, as if its a seperate entity inside me.

-Think of the Batman/joker clip i had in my thread. Im in the process of balancing this

posted September 14, 2010 01:25 PM         

Im still looking for that exact thing i read so i can share.

But i found this while looking.

your birthday day 19 of the month?
Your Life
You are great in managing everything in your life and this is how you gain respect from others. Because of this quality, you sometimes feel that you are better than the rest. Extreme confidence might lead you to the wrong path. You are a free bird and want to lead your own life.
Your Love
You love life is rather different from others'. When you are in love, nothing can stop you. You may often fight with your partner but, soon after that, you will make up in a way that surprises others

And this

Birthday Horoscopes for 11/19
We are now 27º into Scorpio which puts us on the start of the Scorpio/Sagittarius cusp. This causes the Scorpio person born on this day and along with the others born on this cusp to be a bit avant-garde in their dealings with the world. The ruling sign for this day is the Sun which makes this person seek identity mainly in their early years that will turn into leadership or a creative position later on in life. As a mate, the November 19th person is loving and sensually assertive. The mate of this person would be one that can provide a grounding atmosphere.
A look ahead; The concept of modern only lasts for one day, tomorrow we will see today as retro.

posted September 14, 2010 01:33 PM         

Your heart will see places your mind can't. Your mind can quantify but cannot lead in the way your heart can.

When in doubt, follow the heart.

Love You,
Ami

posted September 14, 2010 02:14 PM         

Is this the one you meant?
[URL=http://books.google.com/books?id=guBgucoFncEC&lpg=PA566&ots=cymMZ-bW2T&dq=the%20secret%20language%20of%20birthdays%20november%2019&pg=PA566#v=onepage&q=the%20secret%20language %20of]http://books.google.com/books?id=guBgucoFncEC&lpg=PA566&ots=cymMZ-bW2T&dq=the%20secret%20language%20of%20birthdays%20november%2019&pg=PA566#v=onepage&q=the%20secret%20languag e%20of[/URL] %20birthdays%20november%2019&f=false

Apologies for the goofy looking link.

Nov 19th. The Day Of The Reformer

**This isnt the one i was reading. I remember the Title of the page.

November 19th "The Resister"

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Ami,
My heart has subversive tendencies with my mind until all my ducks are in a row.

Requires time and balancing when it pops up because that means im not in alignment with myself as a whole.