posted September 20, 2010 07:36 AM            

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=19V-GhZlDGU

Why I picked it? I have struggled for such a long time to get my self esteem back. I finally am.

LL saved my life.

PS To put an astrological theme to it---a Cancer Moon is fragile. You get the sensitivity .However, it is hard to get a sense of self esteem which does not blow in the wind .

posted September 20, 2010 09:02 AM              

But for now how about a song thats had an impact on me as of late?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNYIvIRJJU4

**Added for venus in cap.

Ever since lonake posted that ive been listening to it.

..Its been along time since i acknowledged that side of me.

Your shoulder
The mooring for me
Like water lost in the sea,

That's making the waves wave
Illumination
This is how my heart behaves

posted September 20, 2010 09:20 AM            

I am what I am
I am my own special creation
So come take a look
Give me the hook
Or the ovation
It's my world
That I want to have a little pride
My world
And it's not a place I have to hide in
Life's not worth a dam
Till I can say
I am what I am

I am what I am
I don't want praise I don't want pity
I bang my own drum
Some think it's noise I think it's pretty
And so what if I love each sparkle and each bangle
Why not see things from a different angle
Your life is a shame
Till you can shout out I am what I am

I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck
Sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am

I am what I am

I am what I am
And what I am needs no excuses
I deal my own deck sometimes the aces sometimes the deuces
It's one life and there's no return and no deposit
One life so it's time to open up your closet
Life's not worth a dam till you can shout out
I am what I am

I am I am I am good
I am I am I am strong
I am I am I am worthy
I am I am I belong

I am

I am

Who whoooo etc.
I am

I am I am I am useful
I am I am I am true
I am I am somebody
I am as good as you

Yes I am

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AijRBQf-ato&p=402913CA0FDEF858&playnext=1&index=3&ytsession=arflrFoaKpJBsDAb0vnKUbxNj2bCB13ZaI-f0_Djtu7rRwW81mW8r4eyB7zzsS44g7FP6xNDr6lA-CSl_p5r4WTZG 86NxEw4dt8UHfrclRnh65EKQI90fOFu9MIgsQGM74kzeTSNkgzkz6k_iLW4wSawG-JC0QE-o9yoylnNW4loTalOW-AN3HmB--F5tFPzSbKfWb8VMKXYGq4H3MtcO-nqt3-PHr8C5Wcw33US-LH3PwyeH2LfNkWuY1RuceFVBIYdJP_uBzIRT W_QfO7JeE5UabGTwAGpedcL4Vj1bsSFPGsIzmaWM8PsTGsQSUFwGzI8Pmyr87dA0sA1BrGGtvJxxv0uRAIC

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable star

This is my quest
To follow that star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far

To fight for the right
Without question or pause
To be willing to march into Hell
For a heavenly cause

And I know if I'll only be true
To this glorious quest
That my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest

And the world will be better for this
That one man, scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable star

And this one "hit me like lightening", it felt so much like it was something that my younger Self could have sung to my grown up Self (3 years ago, by now I am already more like my younger Self again! )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNVZkYyyoCU

I remember days full of restlessness and fury
I remember nights that were drunk on dreams
I remember someone who hungered for the glory
I remember her, but it seems she's gone

Where's the girl? Where's the girl with the blaze in her eyes?
Where's the girl with that gaze of surprise?
Now and then I still dream she's beside me

Where's the girl who could turn on the edge of a knife?
Where's the girl who was burning for life?
I can still feel her breathing beside me

And I know she remembers how fearless it feels
To take off with the wind at her heels
She and I took this world like a storm

Come again!
Let the girl in your heart tumble free
Bring your renegade heart home to me
In the dark of the morning, I'll warm you
I'll rouse you

Marguerite, don't forget I know who you are
We were cut from the same surly star
Like two jewels in the sky sharing fire

Where's the girl so alive and still aching for more?
We had dreams that were worth dying for
We were caught in the eye of a storm

Come again!
Let the girl in your heart tumble free
Bring your renegade heart home to me
In the dark of the morning, I'll warm you
I'll rouse you

Where's the girl?
Is she gazing at me with surprise?
Do I still see that blaze in her eyes?
Am I dreaming, or is she beside me now?

posted September 20, 2010 09:22 AM            

Your song says a lot! I know ,from my relationship with a strong Scorpio influenced person, that the basic character of a person is of the UTMOST importance i.e can they trust you.
Do you have what it takes --on the inside--to be their friend?
You will get a gem but you will have to work for it . They WILL test

posted September 20, 2010 09:33 AM            

wake up by myself inside an empty room
theres no body next to mine to oooh
but my skin is warm and my heart is full
its the do do do do do do

walking waking on a crowded street
with my headphones loud
so my hips can swing, so my head can nod
to the rock and roll to the boom boom beat

& i find that im never alone
& i find that my heart is my home
& the music within makes me whole
a world that i built on my own

& i know that im never alone
& i know that my heart is my home
every missing piece of me
i can find in a melody

no matter what has ever come to me
i got my own kind of company
i got ba ba ba inside my head
and i sing songs back to back until i go to bed

theres a river in my mind thats never still
swirling , soothing all the time gives me a thrill
swimming in the notes that go
oh oh oh oh oh oh oh

wandering, waking in an empty wood
it is quiet here, i am powerful
i look down below serenade the world
from inside my soul

& i find that im never alone
& i find that my heart is my home
& the music within makes me whole
a world that i built on my own

& i know that im never alone
& i know that my heart is my home
every missing piece of me
i can find in a melody

posted September 20, 2010 09:37 AM            

To put an Astrological theme --lol--when you live your Sun--you live WHO you really are.

posted September 20, 2010 09:45 AM            

Only after you get this, can you go to the top of the hierachy which is giving to others

posted September 20, 2010 01:17 PM            

It talks of love, loving someone and then losing them. Always reminds me of my Twin.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

posted September 20, 2010 03:53 PM            

Why? It appeals to me; the guitar, the solo, the lyrics, the song's speed, Rory's voice... I'm a big fan of Rory Gallagher, but I have to say it's this song in particular that I really feel applies to me more often than not.

Edit:

Forgot the lyrics, how could I?

I want to plant to the star in the sky,
One you can find at the end of the night.
I want to climb a ladder to space,
Leave without trace, `cos now is the time.
Things are gonna be so clear,
When I`m light years from here,
In some other space.
Let me take the tear from your eye,
Leave it behind, stay by my side.

Won`t you follow me where I`m bound,
Time`s for borrowing now.
Won`t you follow me, time is tight,
Before things swallow me down.

I`ve been locked in this cage,
Gonna break away, before it`s too late.
I`m gonna re-write the page,
Take the stage, and live tomorrow today.

You`ll find the dreams you mislaid,
They won`t run away, all the dues have been paid.
Yes, it`s time to depart, go with your heart,
Follow the flame.

Won`t you follow me where I`m bound,
Time`s for borrowing now.
Won`t you follow me, time is tight,
Before things swallow me down.

Won`t you follow me where I`m bound,
Time`s for borrowing now.
Won`t you follow me, time is tight,
Before things swallow me down.

Won`t you follow me where I`m bound,
Time`s for borrowing now.

posted September 20, 2010 03:53 PM            

Believe

I sit alone and watch the clock
Tryin to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
And so I cry myself to sleep
And hope the devil, I dont meet
In the dreams that I live through

Believe in me
I know you'v waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

All the smiles you'v had to fake
And all the **** you'v had to take
Just to lead us here again
I never have the things to say
To make it all just go away
To make it all just disappear

Believe in me
I know you'v waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

Its my life
Its my choice
Hear my words
Hear my voice
And just believe

I sit alone and watch the clock
Trying to collect my thoughts
All I think about is you
If you believe in me
Life is always not what it seems
Believe in me
Cause i was made for chasing dreams

Believe in me
I know you'v waited for so long
Believe in me
Sometimes the weak become the strong
Believe in me
This life is not always what it seems
Believe in me
Cause I was made for chasing dreams

posted September 20, 2010 04:22 PM            

For those who have not heard this priceless song...