posted October 07, 2010 01:03 PM         

This is a 13 year old story...
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I went to a bar on my 25th Bday.. I saw him as soon as he walked in the door.. I watched him all night.. At the end of the night his friend approached me, and recognized my from HS..

I didnt want his friend to think I was interested, so I immediately said Who's your friend?

All of us went to HS together.. But I didnt know Gem back in HS.

He introduced me to Gem.. Me and Gem talked, and we clicked right away... After the bar Gem got dropped off at my house. We sat on the porch all night and talked..

Then at like 8am we went inside and fell asleep on the couch.. (nothing happen)

We were then seeing each other for like 6months... He would spend the weekend at my house.... We spent a lot of time together.

Well one day, one of his friends shows up at my house, and tries to kiss me.. I went off on him, and turned him down... His friend got mad, and then told me.. Why are you even with Gem?? Dont you know he's married!
WHAT!!!!! WTF.... (married as in living with a gf.)

I kicked his friend out of my house... A waited for Gem to call me, not knowing if his friend told him anything..
So then on friday, Gem calls me.. I went to him and confronted Gem.. Gem denied denied... I didnt believe him... I ended it.. I knew his friend was telling me the truth.. I was utterly heart broken.. I really really like him..

SO a month or so goes by, and gem shows up at my hang out.. We go out side and talk.. He finally admitted it was true.

So he apologized, told me bc he really liked me.. blah blah... WE made our peace, and I got closure.

Then we kinda (every once in a while) would talk as friends..

I started dating my husband around this time....

He would call me and leave me long messages... At one point he called me saying him and his gf broke up, and to give him another chance.. I said no.. He accepted it.. but would still call every so often and leave me messages.. This went on for like 2 years...
Until I changed my number...

I have looked for him before on Classmates,FB, My Space.. but could never find him.. I did this several times...
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This last Sunday.. I went to FB searched his name.. and BAM there he was the first profile. So I sent him a What up! Message..
He replied back is this Lioness from _____ and works at____ and lived on _____...
I said YEAH its meeee...

We exchanged numbers and he called me, we have been talking everyday since..
He told me he also went looking for me at my job, but never found me.. He said he went several times over the years..

We have been talking about the old times.. He remembers every little detail.. Even clothes that I was wearing on specific days.. He remembers way more than I do...

Last night we spoke for 4 hours.. We had our real conversation about everything. How we felt back then.. The connection we both felt, and the chemistry we felt.. Very deep.. and honest... He told me he had the feelings for me back then, but never said anything.. But that he didnt want to let me go.... I said the same... This went on and on....

So here's my delima.. Can I trust him? He has said, he's single... Which if true, this is the first time in all these years that both of us are single at the same time..
The way we talk is as if both of us are making the assumption, that we are going to get together.. Even though neither has said it...
Im scared here... I know if I see him, its going to go into the next day.. :O
He said Im going to look like Shanad O Conner.(spelling) meaning I wont have any hair after he's done.... LMAO.... ok so that was funny..

He said he just loves my playful side.. Thats my LEO in action.... hahaha..

So opinions do I give it another shot?? I WANT to!!! but Im afraid its going to end badly.. But I dont want to always wonder "what if"...
I know I will fall, hard, if not harder than before for him....
I asked him to promise me no lies.. He did.. but shrug... Hummm

posted October 07, 2010 01:34 PM         

I don't think this guy is untrustworthy. You guys just met at the wrong time. Now you're both single. I say go for it.

posted October 07, 2010 01:43 PM         

Amowls-- True... I never forgot about him, and its the same for him to me..

Lara-- I think we started talking before Venus went Rx.. would it still count? When does venus go direct? So should I wait to see him until after it goes direct? Or it wont matter anyways??

posted October 08, 2010 09:23 PM         

I SAW HIM TODAY!!!

My venus cancer invited him over for lunch..
So I cooked a nice lunch for him... He ate 2 plates cancer happy...

We watched Tv.. HE asked me for a massage.. I sat behind him with my legs wrapped around him and gave him a massage... He said he had the chills. But wouldnt answer why he had the chills, even though he was sweating... lol

We both said that we missed each other.....

Then he got up and went and layed down on the couch.. He said Come Here...
So I went and laid down with him. He was hugging me.. We were still watching TV..

Nothing physical happen, we were just holding each other....

2 hours after he left, he texted me that it was nice to see me... I replied back, it was nice to see him also...
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Now Ok trip out on his FB he has his DOB.. Which I knew the date and year.. but on FB the year was one year than what I thought it was... I thought wow I was wrong all these years about his age.....
So I asked him about that.. He laughed and said yeah your observant aren't you... He said the wrong year is on his FB.. DAMNNN so the info I was looking at was with the wrong year.... The chart I posted before is wrong..

Placements
him/me
sun = gem/leo
moon=pisces/leo (of course, I shld have known) dam pisces placements..)
mercury=cancer/leo
venus=cancer/cancer
mars= aries/leo
asc=unkwn/Pisces

posted October 08, 2010 11:02 PM         

venus opps jupiter
venus sq pluto
venus sq uranus
sun opps jupiter
sun sq uranus
sun sexile moon
mercury trine neptune
mercury sextile pluto
saturn conjunct mars
saturn sq pluto
saturn trine uranus
mars opps neptune
mars trine uranus
moon trine pluto
moon trine jupiter

Synastry Ascpects
Both way Venus conjunct SN
his mercury also conjuncts my SN

Sun conjunct venus (out of sign conjunt)Gem/Can

his saturn conjunct my venus (4 orbs. too wide?)
Both way Eros conjunct Moon
his eros also conjuncts my Sun,Mercury

His saturn/Sun oops my jupiter
his saturn sextile my mars
his venus sq my uranus
his sun sq my pluto
my venus sq his pluto
my sun,moon,mercy opps his jupiter
his moon trine my venus
his moon sq my neptune
his mars trine my neptune
his mars opps my pluto