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Cynnared
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posted October 28, 2010 03:10 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
The child welfare concerns are coming back up but they have not called yet. This lady who is from another agency, that works along with Child Welfare now has deep concerns about the baby.......She assumes that I will become precoocupied with my feelings (depression she accuses) and that the baby will be neglected and not be given any consistant care and considers the child to be now at risk.

I deeply disagree with what this lady is saying but she will call CPS again. She has demanded that I seek long term help and to bed medicated for life. I still deeply disagree. My family and boyfriend all know that I am doing fine with no issues really but this lady doesn't believe anybody and wants the baby tpo have a good home.

I'm not sure what to do and what transits are happening now. I know that transiting Mars will be squaring my natal Niobe.

I deeply fear losing her again and so does my boyfriend.....I'm not sure what you could check as this lady is starting to concern me.

I had a psyche assessment and parenting assessment done this year and there were no signs of clinical depression and parenting turned out great.

If you could check I would greatly appreicate it and thank you so much

April 3, 1971 Calgary, Canada at 9 AM
Baby - August 7, 2009 Calgary, Canada 9:08 PM

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iQ
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posted October 28, 2010 03:28 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for iQ     Edit/Delete Message
I will check of course but I think you should also consider fighting fire with fire. Can you sue this lady for accusing you of having problems that are non-existing as per the other assessments? Can you get the assessing agencies involved? Local Media?
Why should she not be medicated for life? What gives her psychological superiority? She has cast aspersions not on you but also your other assessors. A combined effort could do wonders.

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Cynnared
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posted October 28, 2010 05:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
I think I will elevate the complaint higher to the one that runs the agency this woman works for and put in a harassment complaint about what this woman said and go from there. This time I will point out to the owner about that past results of the CPS assessments.

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Cynnared
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posted October 29, 2010 06:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
All is quiet now..time to wait and see what comes up before taking the next action.

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Lara
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posted October 29, 2010 06:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message

I wish they'd leave you alone Cynn.
I empathise as much as l can. My sons are being constantly harassed by the Courts over not going to contact with their dad and l just wish they'd let them be.
Authorities are great in one respect and absolutely abysmal in another when they illogically pigeon-hole you

I think you should meditate on this sabian and prepare for battle. "An Indian Warrior Riding Fiercely, Human Scalps Hanging From His Belt"
I'm with you all the way in spirit. You are a good mum and your baby deserves to be with you ALWAYS.

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Cynnared
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posted October 29, 2010 11:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
Thank You Lara!

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katatonic
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posted October 29, 2010 11:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for katatonic     Edit/Delete Message
cynn i don't know why they picked you but lots of support here for sure. i would go on the offensive and tell them to stop messing with my baby's life. it's not enough that they deprived her of her mother at 4 mos already?

seeing you FINALLY past these gooks and raising your kids in peace!

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Lonake
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posted October 30, 2010 12:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lonake     Edit/Delete Message
Wow. I hope you don't mind but I looked at your chart just to see the transits.
t.Saturn is right on your Uranus in the 5th, opposing your Sun and activating your natal Sun, Mars, Uranus t-square.
I can't imagine all the frustration and tension this brings, and you're a type who wants to break free of that. This must feel like the ultimate test. And then later t.Pluto will move on to activate it with a conj to your Mars. That is looking to be a major transit of strength.
My heart's with you

Edit,
If I could speak on a psychological level for a bit based on what I see in the chart, what I see in the transits and in the natal is of you being hit with real restrictions on an energy that you are just not used to having to mold to anyone's benefit. From an astro-psych perspective this time is meant to show you that there are real responsibilities and real choices to make that are dependent not just on you and yours but on society and its rules, Saturn Libra is the rules of society and we see you have Uranus in Libra, these two will butt heads. Now I'm not saying that the actions here are just/fair, I would say that you're meeting injustice as a direct response to your Sun/mars/Uranus t-square. I can also see that after this has passed, and really you're encountering a lot of the bad brunt at the moment, you will have a more defined sense of boundaries, where you can push yourself and to what extent, and also the extent of your strength, and you will have learned this lesson the hard way.
t.Uranus conj the Sun in Aries, a good 2 or 3 yrs down the line, it will oppose n.Uranus and with this more firm foundation in place via the difficulties that you encounter you will be able to begin anew. Very fresh and with a revolutionized sense of who you are and what you are made of.
It may sound strange to say, and please don't misinterpret, but I believe these difficulties are setting you back a few notches to accurately assess yourself on some level, so that when the revolution begins you will be off to a running start, you won't be in as much danger of over-emphasizing the natal traits of sometimes being headstrong rebel without a cause, you will be ready for a new challenge and revived. I wouldn't put it past you to become an outspoken advocate in your group on these very matters that you are dealing with. Sun rules your 4th (home issues), it's placed in the 11th, and Uranus rules your 10th, which is reputation/acclaim recognition. You can see now why I point to t. Uranus (h10 ruler) conj the Sun (h4 ruler) in the 11th (social change/groups, among others).
Once this slides away you'll be in a much better position of strength, but you are being tested right now.

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Cynnared
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posted October 30, 2010 12:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
To top it off..tomorrow I will be going for an HIV test to see what is going on with me health wise.......I am deeply afraid that I may have it because of all the unexplained health issues I have been having this year.my doc couldn't find the results when I was 1st pregnant....a positive result could blow a lot of things out of the water and i'm trying to prep myself ....

thanks for the reading......

HIV/AIDS activist going out to spread the news and EMPHASIZE that testing regularly is importnat and before every relationship start.

Part of me believes that I am already HIV +.....sigh

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PlutoSquared
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posted October 30, 2010 12:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PlutoSquared     Edit/Delete Message
Cynarred,

It's very hard to catch HIV. And, likely, if you had it, you would have very specific and very noticable health issues.

Just a guess, but maybe you should have your thyroid tested. Pregnancy takes a lot out of women, and it's especially likely to influence your thyroid...

So, be optimistic. If you had a positive result, they would have HAD to find you. There's very specific health things for public health reasons to get in contact with you after that - they don't just "lose" positive HIV results.

Your doctor probably just lost the HIV "negative" results

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popcorn
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posted October 30, 2010 03:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for popcorn     Edit/Delete Message
Cynnared. I agree complete with PLUTO SQUARED. Your baby is only a year. The baby takes all the time and all the energy. You need to be in peace and quiet.

Individuell health check-up are never wrong but for me it's looks like normal to feel like you after a year with your baby.

1.Get a health check certificat from a doctor and show her.
2. Ask her if she know how it can feel to have a small child. You can also show her all the books and the information the midwife have. That's describes clear the life as an mother.

IF that's not help

3. Talk to the police and say to her before you do it.
4. Go to the press


You live in Canada and the treathment for HIV/AIDS are good in that country. I think you have the same health system as in my country. Today they can treat people good so they can live a good life. Nowadays thats not all the same as 10 years ago.

If you have thyreoidea problem your country also can treat it good.


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Lara
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posted October 30, 2010 05:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
Cynnared,
Are you willing to tell me your symptoms? I had no idea you were having health issues aswell

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Cynnared
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posted October 30, 2010 02:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
Unexplained illness during the spring. Diarhea for almost a month. loss of appetite and vomiting.

Within the past 4 to 6 weeks I have had 4 sore throats, including strep throat. Lack of energy, almost a fatigued feeling. I yeast infection....now I have some sort of vag infection and I don't know what that is. My tongue has something on it. Doc doesn't think it's thrush. I seem to break out on my legs and have scabby spots. Herpes outbreaks are now 2 to 3 per year instead of 1 every 18 months.

I seem to be constipated all the time but the urgency is there. Diarrhea from time to time.

I went for my test today and I am beside myself and freaking out....On monday I'm gonna arrange for preresult counselling because I could not sleep at all last night and all I could do is cry.

sigh. Yes I have heard the HIV treatments are better than 10 years ago and it can get the immune system up to where the virus can not be detected by blood test but is still there.

I'm really not sure about my transits at the moment but I have some heavy crap going on with T Saturn and the natal t square in my chart.

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Lonake
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posted October 30, 2010 04:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lonake     Edit/Delete Message
Stress can definitely take it's physical toll, but it is a good idea to get checked, and also to get 2nd opinions.

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Ami Anne
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posted October 30, 2010 04:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ami Anne     Edit/Delete Message
I am trying to feel it for you. I feel "No" but I am empathizing so much that I cannot feel ,clearly.

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Pluto conjunct Dejanira, Girlfriend.

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PlutoSquared
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posted October 30, 2010 05:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PlutoSquared     Edit/Delete Message
Cynarred,

Please try to think the best. Most people underestimate the power of the mind - and the effect stress has on the body.

Likely, if you've had diarrhea consistently, you're malnutritioned - which will lead to overgrowth of yeast, bacteria, and an increase in viral infections.

The diarrhea itself can and will happen for people going through tremendous stress. Losing your baby daughter to the system equates to tremendous stress.

As far as the yeast, the thrush, the herpes outbreaks, etc...

I would recommend that you start a gluten free diet, as soon as possible. It's possible you are gluten intolerant - many people are and have no idea.

As for the infection, you should try an over the counter anti-yeast medication, and refrain from sex until your infection clears. Make sure to clean your bath with bleach, and let it sit there to dissolve whatever remaining yeast and bacteria could be there - try to wear cotton undergarments.

Get your sleep. Start taking a daily vitamin. Stop worrying about things that have not happened, yet!

I DON'T think you have HIV.

Cold and flus have been terrible here, in my area, as well. Even myself and my family has come down with Strep Throat in the last couple weeks - only to get sick again, right after.

I am HIV negative and so are my family members. We're healthy people, who are getting sick fairly regularly.

Also, note, you have a new baby, and if you're taking her to doctor's appointments and other public places where children are, YOU'RE being exposed to a tremendous amount of bacteria and virus, just from that.

PARENTS GET SICK MORE THAN OTHER PEOPLE - that's why often parents can be so uptight about handwashing and kids being kept out of school when they're sick.

RELAX, Cynnared. And remember, regardless of any illness - HIV, cancer, heart disease, etc... your LIFE will go ON after diagnosis. You will live and enjoy your life after that point... there will be love, fun, happiness, and more life... and nothing can take that from you!

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pire
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posted October 30, 2010 05:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pire     Edit/Delete Message
about HIV, use condoms and all is fine, at least the first 3 months, cause it's the times the body needs to create imune defenses if there is HIV. so if you want to know if you are HIV negative when in a long term relationship, tests are useful only AFTER 3 months, hence protected sex in the meantime before you can stop using it anymore and remain faithful obviously.

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posted October 30, 2010 05:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pire     Edit/Delete Message
about HIV, use condoms and all is fine, at least the first 3 months, cause it's the times the body needs to create imune defenses if there is HIV. so if you want to know if you are HIV negative when in a long term relationship, tests are useful only AFTER 3 months, hence protected sex in the meantime before you can stop using it anymore and remain faithful obviously.

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Lara
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posted November 01, 2010 10:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message

Thinking of you Cynn because l know you mentioned you booked pre-result counselling for today.

I'm sure it will all be ok for you and it might be worth going to consult a nutritionalist once this is all blown over.

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Cynnared
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posted November 02, 2010 02:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
I figure it is a Candida overgrowth after what I have been reading.....I need a new doc.

I figure only good news can come of this.good that they actually found out what is making me ill or good that I don't have it. It is a waiting game.

Thank you all for your kind words.


on another note I left another message with the worker's supervisor and mentioned about the long extensive psych test I had to take and no signs of clinical depression came from that.

I just wish that people would not confuse high sensitivity with depression and mental illness - it frustrates me.

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Cynnared
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posted November 03, 2010 09:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Cynnared     Edit/Delete Message
No news yet and the hounds have backed off.

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