posted April 12, 2013 01:59 PM            

I never go mad when I am working in an environment which enriches my health and the health (mental/physical/spiritual) of others. There is definitely an urgency to discover my purpose in the world and go fulfill it. When I take breaks or retreat into my SN 12H, I return feeling as if I have wasted precious time. I have always felt protected as long as I was on the right path and oddly enough it has been noticeable to those who know me well. When I was a teen I used to get into all sorts of mischief with my friends, and if I was with them, we would never get caught or hurt, but if I was not in the group, there was a palpable loss of invulnerability. Not only would it feel more dangerous, but the times my friends got caught or hurt were all when I wasn't there. The one time I was present and we did get caught, I went down to the courthouse with my friends and the court had lost the paperwork saying I was involved (yay sextile Sun in Sag).

The frustrating part I think is the overwhelming feeling of crisis when I feel I am on the wrong path. We all have moments when we don't know where to go next, and to me those moments feel like something is fundamentally wrong with me. I just want to be doing something productive which will nourish the world and those in it, or something which enhances my skills for providing that service. When those times do arise I retreat into my 12th House and get caught up in trying to fix myself. The true remedy is to reach outside myself and do work which helps others. When I help others it feels as if I am helping myself. This is a key point of Pluto in Libra, any transformation in the world which happens regarding NN/DSC/Pluto is transformation which is reflected in me. Serving others is ultimately a service to myself (something a SN Aries 12H can really understand LOL), because "other" is the subjective form of "self".

Aspects to my Pluto conjunct NN:
Conjunct DSC
Opposed ASC/Eris/NN
Square MC/IC
Sextile Mars/Sun/Neptune
(Sun/Neptune, ASC/Eris/SN, and Mars all participate in a grand fire trine. Pluto/NN/DSC is the only thing opposing any of those trining planets, so it acts as a release point to the grand trine. It is also the release point for a Moon, Uranus, ASC/Eris/SN Yod.)

posted April 12, 2013 07:33 PM            

- Squares Chiron,MC,IC

- Quincunx Moon, Eris ,BML ,Eros

-Conjunct Ixion, Quaoar

posted April 12, 2013 08:04 PM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
^^I am supposed to serve myself(1st house NN). I don’t really know how to find out whether I’m in the right path or not. I am currently facing a massive crisis, may be I’m not in the right path. My pluto conj NN is severely afflicted so that could also be the reason.
Aspects:
-Squares Sun,
Mars, Mercury, Saturn

- Squares Chiron,MC,IC

- Quincunx Moon, Eris ,BML ,Eros

-Conjunct Ixion, Quaoar

-Sextile Neptune, Uranus

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posted April 12, 2013 08:07 PM            

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Originally posted by Jessica2407:
^^ Nah am fine, am seldom sad for long, am surprised you caught it though.So,tell me, what did you want to ask me?

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posted April 12, 2013 11:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Jkitty:
I have Pluto conjunct North Node and I'm DEFINATELY not anywhere close to Justin Bieber's age (50+). I'd like to re-open this thread. Who else out there has this aspect?

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I have Pluto conjunct my NN by one degree- 5th house. I am not sure what it causes. Pluto rules my 8th. When I was about 24 or 25 I was almost a victim of rape, but I got away... it was date rape. Then my own husband raped me when we were separated.

The date rape was scary. He drove to the poor end of town, then parked and started asked me to "put out"... I refused and he hit me with his fist in the face and swore at me and said I would do it or else. I didn't know what to do. I said, "Ok I'll have sex with you, but let's have a cigarette first." He lit me a cigarette, I put my arm through my purse strap... threw the lit cigarette in his lap, and opened the door fast as I could and ran. I ran and while I was running I heard him start his car... I ran up on a porch and ducked down. He was going up and down the street and I kept dodging behind trees and everything. I was petrified. Suddenly a cab stopped for a stop sign and I ran and opened the back door and jumped in. The cab drive yelled "hey!" he said he was sure that door was locked. He did drive me to a diner to call for help. That cab door being left open saved me. Thank you, God.

posted April 12, 2013 11:23 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbee:
I have Pluto conjunct my NN by one degree- 5th house. I am not sure what it causes. Pluto rules my 8th. When I was about 24 or 25 I was almost a victim of rape, but I got away... it was date rape. Then my own husband raped me when we were separated.

The date rape was scary. He drove to the poor end of town, then parked and started asked me to "put out"... I refused and he hit me with his fist in the face and swore at me and said I would do it or else. I didn't know what to do. I said, "Ok I'll have sex with you, but let's have a cigarette first." He lit me a cigarette, I put my arm through my purse strap... threw the lit cigarette in his lap, and opened the door fast as I could and ran. I ran and while I was running I heard him start his car... I ran up on a porch and ducked down. He was going up and down the street and I kept dodging behind trees and everything. I was petrified. Suddenly a cab stopped for a stop sign and I ran and opened the back door and jumped in. The cab drive yelled "hey!" he said he was sure that door was locked. He did drive me to a diner to call for help. That cab door being left open saved me. Thank you, God.

I think the north node saved me from harm. I'm glad it is conjunct Pluto. Pluto is well aspected except for opp. Sun 9 deg and quincunx Venus 4 degrees.

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I've got my Pluto/NN conjunction in my 11th house and Pluto would rule my 2nd. I have absolutely no idea what to make of that! Aspects are a sextile to a 1st house Neptune/antivertex conjunction and an opposition to a 5th house Chiron. Any ideas?

posted April 13, 2013 01:53 AM            

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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:
Do you feel like what you have to do in this life is out of place?

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100%. LOL.

I KNOW what am doing in this life is 'out of place' I've analyzed this over and over and am gonna share a little bit of it with you.I only hope that I make some sense.LOL.

I believe the NN ( Rahu) indicates/points at what and where the soul has to work on,the SN ( ketu) is at the end of this axis indicates the wounds or the deeds of the 'past', where the soul comes from .I believe ( this is my opinion) that if a quincunx is found in this axis, the origin of that 'friction' if I may call it so, was something that originated in the 'past' and traveled with the soul up to this life.Saturn being the master of time, indicates (whether in the birth chart or the navamsa chart )the area where the soul will ultimately reach it's purpose. I believe there is a journey that the soul is 'programmed' to go through. I know what I'm currently doing in this life is NOT what I'll end up doing later on, because I know in my heart that there are lessons that I need to learn so that I'm ready to take on what is really in store for me, so I go on doing what I do, feeling that it's not really my place yet it's what I NEED to do for me to get at the end of the road. A road I have no idea how long it will be, or when will it change course.

Shoot, did I make much sense to you?

posted April 13, 2013 09:29 PM            

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I've got my Pluto/NN conjunction in my 11th house and Pluto would rule my 2nd. I have absolutely no idea what to make of that! Aspects are a sextile to a 1st house Neptune/antivertex conjunction and an opposition to a 5th house Chiron. Any ideas?

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posted April 13, 2013 10:25 PM            

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Originally posted by Barbee:

Since it protected me from a sexual attack, perhaps it will protect you from a friend who means to cheat you out of money or a possession. A friend may even try to get you into some type of money making scheme... don't do it. However, the NN will protect you like it did me.

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Thanks for the insight. Question: After your near date-rape experience, was your idea of dating transformed at all? Were you more cautious for instance? Because I have been burned by a "friend", though no money was involved, and that certainly made me more cautious. Just wondering if there's another way to interpret this.

posted May 01, 2014 04:23 AM            

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Originally posted by foxxyxo:
how does it feel for you guys when somebody elses planets make contact with your NN/pluto?

are you repelled or hit like lightening and intrigued? hm hmm

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