posted November 07, 2010 11:47 PM         

Chiron is primarily the wounded healer, tho that also calls Saturn into the equation.

You have Chiron in house 1, involved in a heavy t-square (forming oppositions and also squares) which is typically a configuration of frustration, hitting your head up against the wall many times. Squares also don't let you slide by with very much, so you always have to be mindful of how you act/conduct yourself or you will get caught and admonished by others. People with a lot of trines get to get away with murder with how they conduct themselves and what they say/do, the trine makes it easy for them. With squares you have a lot of tension but you have to use the energy very carefully or it will backfire, so I'm sure you know this by now wink.

So anyway, you have Chiron in Saturn's sign, Capricorn in the 1st, so Chiron is where we feel that we don't have enough. It's in your 1st so somewhere you may feel that you aren't enough. You may go about bolstering the ego of others and trying to secure some sort of practical foundation for them, where yours is slowly sliding away. So your wound is no ground to stand on, lack of practical resources possible and maybe feeling like you have an inferior social standing/reputation, so you try to build others up on those levels.

You also have Sun conjunct Saturn, which can feel quite harsh, like you were to one that had to take on discipline early and you really didn't have a choice, plus it's in the 10th house, Saturn's house. And it's squaring your Moon/Mars conj in Aquarius, so it conflicted with your rebellious energies, the part of you that wanted to call the shots how you wanted to call them, not how you were maybe forced to call them out of necessity.

You also have NN in Capricorn, and not only that but it's in the 1st. Happily it doesn't have any adverse aspects, so your struggle is just to be more open with expressing yourself, and making a foundation for yourself out in the world vs. the past where you were secure in your homey relationships with others. Somewhere in your life you've had to forgo that comfort in an attempt to self actualize. This is shown by Cancer SN in 7th, and also the Sun Saturn conj square to the Moon.

posted November 08, 2010 12:19 AM         

The roles it plays are those of healer, teacher, maverick, visitor, and keeper of keys. It is associated with the hands. As we open to Chiron, he brings us a multi-dimensional perception, coming either in the form of an outer teacher [Saturn] or as a soul-knowing, or spiritual guidance [Uranus].

Wherever Chiron appears in your chart is where you are called upon to heal yourself and give your gift, and so it is associated with a deep sense of purpose. It is where you find a key [or keys] which can be shared with others, but only after you have used it for self-healing. Its lesson and work are always holistic and expansive. The Sabian symbol of its degree is said to reveal your soul's wound. Its transits, especially the squares, conjunction, and perhaps the opposition, often bring about a crisis that is a key to awakening, or self-remembrance. There may be confusing experiences that cause you to question your assumptions about time and reality. This is the Uranus influence, undermining the limitations of Saturn.

CHIRON IN THE HOUSES

Chiron in the First:

Chironic roles are part of your identity, you will embody Chiron's energy in your sense of self and how you express. If you are able to become conscious of the energy so that you can direct it, you will be charismatic, unforgettable, a leader in unfoldment of consciousness. Possibly a New Age teacher or professional healer. Ideally, through non-attachment, the energy flows through you, and the principle of synchronicity directs your life.

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Lexx..
I also have a strong Chrion in my Chart. My Chiron is in my 1st in Aries
Chiron Sextiles Saturn Gem H3
Chiron trines Sun,moon,Mercury Leo H6 (leo stellium sextiles Uranus)
Chiron opps Uranus Lib H7

It's very hard to explain how I believe it effects me.. But I do believe it to be a major part of me.. I dont see my self as a healer so to speak.. But sometimes I just get bombarded with people with all kinds of weird and unusual problems.. But some how I can just relate..
Also I seem to always be a witness to accidents...
I have held peoples hands waiting for ambulance's to come..
Ive called 911 for several people..
Strangers (kids) have knocked on my door for help..
Accidents always happen right in front of me... Weird but I just know when something is about to happen.... I slow down, and I look and I wait.... Its a flash of thought for me. Most of the time its not like I see it.... Its more instinct. Sometimes it seems involuntary..

Since my Chiron is in Aries mine is more action orientated.. I just have to help..

Yours is in Cap.. Hummm Not sure about yours though....
Sorry wish I could help more with your question..

posted November 08, 2010 02:34 AM         

It is the only way to complete your karma and escape the "payback wheel", as that is what the sidereal to tropical chart conjunction indicates. Additional evidence is that the Ascendant is on 0 Capricorn, start of the sign ruled by Saturn, the planet of Karma.

posted November 08, 2010 02:46 AM         

I think every "wounded healer," has to personally experience suffering through an array of unique adversities. Survive it, and therefore have the understanding & experience to be able to help others through their issues. It's already apparent the issues you face are of a very unique nature...

Your chart is very water heavy. Scorpio stellium, tells me not only do you feel the pain deeply, you actually want & try to understand every bit of it...every motivation. However, focused too much on "feeling," one may easily overlook self understanding (of the intellect). If logic is missing, it's difficult to translate to others in a comprehensible way. I think this is the reason you have 1H, NN, Chiron all in CAPPY. 1H Cappy filters everything for you. Cappy 1H chiron, tells me your able to structure the pain you've experienced into something solid...which people are then able to easily understand. Cappy (patriarchal figure) usually feels responsible for others, and wants to build structures that would help others...making the world go around.