posted November 09, 2010 04:22 AM            

Apart from what is in my chart DOB : 16-11-1983 TOB: 8:20 POB:Mumbai India
& current transits probably Venus Conjunct Saturn I should mention that I had lost my father at very early age.He was about forty when he died. I might be subconsciously looking for those fatherly qualities however not consciously.

I want to be a good friend and that's all but relationship which starts professional, personal (friend) turns out to be flirtatious, Expectation of more than friends, disappointment & hatred.

I kind of feel that I really want to help them from their failing marriages, materialistic ambition,shagging ego & help them to spiritual way.

I do have friends of all age in both genders.
I also have bf of my own age & we are extremely happy couple. We both are happy.

It is quiet difficult task to constantly walk on the tight rope of professional/friends ( it is very normal for people to be professional friends here) & not being girlfriend.I know my boundaries but I feel there is always need for them to push those.

I do not lead them on or encourage them as I am more in awe with their knowledge and respect them & thus I talk to them.However their need to be more than friends,makes me say nasty things so that they wouldn't love me.I do not like constantly being bad to them.I feel they are being pushy.

As I also have to professionally keep this relationship it is very difficult to cut them out of my life completely.Imagine for a Scorpio nothing or all this has to balance. Such a difficult task.

I really want to know if there is any Karma or anything I really need to face or what is the best way to deal with them?

posted November 09, 2010 04:45 AM            

But almost every man I've been interested in for the past three years has been 9-19 years older.