posted November 11, 2010 08:11 AM         

I'm still smiling and breathing (!) but I'm struggling big time. I am deconstructing like an exhibition that is all sold. I feel emotional to the extreme - on the verge of tears all the time.

I'm holding onto a scrap of wood in the water having sunk with the titanic!
What on earth is aspecting my chart to cause this? Just literally started on Wednesday out of absolutely nowhere!

posted November 11, 2010 08:26 AM         

I remember one incident before 14. I was taking swimming lessons at a pier.

I hated it cuz the water was murky and green. I hated to dive and I hated the feel of that water.

When I got home I felt sick. I had felt sick before the lesson but my mother told me to go.

I got more and more sick to my stomach.

I told her .She said"You're not sick till you are hanging over the toilet bowl"

I was in my room ,smelling the food, feeling so alone .

I was not numb ,then.

Now, I can feel what it felt like again.

posted November 11, 2010 08:27 AM         

It's ironic that iq posted this as I started getting full body vibrations last night. Normally they're only in my foot or somewhere on my body. I dreamed about a soulmate that I know from earlier in this life, and he came and comforted me, holding my hand in the dream. When I woke up and thought about him I started feeling energy coming through my left hand like someone was holding it .

My soul's specialy is supposedly the creation of biological lifeforms. I know I have ptah trine my moon in an earth sign, but I hope I can manifest food for people. Some being was trying to tell me I could go breatharian recently. I tried but I started panicking which made me want food.

posted November 11, 2010 09:07 AM         

I saw the pictures from the NASA, too. Made me simultaneously STRONGLY think about that "dream" I have some weeks ago plus when my aunt and me were at the exhibition "Moon" and we both were so intrigued and fascinated with the galaxies. She is completely in love with the Carina Nebula actually.

Lara,

same here. On monday I have had a very unpleasant talk with my mum, and we haven`t spoken since then, which has NEVER happened before.
It was just, well, my Dad put up a new cabinet in my flat (I am living nextdoor), while I was working, and she rearranged things in my other cabinet, and was actually quite upset because I am jsut so "messy" and she was only giving me an example of a "better order".
She has done that all her life, taking charge of the household things, because she had to, and then when she didn`t have to anymore, it had become so much of her nature that she continued. Well, I understand all that, and I never said anysthing about it really (except for some tender hints), but I remember nightmarish occasions during my puberty when we were "cleaning up" my room and especially my desk.

And for some reason on Monday I didn`t want to gloss over it anymore. So I told her in a calm, reasonable, yet determined voice that I want her to stay out of my cabinets.
She`s quite upset right now, even though she admitted that I was right (after I suggested and I go rearranging HER cabinet), but she is still upset. Something I can`t really understand or know how to deal with, as I don`t hold grudges like that. I say it and then it`s done, you know?

*sighs* maybe Scorpio mothers should not have Sagittarius daughters, what do you think?

Also, I was in the store today and I saw two science fiction films dealing with aliens killing the entire human race. I felt a real unpleasant pressure on my stomach when seeing this. It just felt completely wrong.

A colleague of mine has complained on monday, too, that all at once she was experiencing a sharp pain beneath the ribs; it by now has faded, but she said it feels like something is "going through her whole system".

Not to mention the cases of Diarrhoia that are taking place everywhere around me now.

People react VERY sensitively it seems.

posted November 11, 2010 09:10 AM         

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*sighs* maybe Scorpio mothers should not have Sagittarius daughters, what do you think?

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posted November 11, 2010 09:24 AM         

And that dream I was mentioning which I was reminded of was that, dreamed in the night from 5th to 6th september:

posted November 11, 2010 10:10 AM         

I'm surprised no one is aware of what I'm about to tell you about!

This should explain a lot:

There is a group of people who have established a website on the internet called http://halfpasthuman.com.

This group of people have predicted (through a means or medium which I don't really understand) have predicted occurrence after occurrence after occurrence accurately. The only way that their predictions deviate from what actually happens is sometimes their predictions are a bit of an exaggeration from the truth

ie: an earthquake in this-and-this area will kill 500 people when it only kills 200.'

But, for example, they STILL predicted a deadly earthquake in the exact area where it actually happened.

So these people are amazing, and they are looking at events that show the buildup to basically the crash of the world/society as we know it, and that crash BEGINS NOVEMBER 14TH 2010!!!!

They warn that people will begin to feel very peculiar and "feel" like something big is going to happen, similar to the ominous feelings before 9/11 that many of us had.

Their predictions include the crash of the American dollar, being corporately owned by China, the rise of silver and gold, and because of this, the absolute break down of the American economy; businesses/shopping centers closing down en mass, squatters taking over huge shopping centers en mass (we're basically going to become a squatting culture as a country), people breaking up parking lots with pick axes to make way for food producing gardens, and of course there are the actual natural calamities and disasters.

What we're all feeling and sensing is the oncoming of a huge life altering "event" for humanity.

posted November 11, 2010 10:25 AM         

I did have a dream this morning around 4am. PST.. I remember it clearly which is unsual for me.. I rarely remember dreams..

I was walking in my drive way. I heard loud noises, engines, explosion type of noise. I looked up in the sky I could only see dark clouds (not smoke dark, but rain dark) I started to walk the other way...
Then all of a sudden my body flew up into the air. I sky rocketed into the air.. Me flying was not by choice, it was a force pulling me.. It freaked me out.. I got really scared.. In my dream I forced my self to wake up.. Which I did... If that makes sense...

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posted November 11, 2010 11:07 AM         

When I was a little girl, I had a dream of ancient Egypt, like a past life memory dream. I don't know how young I was when I had this dream, but I was considerably young, especially given the content of the dream

I was walking in the desert with a woman and a man. I was more following behind quietly, as I was aware of being the woman's sort of "servant". In the dream, I had a vague sense of dislike and distaste for the woman, and resentment. I thought the man was a complete moron and a fool. In the dream, the sort of person I was was an observer; I just served the woman, didn't say anything or express any opinions or thoughts, and would just observe her trip out, as the woman was on a TRIP!

Anyways, I was following through the desert, carrying the woman's little tools for her, and we get to an alter in the middle of the desert (!? did they have alters in the middle of the desert in Egypt??? They did in this dream...) and the man lays down on the alter after the woman starts a blaze around the alter. I recall their were paintings of snakes or snake gods on the alter. The woman gets on top of him, they do the horizontal mambo, and she pulls out a dagger and stabs him right in the middle of their good time. Even in my dream, I cringe and go tense because I know what is about to happen. I remember thinking "this guy is a total idiot.." or something of the like, because he knew exactly what was going to happen and he gave his life willingly just for the opportunity to take part in this "ritual" and have sex with this dumb ass lady.

posted November 11, 2010 11:09 AM         

this is a call to a collective energy transmission gathering round the world, at EST 11:11pm tonight and for the next 11 nights...

posted November 11, 2010 11:17 AM         

Britterfly, you rock! Totally agree with everything you say and America is about to plummet. Remember though that the Queen rules your country
It's going to be a harsh winter.

How are all your progressed charts for 2012/12/12?

posted November 11, 2010 11:19 AM         

and would appreciate your input on how that interacts with this IQ..?

yesterday a logjam of emotional frustration that has been building between certain members of my family reached the point of no return - resolve or dissolve - and looks like resolving...