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Topic: Algol conjunct Vertex/Lilith?
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filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 12:31 AM
 
Hi everyone!This is my first topic and I'd like to know your input on this one... As the topic title I've got Star Algol exact aligning my Vertex point and Lilith (0 gemini)conjuncts it by 4 degrees all in the 8th House! By my research, I read that for stars 1/2 degrees is allowed and by others up to 6 degrees is allowed...Algol is one of them for it's magnitude and evilness.(?) The thing is I'm a bit intense in personal relationships and I've never found myself in a casual one...
I feel my relationships are deeply fated and bring some kind of a challenge/lesson with it.(for sure!)
Some men feel my intensity and most run away from me(only staying the ones meant to be)..not for the fainted hearts really! And I go obsessed try to understand all the meanings until I find the answers, meanwhile I give myself totally to the person(loosing my head) but I'd never let someone try to change me deliberatly for their please or dominate me!(Lilith) I can and have endured subtle psychologic abuse(destructive over time) and mind gamed back(great endurance), though never suffered physical violence from a men for there's something about me that commands respect. Maybe it's other things in my chart, but I could assossiate with this configuration somehow.
I mostly attract highly sexed and destructive relationships...
Plus I suffered sexual abuse as a child and had situations of sexual harrassement. I release a lot through writting poems and stories, though I'm not a poet nor good at it I gained the courage to post one here so you can feel the energy: TEAR Full of sorrows,
Full of sorrows I lay
And with more sorrows
I wake up everyday...
In my chest,
It lives already in my chest
This care,
The way of wanting you so much!
Dispair,
I have for my despair
This punnishment inside me:
I don't want you,
I scream that I don't want you
But at night,
At night I dream of you.
If I consider that one day
I'll die in desperation for not see you,
I lay,
I lay my shawl on the floor,
Let myself sleep and wait
For death to knock on my door.
If I knew,
If I knew that by my dying
For me you would cry...
For your tear,
For one single tear
I'd let myself die. Please share your experiences and opinions! IP: Logged |
The Duke
Knowflake Posts: 405
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Registered: Nov 2009
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posted November 21, 2010 01:21 AM
if it's black moon lilith, some of it would make sense.. about the start, i dunno.. we don't know your chart though either or whether it's asteroid lilith or anything else but yeah, welcome to lindaland. IP: Logged |
filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 01:54 AM
Hi Duke nice to meet you!  I think I just added my Lindaland chart to one of your posts! Well, Coz I don't know how to paste the chart draw I'll leave the link, is that ok?
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/ci0qfileHm0UTQ-u1267846421/astro_2at_01_filly.24455.12226.gif The Lilith is the one from the menu options from astrodienst... Thanks for your input! IP: Logged |
The Duke
Knowflake Posts: 405
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posted November 21, 2010 02:01 AM
that's black moon lilith and yes, she would perhaps be the one you may look to for things like that.. i am absolutely fascinated with black moon lilith (the asteroid is different).i strongly suggest you go online and read the myth.. i have it in conjunction with my sun and maybe that's why i can so strongly relate to it but i think anyone strong in lilith would be able to appreciate it and embrace it for exactly the way she is. IP: Logged |
The Duke
Knowflake Posts: 405
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posted November 21, 2010 02:09 AM
you have to close each one: quote:
[ i m g ] h t t p : / / i m a g e . j p g [ / i m g ]
naturally, without all the spaces but you know what i mean.  IP: Logged |
filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 02:18 AM
I have already! And I must agree with you, She's my heroine... Just sad about how it turns out in the Myth and how unfair it is!I never considered myself feminist and was never concerned with those issues. It seems to me that there's nothing to discuss about, everyone's equal and that's it!
But I'm realizing ever more that it's not quite that easy...I'm slow ok? How do you feel that feminine energy conjunct your Sun?
Do you feel sympathetic towards women, do you fear them (as in some descriptions I read)or gives you power over women...? 
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filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 02:24 AM
Cheers! I told you I was slow.... Hope it's sorted now! *__^IP: Logged |
The Duke
Knowflake Posts: 405
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posted November 21, 2010 02:38 AM
i don't think that it's feminine at all.. i've noticed that people with black moon in conjunction to their sun have a thing for their same sex where they consider them to be the better or stronger sex regardless of their gender.. it doesn't mean to say that it leans towards homosexuality but it definitely emphasizes their rooting for the home team.IP: Logged |
filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 03:02 AM
umm...I understand!I embraced my Lilith, she's a bit unpredictable and cheeky but I know how she manifests...Don't ask me! lol
The evil is Algol, I guess! I've read that Algol it's belived to embody Lilith the demon isn't it? So having them so close together makes me wonder...and freek out! Is it always gonna be like that with me? I decided not to get involved in more relationships except it's all honey... 
Ps: I'm more mentalized to walk alone really. IP: Logged |
popcorn
Knowflake Posts: 1609
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posted November 21, 2010 06:23 AM
My ex have his eros conj algol. He is the best lover I ever met. I feel that he lose his head in love. My first name and horus conj algol. Today my PR jupiter conj N algol/horus/algol in house 10. I feel I losed my head in my job. I love my job.Algol conj vertex/lilith feels to me like you lose your head in suddenly meetings. Lilith increase the feelings deep but are not always sexual. You have this in house 8. I think lilith need connection on something to feel the special deep and strenght. I'm not an professional astrologer. I only make my own reserch. It's terrible the life bring you that kind of people into you. I think you are so strong so this experiences will never eat you up. You looks like full aware on what's wrong and right. I see that you have the capacity to say stop. You have your Algol/wertex/lilith in a kite. Juno in scorpio, moon in cancer, mars in pisces
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filly
Knowflake Posts: 12
From: Ipswich,UK
Registered: Nov 2010
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posted November 21, 2010 01:30 PM
Hi Popcorn!It's nice to lose our head sometimes and just give ourselves unconditionaly, specially if it's something productive! Everytime, I face a situation like this where I have to let go coz it's not good for me I feel like I have to kill some part of me, re-invent myself so to reborn from the ashes... You were very accurate on your description, it doesn't help the fact that I jump into the fire suddenly and that I need a lot of emotional involvement!  I'm just researching on my own as well,looking for insights to sort my life.
Thanks for mentioning the Kite in my chart!
I wasn't awear of it until you've mentioned it... How do you think, Juno being on the opposition will trigger the creative energies of the trines? Do I need a husband,partner to achieve this?? Well, I read that the most difficult will be to find this answer! There's a poet that says: EVERYTHING is worthy if your soul is not small Don't work too much! ^^
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