posted December 01, 2010 05:08 PM
I do hear you, but it was short lived, and it happened the way it did... He made assumptions about me that were not true, and he WONT get past it.. Which is why we stopped seeing each other... I have done all the tests, and gave him hints.. and looked for signs.. I have done it all... If I 'hint" about me liking him, he takes off running, leaving me feeling really rejected...
So no I cant just say it.. Anyways he knows, but he doesnt know for sure...
I have thought long and heard... My best bet is to let nature take its course and if its meant to be it will be...
I do know we are both missing out on something, but since he doesnt want to, there's nothing I can do about it.. HE HAS told me he just wants to be friends.. Which is what I cant stand.. Why be friends, why doesnt he just go away totally.. Why is it so important for him to have me as a friend..
I have made up my mind... Look I'm super fixed... lol.. my ego,emotions,thinking, and actions are fixed... LOL..... If something can break through the circle of fire, then all they will get is a steel box protecting that cancer venus...
So even if he walked up to me and asked me.. I probably would still say nooo.. Unless he fessed up also... I know he does feel something, only idk what....
I will just have to leave it as it is...
Just be his friend, since the universe wont let the tie end. at least just yet....
Plus idk.. Im weird.. He bought me lunch, so now Im freaking out and cant see him... lol........ I have been avoiding him since...
But I guess thats the 12th house thing... Or my Uranus... lol