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Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:10 PM
  
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Originally posted by popcorn:
I think he sometimes feels confused, obsessed. He not know what to do.
Thats how I feel... Obsessed but severely confused.. I have no flippin clue what to do. but RUN and hide!!!
Ami... I started avoiding him again... Since he brought me lunch... idk it freakes me out now... how did he know.. why did he do that... what the heck.. see if lost my mind.. lol IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted December 01, 2010 08:17 PM
I just got a flash of insight. He has issues , too,Lioness.------------------
If I am not for myself, who am I? If I am only for myself, what am I , Bruh IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted December 01, 2010 08:17 PM
You have not think about to try any new method?
What should happen if you ask him to move togheter with you?
My husband number 2 and I move togheter after 3 weeks. IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:18 PM
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Originally posted by popcorn:
You have not think about to try any new method?
What should happen if you ask him to move togheter with you?
My husband number 2 and I move togheter after 3 weeks.
What... no we are no where near that level... He would think I was psycho.. and say I tripped... lol
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Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:19 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I just got a flash of insight. He has issues , too,Lioness.
Yeah I know.. we have the same issue's.. hence prob # 18347998600 lol IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted December 01, 2010 08:20 PM
He may feel the same but has issues blocking him, I think.
Did he have trauma with a woman.
Did someone break his heart ,badly?
It could be childhood trauma too.
Was his relationship with mother traumatic,somehow?
I am feeling that something happened in adolescence to him.
I dont know what but I think it was then.------------------
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Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:21 PM
quote:
Originally posted by Ami Anne:
He may feel the same but has issues blocking him, I think.
Did he have trauma with a woman.
Did someone break his heart ,badly?
It could be childhood trauma too.
Was his relationship with mother traumatic,somehow?
I am feeling that something happened in adolescence to him.
I dont know what but I think it was then.
Not that I know of.. But he got married at a young age bc she was pregnant (seperated now)
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popcorn
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posted December 01, 2010 08:22 PM
 . I understand I will never in my life make the same again so I completely understand you. 
I must say I just dont know how you should do. IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted December 01, 2010 08:25 PM
Can you put up his N chart? and SR?IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted December 01, 2010 08:29 PM
Lioness,
See if something happened in his teens, a trauma of some sort.
Maybe, it was the pregnancy?
I am thinking it may be before that, though.
I am not sure ,though.
I think something blocked him , though, and it happened during the teens.
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Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:32 PM
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Originally posted by popcorn:
Can you put up his N chart? and SR?
Ok.... I will give me a few IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:34 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Lioness,
See if something happened in his teens, a trauma of some sort.
Maybe, it was the pregnancy?
I am thinking it may be before that, though.
I am not sure ,though.
I think something blocked him , though, and it happened during the teens.
Ami... i will try.. but when we have these deep conversations.. I end up freaking out emotionally... sometimes i just cant bear it.. IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:41 PM
 The SR is 2009/2010  IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted December 01, 2010 08:43 PM
I think he will be back again and again and agian... into you say STOP IP: Logged |
Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 08:47 PM
Why is that?yeah why... Whats going on here... You want the composite also... lol..
It gets worse with the composite... IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted December 01, 2010 09:13 PM
OMG. Do you see. SR AC conj N IC, SR MC conj N AC
SR MC conj SR Saturn.
Saturn return year.
SR saturn conj N N.NIt's not often I see so strong change in SR because all the axes on each other and so saturn return year.
SR saturn/MC in virgo ruler merk(house6). His N house 6 completely full and triggs from everything in SR house 3.
SR neptun SR sun conj his N sun so I think he must. There's a big change in the air in his life. I think on his job or maybee change in his whole life, everything. SR moon conj SR pluto. Everything goes deeply on him.
I think the year will be so eventfull so I think you help him if you be there when he need you. The SR is fascinating? I most go to sleep now but I will see more on this when I'm not so tired  The time is 03 in the night IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted December 01, 2010 10:06 PM
He would think you are "psycho"  ------------------
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Ami Anne
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posted December 01, 2010 10:29 PM
I will look at the synastry, tomorrow, Lionness.
Can you put up your natal and the synastry.
I know I saw it before but I am better now 
I don't do composites or solar returns lol------------------
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Lioness
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posted December 01, 2010 11:41 PM
quote:
Originally posted by popcorn:
OMG. Do you see. SR AC conj N IC, SR MC conj N AC
SR MC conj SR Saturn.
Saturn return year.
SR saturn conj N N.NIt's not often I see so strong change in SR because all the axes on each other and so saturn return year.
SR saturn/MC in virgo ruler merk(house6). His N house 6 completely full and triggs from everything in SR house 3.
SR neptun SR sun conj his N sun so I think he must. There's a big change in the air in his life. I think on his job or maybee change in his whole life, everything. SR moon conj SR pluto. Everything goes deeply on him.
I think the year will be so eventfull so I think you help him if you be there when he need you. The SR is fascinating? I most go to sleep now but I will see more on this when I'm not so tired The time is 03 in the night
Thank you popcorn... Yeah I know he has changed over this year.. We actually started talking 3 months before this SR.. But not really really really talking until after his SR..
He has come to me with things... I do know in a way I have helped him.. Im just not sure exactly how... I did stop him from making a huge mistake.. that I know he would have regret... He wanted to do "whats right" but for all the wrong reasons.. I really had to explain to him, why it was so wrong... How in the long run, it would be hurting people..
We do have these talks.. He has opened up to me.. He does feel really comfortable telling me things..
Im really not sure how his life has changed over this year... But I do feel a difference with him....
===================== Im wondering why you said he will come back again and again, until I say stop... Is that because he's a Pisces?
He has told me we HAVE to be friends, that he really really wants me as a friend... Which I feel is out of character for him. When he's done, he's done... Thats it go away... He has told me that I am one of the very few people, that he will reply back when they texted him... But I dont text him often either.. hummmm.. idk.... But to be honest I do come and go on him also... Sometimes I just cant be around him... We do have Venus sq Uranus.. Im Uranus.... I have tried to end the friendship... He didnt say anything or call me when I did.. But it was awful.... We both felt bad... We ignored each other, but when the other wasnt looking we would turn back and look, (only we did it at the same time, and busted each other... lol) then something would happen, and we would just start talking again, like nothing happen...
One time
I went months w/o talking looking at him, ignoring him.. Doing everything I can to get him out of my system.. Then BAM something happens..AND We HAVE to talk to each other ... So I texted him, .... and he replies back HI!!!!!!! then before I could reply my phone rings, and he said what happen sweetheart?
Then we talk like nothing all over again... blahhhhh.. .I dont like this... But I guess since he's in my 12th I have to be unselfish and give him the friendship he so desires...
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Lioness
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posted December 02, 2010 12:29 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I will look at the synastry, tomorrow, Lionness.
Can you put up your natal and the synastry.
I know I saw it before but I am better now
I don't do composites or solar returns lol
Heres the link to my natal
Im lazy... lol
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/206419.html
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Ami Anne
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posted December 02, 2010 08:19 AM
Ok Lioness
I will look ,later.
I got the visuals for BML and Nessus.
BML is a librarian finding her primal self.
Nessus is Rhett carrying Scarlett up the stairs 
Deja would be the song "Bend me, Shake me"
Do you know that one lol?------------------
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Lioness
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posted December 02, 2010 02:20 PM
What does BML conjunct Neptune in a NAtal chart mean?IP: Logged |
popcorn
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posted December 03, 2010 04:33 AM
I know a man. His BML conj my N pluto. My asteroid lilith conj his eros conj lust. I felt so strange strong into him. Suddenly he was a way but... suddenly I see him like an magnet into me and so off again...I also feel me like an magnet. I cant let be to figure out where he possible could be. This is my feelings. I think BML/asteroid lilith show magnet/drawing connection. When someone have neptun in conj and in strong connection I would think that BML/magnet field be weaker because nept loosen. I think people on this aspect be more confused. This also show the sexual attraction and the good sex of BML. One magnet on something. You need much strenght to put it of . I'm very interested to know how it will be between you and the man. I think you did the best to end between you two. Wait and see. I'm completely sure he not cant leave you in anycase. Your DW must be really strong, inclusive nept. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
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posted December 03, 2010 04:38 AM
Yes, I think Neptune would weaken BML, for sure.
This is how I would look at it.
Neptune puts rose colored glasses over things.
It makes the harsh/ugly beautiful.
BML is raw ,unbridled primal passion. Neptune would water that down cuz Neptune is the "fairy tale" where all the characters are beautiful not primal.
That is how I see it.
Neptune would ,almost, be the opposite ,in nature ,to BML ------------------
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popcorn
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posted December 03, 2010 05:37 AM
It's so interesting to looking at meetings between souls. The invisible dynamic.IP: Logged |
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