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Topic: Breakthrough in self understanding: Venus semisquare Sun is rare
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roadwarriorsdp
Knowflake Posts: 60
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Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 17, 2010 07:02 AM
  
http://artcharts.com/blog/tag/sun-semisquare-venus If you read that, it describes me to a T- Almost. Lack or aware of a lack of self-love and attempting to rectify this. I just discovered why I alway sfeel the urge to communicate my desire to start a chartiy, venus in aquarius in the tenth, and work for the public. I am seeking to please people projecting my desires as theirs. I even did it here a few day sago before I knew about this aspect, I told everyone that I was considering opening up a chartiy to help the underdogs in the civil system....I feel by telling people this I can gain love, when in reality it's a form of quiet desperation. It's amazing, I'm healed, I will love myself even if I am more licentious than Lord Byron as a youth, but at the same time, the paradox is, this feeling will make me less licentious, and more honorable, for in every religion and spiritual practice love is the alpha and omega, and self love without an agressive ego, but an assertive one that uses the best of both its passive and active sides is ultimately key to adaptability survival by the rules of love itself. IP: Logged |
Chaos
Knowflake Posts: 40
From: Serbia
Registered: Aug 2010
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posted December 17, 2010 07:50 AM
I have that damned aspect!  I've accepted myself the way I am, personality wise, and I would never change as a person and adjust to anybody's liking, except my own...However, I don't know if I'll ever be able to love & accept myself physically, I absolutely hate what I see when I look in the mirror, therefore, there's a lack of confidence I'm not able to eliminate...unless I do a couple of plastic surgeries, I imagine that would help...  IP: Logged |
roadwarriorsdp
Knowflake Posts: 60
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Registered: Nov 2010
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posted December 17, 2010 08:10 AM
Wow, this is almost a proof of astrology. When I was a child I would look in the mirro and feel like ripping my face apart. I finally gained confidence by learning more about what I thought was beautiful instead of what ohte rpeople thought was beautiful, and then I assimilated that...but it was like a veil was over me at one point and what i thought was beautiful was automaticaly what others thought was beautiful....you know it is possible for everyone int eh wrold to htink something is ugly and then for you to think it's great  IP: Logged | |
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