posted December 18, 2010 08:57 AM            

Emperical Evidence - I took a couple gen ed philosophy classes but I registered late. These classes were hard...there were five kids in our class and I was the only one with an A. By the end of the class the students were saying that I was as good as the professor, and he was particularly proud of me, he remembered me years later and that's tough in college.

It came natural....

I don't like philosophy though and I don't want to teach it...I just know it...it's strange, it feels natural to think about it, but it's square my moon actually so that makes sense...my mom gets ****** every time i bring up theories or philosophical insight...she nurtures my artistic side...moon in pisces.

Uranus conjunct mercury though is like your a shocker with words....it's almost borderline controllable turrets....I also attribute my maniacle laughter to it, which is totaly out of character...my laugh has gotten me undesirable attention, even though it makes others laugh...

I once told my teacher as a child that I had not doubt her husband divorced her because she was a "b*tch" That's uranus conjunct mercury in the seventh.

You joke alot and don't realize how sensitive people are, you don't have alot of tact, but uranus conjunct mercury is very good for making groups laugh, especially when i visualize a group as one unit, and convert them into a partner in my own mind...

I freestyle/battle rap and I win all the time uranus conjunct mercury......

A lot of pull not to worry about the details I guess...I excelled at school but was super nervous on tests so I would never get the scores that I deserved, but they were still very high scores...

Some music that really gets me going is anything by Jack White, he has strong cancer and uranian influences in his art and i have no planets in cancer, it's the blind spot for my uranian energy so to speak.....

Finaly, I don't know if this is urnanus or neptune on the gallactic center, but my dreams literally manifest. I meet people in my dreams before i meet htem in real life...lately I havent had any vivid dreams, but this is something that made me strongly believe in jungs notion of syncronicity.

Mercury Conjunct Uranus is like a heart attack when you really like someone if its in the seventh. You feel like your heart is going to explode. RElationships take a uge toll on my nervous energy......

And of course even speaking your mind shocks people, even when your thinking of something tha tyou think wouldn't, so it's impossible not to....

Divine inspiration is rampant but just as fleeting, it's like your idea is a fly your trying to catch with your feet.....literally almost impossible.

It's probably the reason why I did so well in school though so I'm not ever going to complain about it....It's a blessing..

Oh yeah, and it also makes you predisposed to wanting to fight others, but since my mars is in pisces in the 10th all that fight for me goes into career.....IF I ha dmars in teh seventh i'd probably be a world champion boxer right now. Physicaly I'm super athletic except for one tiny aspect, and that's my flat feet, I trip all over the place

mars in pisces.....so my life is like a paradox...at every stage there is confusion...and to other sit seems so simple they want me to just go down a straight and narrow....people see me and expect gold that second, when I don't give it to them they look at me and assume that I'm just lucky and that everything i've gotten is out of luck...you know strong family, good education, but in reality they have no idea the work I put into life...the hours i spent studying in highschool the sacrifices i made up to 22 years of life i must have worked harder than most people work their entire life. I was running five miles a day, studying five hours a day, and going to school all day, and comming home an djust going to sleep....I felt robbed and blamed my parents...but then ir ealized i would eventually end up dead with that mentality so I took responsibility...

See when I was 20 I started faltering and feeling I needed another person to be complete...I wanted to be madly in love....and i wanted love to save me from the toil and labor of life. Uranus conjunct mercury in the seventh, and i got into a bad relationship out of quiet desperation, as I had very few social skills at that point. I dated a horrid person when I was a horrid person too and we spiralled down...

I realized that uranus conjunct mercury had an inherent weakness even before i knew what uranus or mercury was.

So I went through alot of struggle not dating much at all, but every second of every day wanting too...it still is like that but now I'm realizing that I don't want that it's just an energy...what i want is peace...securtiy...and achievemet....I don't even want power, as much as i want respect...I had to transform and become less critical and less hardworking in terms of output so that I could learn how to interact with humans, to make a long story short..

I saw a psychologist for a while....he was jungian alchemist type....and we talked but his transferrence annoyed me. Who knows I may go see him again....

posted December 18, 2010 09:26 AM            

I once lickened myself to a wavering ship, and my lenore's love, the beating pulse of a lighthouse guiding me back to shore, away from rocky waters!

And I'm the type that writes poetry and gets the date, as opposed to the guy who writes the poem and get's move away from

Thank you very much for help...I should also mention that I randomly was afforded teh opportunity to learn martial arts out of no where and that chiron is conjunct my ascendant....and chiron is reminiscent of being so talented that he would have talents that seemed to contradict, like he is the balley inspired football player - that is I!