posted December 23, 2010 12:02 AM
I wanted her the first time I saw her. We hung out as friends for 2 weeks until I decided I can't resist and kissed her. When our lips departed, I looked to see if she was offended but she grabs me and pushes me onto the bed- beginning was explosive. I dumped her twice within the 6 months of dating but she kept coming at me. The official break up occurred at some AIDS fundraiser; she was on the committee. I was helping her sell raffle tickets by walking up to people, "would you like to buy raffle tickets from me? help me impress a pretty girl?" When girls bought it, I'd then ask "so are you impressed?" My friends said it probably confirmed I really was a player but I figure she'd be smart enough to get that if I was, I wouldn't do that in front of her. I just wanted to impress her by selling tickets but instead of being impressed, she dumped me; told me she fell in love w/a Harvard med student. I figure 2 med students would work better than the girl next door and the bad boy so I stayed out of the way.
A week later at the club, when the girl I was with turned her back, my ex snuck up from behind me and danced on me. I shot her a dirty look. She texts me after asking if I had fun; I told her “yeah, my girl and I had a blast”. A few days after that, she knew I wanted to see Titans but noone will go due to the bad reviews so she offers to accompany me. I stopped talking to her after that though. Now (6 months later) she's been complimenting me subtly. I'm not sure if it's because she heard I broke up with my girlfriend, or she's just being nice/wants to be friends, or if it's because she heard that this girl she hates thinks I'm hot. I tried talking to her when I saw her; she ignored me. Ever since she sort of walked back into my life, I can't stop replaying what really happened between us.
Sometimes I think we made a mistake.I'm new to astrology but I looked up the conjunctions. The Pluto Conjunct Venus looks like a good sign but then I saw that we also had a Pluto Square Venus so that negates it. Then I looked up Neptune Conjunct Saturn and the only thing I found was that there's a Karmic tie, that in some past life, one of us died a horrible death so there's great fear. The person who was left behind will run away, which is sort of what happened.
ME: Sun Virgo15.47
Moon Gemini 26.57
Mercury Virgo 3.01
Venus Leo13.33
Mars Leo 29.02
Jupiter Aquarius 8.07 R
Saturn Scorpio23.03
Uranus Sagittarius14.05
Neptune Capricorn 0.52 R
Pluto Scorpio 2.51
Ascendant Libra 7.23
II Scorpio 3.47
III Sagittarius 4.36
IV Capricorn 8.41
V Aquarius12.23
VI Pisces 12.18
VIIAries 7.23
VIII Taurus 3.47
IX Gemini 4.36
XILeo12.23
XII Virgo12.18
LilithTaurus10.56
Asc node Taurus10.27
MidheavenCancer 8.41
HER : Sun Sagittarius 4.12
Moon Cancer 6.59
Mercury Sagittarius 1.19
Venus Scorpio 3.19
Mars Aries 4.54
Jupiter Gemini 0.37 R
Saturn Capricorn 1.28
NeptuneCapricorn8.39
Uranus Sagittarius29.38
Pluto Scorpio13.23
Ascendant Virgo20.07
II Libra 18.23
III Scorpio 18.53
IV Sagittarius 20.01
V Capricorn 20.54
VI Aquarius 21.11
VII Pisces 20.07
VIII Aries 18.23
IX Taurus 18.53
XICancer 20.54
XIILeo21.11
Midheaven Gemini 20.01
Lilith Virgo 21.48
Asc nodePisces 9.54
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posted December 23, 2010 12:02 AM